What Happens in College...

Turning Point

2011-12-18T03:06:00.000-08:00

Knock, knock, knock.

My eyes shot open. The only light was that of the tv, cutting through the darkness. My eyes slowly adjusted to being open.

Knock, knock, knock, knock, knock.

I knew it was him at the door. I told him I didn't want to see him but I knew it was him.

Four more knocks.

"Jack, I know you're there. Your car is out front."

As much as I didn't want to see him, I couldn't help but walk to the front door. Putting my hand on the door knob, I froze. You can do this. Be strong.

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The start of the fall quarter was pretty standard for me. Parties, football, and light studying occupied most of my time while not in class. Jockguy also took up a lot of my time. I wasn't with him every free minute of the day but it seemed like it. We had dinner together most days, and lunch together when our schedules matched up. We went to parties and football games together. And one of us spent the night at the other's apartment more often than not. In a nutshell, things were going great.

Then came November.

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Unlocking the deadbolt, I took one last breath. Keep your cool.

"Hey."

"Hi."

Jockguy stood in front of my door, head lowered, shoulders slumped, hands in his coat pocket.

"You haven't answered my calls," Jockguy said as he leaned against the door frame. "I got worried. Wanna make sure you are ok."

"I'm fine," I snapped. Jockguy winced ever so slightly and I immediately regretted my tone. We both stared at the floor, the sound of a stereotypical Oregon rain shower filling the silence.

"Can I come in?" Jockguy asked, still staring at the floor.

"Uhh... I don't think I'm ready yet."

"Jack," Jockguy said, standing up straight, "we have to talk sometime. It's been 2 weeks. You won't return my calls or texts or emails. Please talk to me. You owe me that much."

"I owe YOU?!?" My head shot straight up. My fiery eyes met Jockguy's. "Please explain to me how the fuck that works. How the fuck does your brain twist this around to me owing you?! You are un-fucking-believable."

Jockguy's jaw clenched and his eyes narrowed. "You done?"

"You tell me?! Any other ways I owe you?"

"I came here to talk. You can stand there and yell obscenities at me in the doorway like some redneck asshole or you can let me come inside and yell at me behind closed doors like any other normal person. Either way, I'm not leaving until we make a decision about us."

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Things started to change the first week of November. At first, it was small things. A missed dinner or lunch here and there. Things slowly started snowballing. Canceled dates and missed calls were followed by days of not seeing each other. At one point, we hadn't even kissed in 5 days.

I was angry and confused. Had I done something to piss Jockguy off? Or was he just too busy with school? Something was definitely wrong. But I was too scared to ask. I was afraid I already knew the answer.

So I kept going along.

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"You want anything to drink?"

Jockguy took off his jacket and sat on the couch. "Water. Please."

I returned to the couch with 2 bottles of water. Jockguy took his and immediately guzzled half of it. I took 3 small sips and waited. He wanted this meeting, so he can be the one to start.

"I guess I'll start," Jockguy said, reading my mind. Rolling up his sleeves and shifting his body towards mine, Jockguy cleared his throat. "Jack, I hope you know how sorry I am. You have to know how much I love you and how much you mean to me."

"I know that," I said, staring at my bottle. "That's what makes this whole thing so fucked up to me. We were doing so well."

Jockguy opened his mouth, ready to reply, but pulled back.

"What?"

"We weren't doing as great as you think."

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By the time Thanksgiving break came around, I was done holding my tongue. I was miserable and I knew Jockguy was too. So, on my way home for the break, I stopped at Jockguy's and flat out asked "What is going on?"

The answer was more painful than I thought it would be.

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"What do you mean we weren't doing great? Things were the same as they always were."

"Exactly."

"What the hell does that mean?"

Jockguy stood up and started pacing in front of the couch. "It means that we weren't progressing. Our relationship wasn't going anywhere. It was stagnant."

"That's bullshit. We were progressing just fine."

"Oh really? Then how come I've never met your parents? Or your brothers? That's right, because they still don't know I exist."

"Fuck you! You know how much I want to come out to them. You know how much I want you to meet them."

"I know that you keep saying that. But you've been saying that for a year now. It's just words now."

"So me not being ready to come out is why you started dating someone else? Me being in the closet drove you to lie and sneak around behind my back? Sounds like a cop out to me."

"Me wanting to have an open, normal relationship isn't a cop out. I shouldn't have lied and gone behind your back. That was a dick move and I am truly sorry. But I'm not sorry for why I did it."

Jockguy stopped pacing and sat next to me. I hadn't been this close to him in 2 weeks. His scent was still intoxicating.

"Listen, I understand that you are having a hard time coming out to them. I truly understand that. It's a gut-wrenching time. But I'm getting impatient. I can't keep doing this. I feel like I am putting my whole heart into us and you are only putting in half. That's not fair to me or us."

A silence washed over the room. The two of us sat there, inches away but emotionally miles apart.

"I... I... I just don't think I can do it." I finally muttered

"I think you are wrong. I know you. I see how strong you are. You are one of the strongest people I know. I have know doubt that you can handle ANYTHING that's thrown at you. And the way you talk about your family, I know that things will be fine. They love you."

In my heart, I knew Jockguy was right. I knew that I wasn't being fair to him by not being out. He had opened up his entire life to me. And I had only opened up half. I was 2 different people. Family Jack and College Jack. He deserved to know both.

"I'm still mad at you," I said, breaking the 5minute silence.

"I know."

"No matter the reason, what you did was wrong."

"I know."

Another silence fell across the room. I was still mad and hurt but at least understood his side somewhat. It took a small amount of the sting out, though more than enough was left.

This time, Jockguy was the first to break the silence.

"I think I'm gonna go home," he said, standing up and heading for his coat.

I stood and followed him to the door. I didn't want him to leave. I needed to touch and hug him again. I needed to feel him next to me. I needed to be wrapped in his arms as we slept.

"Please don't leave," I said as he reached for the door.

"Jack, I don't think it's a g-"

"Please, just stay," I interrupted. "I need you to. Being away from you this long has killed me. I just need you next to me tonight."

That night, for the first time in almost a month, Jockguy and I fell asleep holding each other.

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It's been about 2 weeks since the above conversation happened. Jockguy and I are still together. Things are rocky and aren't even close to being repaired but we are heading in a positive direction. With his help and support, I've made the decision to come out to one of my brothers. It's not the whole family but it is a big step for me.

I want to thank those of you who have stuck around during this dead period for posts.

Jack :)

Massage and Happy Ending

2011-09-19T16:47:00.000-07:00

This summer, I picked up some extra money doing construction. I got a sweet job hookup from my uncle. I worked a couple times a week and got paid very well... under the table of course :)

For the most part, it was all grunt work. In other words, I lifted shit all day lol. Bags of concrete, lumber, piping, etc. This, as you can imagine, caused some sore muscles. Luckily for me, I had Jockguy. After whining about how sore I was after the first day, he caved and started giving me nightly massages. Not just back rubs, but full on massages. Oil and everything :)

A couple weeks ago, Jockguy left town for a couple days and I had to fend for myself. I was online browsing around the usual sites when I got a message. It was from James, a guy I had been talking to for about a year but had never met up with.

Why? Well, he's not my type. He's cute and fucking hilarious but he is chubby. He's around 6ft and 260ish. I don't have anything against chubby guys but I'm not attracted to them sexually. We started talking about a year ago. He hit me up on one of the hookup sites and, even though I wasn't into him, his message was so funny and intelligent, I had to respond back. Since then we talk about 3 times a week, mostly online. It's actually a cool friendship. I talk to him about Jockguy and my life and he talks about his life and school. Hooking up has never seriously come up.

Anyways, I digress.

So, I get a message from James and read it. It's the usual "How are you?" message. I respond and we go back and forth. After some small talk, we get on the subject of the work. I had mentioned before about my construction job. He asked me how that was going.

"It's great but I'm sore from all the lifting."

"Dude, you have bf to rub you down. Why the fuck are you complaining? ;)"

"I know asshole but he is outta town!"

"That sucks. Looks like you'll have to suffer through it."

Suffering through it sounded HORRIBLE. I had gotten used to Jockguy's strong hands massaging the pain away. I couldn't let myself endure the pain anymore (lol). While James isn't my ideal type, he's intelligent, funny, and nice. He's a pretty good guy. And besides, it's just a massage. I decided to throw out the bait and see if it took.

"Well, not exactly. I could always get a massage from someone else... :) "

"Haha, true. Looks like a craigslist ad is in your future!"

"Hahaha. No, I don't want some random guy. He'll take "massage" as an invitation to fuck me and I really just want a massage."

"Awww, does the hot guy have too many offers for sex from other hot guys?!? I feel SO sorry for you..."

"You are rather mouthy today!"

"I know :) "

At this point, I was sure I wanted him to massage me. Being able to verbally spar with me gives you huge bonus points.

"Well, asshole, I was actually wondering if YOU would want to massage me :) "

I waited for his response. And waited. After what seemed like 10min, it came.

"Are you being serious?"

"Yeah" I typed back.

"Really?"

"Yup :) "

"Wow. Ok, sure."

"All I get is a "sure"? Where's the enthusiasm?! ;) "

"lol. I'm kinda shocked. I'm not exactly your type, even if it's just a massage."

"I know. But you are funny and smart and fun to talk to. Plus, you probably have really strong hands from jerking off all time... :) "

"I don't have to jerk off. Your mom's mouth does the trick."

"Is that a yes?"

"I guess so!"

I gave James my address and told him to be there in 30min.

After logging off, I hopped in the shower and got ready.

At exactly the given time, there was a knock at the door. Wearing a pair of jogging pants and a wife beater, I headed towards the door. Opening the door, I could instantly tell James was a nervous wreck. His head was down and his hands were fiddling with his keys.

"Hey!" I said, letting him in. "Nice to finally meet you." I gave him a big smile in hopes of comforting him. It helped ever so slightly.

"Uhh, yeah. Nice to meet you."

James walked in the door a few feet and stood nervously.

"Can I get you something to drink? Beer? Coke? Water?" I made my way to the kitchen before he could answer.

"Uhh... sure..."

"Which one?" I chuckled.

"Whatever you are having."

I grabbed two cans of Coke and headed into the front room.

"Have a seat."

James sat next to me on the couch and stared at his Coke.

"Don't be so nervous," I said, patting him on the shoulder.

"Sorry. It's just... You are more attractive in person." James let out a nervous laugh started to blush.

"I guess I need to take new pics then!" I leaned back in the couch and opened my pop.

James followed suit. He started to relax a bit.

"So, where's Jockguy?" he asked, after a couple minutes of silence.

"Visiting some family. He'll be gone for about a week."

"Oh. Is he ok with me being here? I mean, not that anything will... you know, happen. But... is it ok?"

His nervousness made him really fucking cute. He's cute to begin with but for some reason, the nervousness amplified it.

"Yeah, he's cool with it. We have certain rules and understandings."

"Oh. Good."

A couple more minutes of silence and I could still tell James was pretty nervous. I leaned forward and put my hand on his knee.

"James, it's ok. We know each other. We've been talking for a year."

"I know. I'm just a shy guy. I get nervous easily. I was actually going to smoke a bowl before I got over here to relax me but didn't want to drive stoned."

"Well, shit. Come with me." I grabbed James' hand and led him to my room. I grabbed my... supply box :)

"Here. Come take a hit," I said as I loaded my pipe.

A bowl and a half later and James had definitely settled down. We both sat on my bed, enjoying the high.

"So, you want to get this started?" James asked.

"Wow, pot does wonders for your nerves. You just said something voluntarily."

"I know. Now you won't be able to get me to shut up."

I got up and stripped down to my underwear. After hesitating a second, I decided to have fun and get completely naked.

The look on James' face was priceless. His mouth slightly dropped and he gulped. I smiled and sprawled out on the bed, face first.

"Uhh... should I get... should I keep my clothes on... or?" James stammered.

"Up to you."

After a couple seconds, I heard his shirt and jeans hit the floor. Then I heard him open and oil his hands. After a couple more seconds, his hands, which were indeed strong, met my sore calves.

Between the pot and awesome feeling of the message, I was high as a fucking kite. Pure bliss. James worked over EVERY part of my body. Toes, feet, calves, thighs, ass, back, neck, arms. He even rubbed my palms.

And, to my slight surprise, I was getting turned on. A lot. His warm, strong hands sent shock waves throughout my body every time he pressed on my quads. My cock pulsed every time he grabbed my ass cheeks and squeezed them. My cock began to get very hard as it pressed against my stomach and the bed. Every touch made more precum leak out.

After a good 45 minutes to an hour of this, I decided I needed to get off. While James was giving my feet a third go around, I lifted my head and looked at him.

"So... uhh... usually about now, Jockguy and I are rolling around naked together."

James gave me a very inquisitive look. When he didn't say anything, I decided to keep going.

"It would be ok with me if you wanted to go a little further." I rolled on my back and grabbed my hard, leaking cock.

Without saying a word, James moved in between my legs. Slowly, he reached a hand out and grabbed my dick. Stroking it, he looked at me, almost scared to go further. I gave him a smile and laid my head back, thrusting my cock up a little. Soon, I felt his warm mouth engulf my dick.

Slow and steady, James began to suck me. His right hand rubbed my balls as his left wandered up and down my body. I began to rub his head and shoulders. He begin to pick up his pace and pressure. His hand slid from my balls to my ass and circled. I spread my legs a bit, inviting him to touch my hole. He caught on and was soon rubbing my hole. After a couple seconds, a finger slipped in. Then another.

Soon he was finger fucking and deepthroating me. His fingers kept hitting my prostate, sending wave after wave of pleasure through my body. My balls started to tighten. My legs started to tingle.

"I'm gonna cum!" I yelled.

James deepthroated me and kept it there. His fingers hit my prostate again. I burst down his throat. Shot after shot of my hot jizz coated his throat. James pulled off my cock a little. I shot 2 more streams into his mouth, where he savored the taste.

His fingers still inside me, James suckled every last drop out of my dick. I slowly became soft inside his mouth. He slid his fingers out of me and collapsed on the bed.

"Holy shit." I exclaimed.

"Yeah, I know."

James and I laid on the bed and after about 10 minutes, enjoyed another bowl. We talked and laughed. After about an hour we hit up one my favorite food spots (The Jail! Fucking delicious!)

I have to admit, chubby or not, James could flat out suck. One of the 10 best blowjobs I've every gotten. Despite me not being attracted to him, that was one of the hottest bj sessions I've ever been a part of.

What's Your "Number"?

2011-08-28T22:33:00.000-07:00

Was reading the Manhunt Daily blog the other day and they had a post asking their readers about the number of sexual partners they had been with. I read some of the comments on the post and thought it was fucking hilarious.

Afterwards, I started thinking about how many I have been with, both guys and girls. I started counting. I counted hookups where at least oral sex was performed. And the number I came up with SHOCKED me. It made me happy and somewhat ashamed lol.

Why ashamed? Well, first off, I don't have an exact number! It's so high I have to estimate. Plus, for the last week I keep remembering random hook ups I've had and have added them to the count. And secondly, I don't know 3/4 of their names!

So, I'm here to ask you guys if my number is too high, too low, or just right :)

My number is... for guys - approximately 60 in 3 years
for girls - 11 in 6 years

That means in the 6 years I have been sexually active, I have been with about 70 people. 70! That's more than 11 a year! Almost 1 a month! I don't even KNOW 70 people!

How slutty does that make me? What is your special number?

The Prodigal Son Returns

2011-08-19T06:39:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone. I'm still alive and kicking. I didn't break up with Jockguy, I haven't dropped out of school, I wasn't outed, I'm not HIV positive, I didn't get kidnapped. I've just had a horrible summer.

As much as I like to share, the reason(s) for me being gone don't have anything to do with the blog and are actually fairly boring. They have, however, been mostly resolved/dealt with.

So I am here, writing, ready to get this little blog up and running again :)

In 15 days, my Ducks begin their quest to make it to back-to-back BCS Title games. And with football comes a new school year, and with a new school year comes hot guys, and with hot guys cums me :)

Spring Break, Pt. 1 (sex)

2011-06-17T05:04:00.000-07:00

Well, I promised and promised and it's finally here! A rundown of my Spring Break trip to Cali with Jockguy!

Tuesday, March 22 -

Driving from Portland to Eugene, I felt my phone vibrate. It was Jockguy.

"I'm on my way!" I answered defensively.

"Fuck, we supposed to leave an hour ago!" Jockguy laughed.

"Did you really expect me to be on time?"

"Of course not." I am notorious for being late. Always.

But this hadn't been my fault. I had spent the weekend after finals at home. When I told my parents about my planned trip a couple weeks prior, my mom let it be known that if I was going to be gone for the entire week I was "sure as hell going to make an appearance" the weekend before. I can't argue with that.

I got to Jockguys place and after a couple minutes of packing the car, we were on our way.

"Damn, only 2 hours behind schedule. That's not that bad," I said, pulling onto I5.

"'Not that bad'?!?" Jockguy said.

"Not for me."

"That's true. I was expecting to leave till the morning."

"You're a jackass."

The trip would take us about 15 hours south, to the L.A. area for the first night. We decided to head straight to L.A. without stopping. I love to drive and have driven Portland to L.A. a couple times nonstop, so this was nothing new. The second part of the trip would take us to the San Diego area. Jockguy, bless his heart, had sweet-talked one of his aunts into letting us stay in her vacation condo in San Diego.

The journey to L.A. was awesome. Jockguy and I talked a lot. In fact, looking back, that was one of my favorite parts of the trip. When we weren't talked we were listening to music. And Jockguy dosed off a couple times, only to be woken up by me poking him (I got hit a couple time for that lol).

15 hours later we arrived at our hotel. We checked in and immediately went to bed. Too tired to even think about sex, we cuddled and fell asleep.

Wednesday, March 23 -

I woke up to the sound of Jockguy talking and laughing on the phone. I groggily looked at the bedside clock. 10:30am. Way too early to be awake after getting into the hotel around 4am, I thought.

"Uh oh, he's awake," Jockguy laughed. "I'll call you back."

"I'm not awake, leave me alone," I mumbled.

"That was Sarah, she just got outta class," Jockguy said, ignoring me. Sarah's Spring Break was different than ours. She decided to skip the rest of the week. "Check out is at noon. Get up."

I opened one eye to see Jockguy standing over me, fully showered and dressed.

"Are you already dressed?" I mumbled.

"Yup. Been awake for an hour. Your turn."

"Go to hell," I said, stuffing my head under my pillow. "I'm fucking tired. I didn't get to sleep on the drive down like you did."

"Cry me a fucking river. Get up!" Jockguy pulled the covers off me, exposing my naked body. Then he broke my biggest rule - he tickled me.

"STOP YOU FUCKER! STOP!" I squealed. "I'LL GET UP! STOP!"

Laughing, Jockguy relented. He hopped on the bed next to me and pulled me into a hug.

"Fuck off," I laughed as I pushed him away. "You know I hate that."

"It's the only thing that gets your ass up in the morning. Besides, Sarah told me to do it."

"What?"

"That's what we were talking about when you woke up," Jockguy smiled. "She called and asked if you were up yet. Told me I had her permission to tickle you."

"Her permission?! I'm gonna fucking kill her!"

"Go get dressed first," Jockguy said, slapping my ass.

While in the shower, I started to think about what I was about to do. I was hours away from having my ex girlfriend meet my boyfriend. I was still nervous about the whole thing. Jockguy and Sarah had been talking on the phone for a couple months and already seemed like old friends. But it was still weird to me. I began to get really nervous.

After I got dressed, Jockguy and I grabbed a quick bite to eat and headed out towards Sarah's apartment. The drive to her place should have only taken 25 min but this is L.A. we're talking about! 1.5 hours later, we arrived at Sarah's place. At this point, I was a fucking wreck. As I turned off the car, Jockguy looked at me and noticed.

"It's going to be fine, Jack." He reached down and grabbed my hand, giving it a tight squeeze. "I love you."

That settled my nerves down just enough to get me out of the car and onto the apartment.

We reached the Sarah's door and I knocked. The nerves were suddenly back. After what seemed like an eternity, the door opened.

"Hey!" Sarah said as we hugged tightly. "I'm so glad you are here!"

"Me too."

Sarah and I hugged tightly for about 30 seconds. She smelled amazing. We finally released each other.

"I grabbed Jockguy's hand and pulled him closer to the door.

"This is Jockguy."

"It's nice to finally meet you!" Sarah said as they hugged.

"Come on in," she said, pulling us inside.

We made our way into the front room and onto the couches. Sarah and I hugged once more before sitting down.

"I can't believe you are here... He still nervous?" Sarah asked Jockguy.

"Yeah. You should have seen his face in the car when we got here. It was hilarious."

"Fuck both of you!" I exclaimed.

"I'm surprised you are here on time. I figured Jack would sleep longer." Sarah ignored me and kept talking to Jockguy.

"Well, I might have tickled him to get his ass up." Jockguy giggled.

"Ha! You broke "the rule"!" Sarah said, air-quoting THE RULE. They both began laughing.

"Wow. I hate this already," I sighed.

For the next hour or so, the three of us sat in Sarah's apartment and talked. She and Jockguy hit it off immediately. It was like they had known each other forever. My nerves and anxiousness subsided and soon I was almost completely comfortable.

After catching up, we packed Sarah's bags in the car and hit the road. The drive down was awesome. We cut over to the Pacific Coast Highway and took that for a while, stopping here and there to swim or eat or take pictures. It ended up taking us about 5 hours to make the normally 2-3 hour drive, but when you are having fun, who cares?

We found the condo building and made our way to ours. Jockguy unlocked the door and led the way. The place was amazing. The views of the city and water were awesome.

"I didn't know you were rich," I said to Jockguy as I stared out the window.

"I'm not. My aunt is."

"Well, make sure you are in her will then. This place is awesome."

"Which room do you want," Sarah shouted from the hallway. I looked at Jockguy and shrugged his shoulders.

"Doesn't matter to me. Go pick," he told me.

I walked down the white carpeted hallway and found Sarah laying on the bed in one of the rooms.

"I see you have already picked your room," I said, sitting next to her on the bed.

"Yeah, I figured I'd take this one and you guys could have the one a couples doors over. You'll need your privacy." She gave me a huge smile.

"Privacy? I thought this was going to be a hot ménage à trois vacation!"

"Jack!" Sarah squealed as she hit me. "Come on, that's gross... Although, I wouldn't mind a shot at Jockguy!"

"Bitch, I will cut you!" I grabbed a pillow and beat a laughing Sarah over the head with it a couple times.

With the rooms picked and bags unpacked, we all gathered in the living room. After lounging and watching tv for a while, Jockguy announced he was hungry.

"Do you wanna walk or drive around and find a place?" I asked them both.

"I kinda just want to stay in," Jockguy said, with a slight whine in his voice.

"Me too," Sarah chipped in. "You should make us something."

"Yeah!" Jockguy said, perking up. "Make that chicken thing I like."

"The one with the garlic and lemon?" Sarah asked Jockguy. He nodded. "I love when you used to make that!" she exclaimed.

I stood there, staring at both of them, lounging on the couch, feet up.

"This isn't a fucking restaurant. You don't get to order things," I laughed. "I saw a grocery store up the road. I'll be back with... something."

That night, I made Jockguy and Sarah my version of chicken scampi. Neither said a word as we sat at the dinner table because they were too busy concentrating on eating every last morsel of chicken and pasta.

After our late dinner, Sarah went to bed. Jockguy and I stayed on the couch, cuddled up watching tv.

"Thanks for dinner," Jockguy said, "but how are we supposed to makeout after all that garlic?"

"Why do you think I made it?"

"Ha! You aren't getting out of it that easily." Jockguy turned his body towards mine and gave me a deep kiss.

"See? Garlic can't keep a sexy guy down," Jockguy said, smiling. "Let's go to bed." Jockguy hopped up, pulled me off the couch, and led me down the hall to our bedroom. When the door was closed, Jockguy pushed me onto the bed and climbed on top of me. We were soon making out as we furiously tried to get each other naked.

Jockguy unbuttoned my shorts and dragged them and my underwear off. I lifted his shirt over his head, exposing his perfect torso. Soon, we were both naked, our bodies coming together as we ground against one another. Jockguy's rock hard dick felt like fire against my thighs and abs. His arms engulfed me, letting me inhale his intoxicating scent. He grabbed my hands and pinned them above my head. He interlocked his fingers in mine. A river of precum flowed from my cock, slicking up our abs. We both began to sweat.

"I love you," I whispered in Jockguy's ear. "I want you to fuck me." I lifted my legs, wrapping them around Jockguy's waist. I could feel the shaft of his cock resting against my waiting hole.

Looking into my eyes but not saying anything, Jockguy spit in his hand, lubed his cock and lined it up with my pucker. Slowly, he pushed his rod deep inside me. After bottoming out, Jockguy laid over me and kissed me as he pumped his cock in and out of my very happy ass.

Jockguy began to pound me. Every time he thrust in, he let all his body weight fall, slamming his dick as deep inside me as he could get.

"Oh my God... Keep fucking me... Keep fucking me," I pleaded.

"I love you... I fucking... love you," Jockguy grunted.

After a couple more thrusts, Jockguy pulled out and told me to get on my stomach. For the split second he wasn't inside me, I felt empty.

On my stomach, Jockguy climbed on top of me and covered me. His legs on mine, his stomach on my back, his arms on my arms. He put his hands on mine and our fingers were soon locked together. He soon slid his cock all the way back in, picking up from where he left off moments before.

As he fucked me, Jockguy kiss my neck and cheek. Our bodies, slick with gallons of sweat, became hotter and stickier. Jockguy smelled amazing. His sweaty body had an undeniable manly scent. I was high off his scent.

We remained in that position, our bodies seemingly melted into one. After God knows how many minutes or hours after we began, I felt Jockguys body tense. His pace quickened slightly. His breathing increased.

With a primal grunt, Jockguy shot his beautiful load deep inside my well used ass. Clenching my hole around his spewing cock, I could feel it spasm. Jockguy's body let out a little spasm as well. We bothed laid there, exhausted by the day and the day's recent activities. Jockguy's hot, sweaty body clung to my hot, sweaty body. He rested his head on back. Our hand were still intertwined, only now I had brought them close to me so Jockguy's arm wrapped me into a tight hug.

After a couple minutes, his empty cock still buried in my ass, Jockguy rotated us so we were spooning.

"Jack, I love you," he whispered in my ear.

"I love you too."

Summer. Is. Here.

2011-06-09T01:05:00.000-07:00

Today around 3PM, my summer officially began! I'm done with classes... for now. Might be taking a class or two this summer because I'm a nerd :) But until then I am officially done!

I just want to thank everyone who has stuck around through the delays in posts! I'm hoping to get something posted soon.

Oh, and btw, thanks for all the name suggestions! Didn't expect that many! I've decided on Jack. Nice traditional guys name. Plus, I don't personally know any Jacks. I didn't want a name of someone I knew. That would have been awkward for me lol.

Anyways, thanks again for sticking with me!

Give Me a New Name

2011-05-18T02:14:00.000-07:00

I'm back :)

Before I post any new stories, I need some help. I need a new fucking name! I need a real name because writing "C.C." is annoying the fuck out of me!

Any suggestions?

I'm Still Alive

2011-04-27T00:05:00.000-07:00

Some of you have written to make sure I'm still breathing. Yes, I'm alive. And I really do apologize for being MIA the last month. I wish I had a great excuse but I don't lol. I just haven't been up for writing anything lately. But I can feel that changing :)

So, thanks for worrying, but I'm fine! Hopefully I'll have a Spring Break update soon. The trip was awesome. Expensive, but awesome. Jockguy and Sarah loved each other. They bonded over picking on me lol.

Anyways, sorry again for the lack of posts! Thanks for reading!

C.C.

Spring Break Update

2011-03-21T04:10:00.000-07:00

Just wanted to update you all on the last couple of weeks. Finals went AMAZINGLY well. I aced all my tests/papers and even ended up with the 2nd-highest grade in one of my classes (The chick who beat me is a brown-nosing bitch... Not that I'm bitter...)

Spring Break is here! And it couldn't have come at a better time! I need the break! Jockguy and I will be taking a roadie down to Cali to see Sarah. I'm so excited slash nervous! I know it will be fun and everything but introducing my bf to my ex-gf seems a little odd lol. But they both assure me it's going to be fine. They have been talking to each other on the phone and have bonded by telling stories about me putting my foot in my mouth... I'm sure I'll have plenty of stories to tell when I get back :)

Telling Jockguy about the Blog

2011-03-05T19:01:00.000-08:00

I've been writing this blog since last July. In that time, I have never told Jockguy about it. And he has never acknowledged that he knows about it. When I first started, I told myself I had to tell him. He's a huge part of my life and it's not fair that he doesn't know I'm writing about him. But every time I decided to tell him, I'd chicken out and decide to wait a little while longer.

Well, last weekend, I decided to nut up and tell him. I waited until after we fucked and were in bed about to sleep.

"I have to tell you something that isn't too serious but still kinda important."

"Uhh, ok. Is everything ok?" Jockguy said, propping himself on an elbow and looking down at me.

"Yeah, everything's fine... Ummm, you know how I like to write, right?"

"Yeah." Jockguy looked puzzled.

"Well, I've been writing a blog..." I hesitated. "... about my sex life."

Jockguy gave me a confused look. I think he was trying to figure out if I was joking or not.

"Seriously?" he asked.

"Yeah." I sat up and put my knees up. I lowered my head, ashamed. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you before."

"Ok... You hide your identity, right? You don't use your real name. Or my name."

"No, not at all. I gave us fake names and don't write about things that will ID us. I'm careful about that. I don't want people to know it's me."

"What's my name?" he asked with a smirk.

"What?"

"My fake name. You said you gave us fake names. What's mine?"

I went from ashamed to embarrassed.

"Come on, who cares... Are you ok with it?"

"I don't know. Tell me my name first." Jockguy started poking me.

"Come on. Stop! God, you're a child."

"Coming from you, that carries no weight. Tell me!"

"Ok... I call you 'Jockguy'. Happy?"

"'Jockguy'? What the fuck kind of name is 'Jockguy'?"

"I don't know. I just called you that and it stuck. Can we be serious for a second."

"No. What's your 'name'?" Jockguy said, air-quoting "name".

"I'm going to sleep." I laid down, my back to Jockguy and pulled the covers over myself.

"Is it 'Muscleguy'? Or 'Meathead'?" Jockguy asked in a very mocking tone.

"God I hate you. Go to sleep."

"IOr is it like an Indian name? 'Fartsinhissleep'?" Jockguy burst into laughter.

"I fucking hate you right now," I said with an angry laugh. "You ruined the moment. I was trying to tell you something personal and you fucked it up."

Jockguy was unfazed by my mostly fake disappointment.

"I know what it is! Since I'm 'Jockguy' you must be 'Jockgirl'!"

This time I started laughing. I was sooo pissed at him but it was funny. He always makes me laugh, even when I'm pissed. I hate it!

Jockguy got out of bed and grabbed his laptop off his desk. He crawled back in bed and logged on.

"What's it called?" he asked.

"You aren't gonna look at it now are you?"

"Uhh, yeah."

"I don't want you to read it while I'm here."

"Why?"

"I don't know. It's embarrassing."

"Then why do you write it?"

"No, you reading it is embarrassing."

"Babe, it's fine. I want to read it." Jockguy said with a smile. How can I say no to that smile?!

"And you won't get upset or mad?"

"Why? Did you write something that will make me upset or mad?"

"Well, no but... I don't know. I'm just not sure what your reaction is gonna be."

"You on your period this week?!"

"Fuck you," I laughed, grabbing the laptop. I google-searched the blog and had it opened to my first post in seconds. "Here it is. But be fore you read it, you have to do something for me."

"What?"

I leaned over and gave Jockguy a deep kiss.

"That," I said pulling away.

Jockguy took the laptop and began reading. Within seconds he began laughing.

"'CollegeCumslut'?"

"Shut up and read!" I shouted over my shoulder as I laid nervously.

Jockguy began reading. And reading. And reading. At some point I dozed off. I woke up who knows how long later and Jockguy was still reading.

"You still reading?" I asked in a groggy and scratchy voice.

"Just a sec."

I waited for about 5 minutes until Jockguy was done with his current entry. He closed the laptop and set it aside. He crawled under the covers. I laid my head on his chest as he wrapped an arm around me. I waited for him to say something.

"So, what did you think?" I asked, unable to take the silence.

"I like it," he answered, giving me a squeeze with his arm.

"Really?"

"Yeah. It's hot. The stories are hot. Every story was like being back in the moment it actually happened. I think you should change your major to Writing."

"Thanks. That means so much coming from you. I was scared to tell you about it."

"Why? You know you can do no wrong with me."

"Can I get that in writing?"

"I like it but you HAVE to change my name. Give me a real name. And give yourself a real name too."

"I was actually thinking about giving myself one. I hate writing 'C.C.' instead of a real name. I think it sounds dumb. But I like 'Jockguy'."

"I could be 'Bernard' and you could be 'Willard'," Jockguy deadpanned.

"Oh God. 'Bernard pounded my ass and said "Take it Willard!"'. That's not going to give anyone a boner!"

"Good point."

Jockguy and I continued talking about names for about 15 min. Some were serious but most were dumb. At one point, I suggested "Holden McGroin" for him.

When we had exhausted our brains of funny names, we cuddled up and went to sleep. The next day, Jockguy finished all the posts. He reiterated how much he liked them by giving me a HARD pounding that night.

After he came, he looked at me and said, "That was definitely blog-worthy." :)

Back-up Blog is Running!

2011-03-04T07:10:00.000-08:00

I set up a back-up blog in case Google decides to take down this one.

http://collegecumslut.wordpress.com/

I will update this "new" blog when I update here. I prefer the look and feel of this blog, so I'm going to keep this as the main blog until I have to change. Anyways, thanks for all the help and suggestions!

Very Important! Please Read!

2011-03-03T06:14:00.001-08:00

I have gotten a couple emails and comments in the last week or so about Google deleting some gay sex blogs. So far, this hasn't happened here (knock on wood!). I need some help in case this does happen. I am not the most computer savvy guy and am not sure what my options are for continuing this blog elsewhere. Are there other free host sites I can run my blog through? If anyone has any information, I'd like to know. I have created a new email in case my gmail account gets deleted along with the blog. If anyone has any good info, please let me know! Write to this email:

collegecumslutofficial@yahoo.com

ALSO - if I do get deleted before letting you guys know about another location for the blog, feel free to email me at the new address above.

I really like having this blog. Writing and hearing feedback from you all has been almost therapeutic. I just wanted you to know I'll be around if Google decides the content of this blog is unfit for their company (dbags!).

Thanks for reading!

C.C.

Sloppy Seconds for Jockguy

2011-02-25T05:03:00.000-08:00

On my walk home from Mike's place, I got a call from Jockguy.

"Where are you?" he asked.

"On my way back to my place."

"From where?"

"A friend's." That was our code word for hook up.

"Oh, really? Feel like making it two in one night?"

I laughed. "Do you think I'm a whore or something?"

"No, of course not. Whores get paid... You're just a slut," Jockguy deadpanned.

"Wow, that was a me comment."

"Annoying, isn't it?"

"Slightly." I paused. I really needed to get home and start my paper. But I was always in the mood to see Jockguy. Sex or not. "Ok," I caved. "I'm a couple blocks away. I'll be there in 5 minutes."

As I made my way towards Jockguy's apartment, I got hard. I always did when I was headed to his place. There have been so many great memories there :)

After a couple minutes, I arrived and knocked on Jockguy's door. I heard footsteps, then the deadbolt unlock. The door opened and there was Jockguy, shirtless, in jogging pants.

"Come on in, sexy," Jockguy said, pulling me into a kiss. We kissed in the doorway as Jockguy ran his hands up and down my body.

"This is the best greeting I've ever received," I said as we ended our kiss.

"I missed you!"

"I saw you what... 8 hours ago?"

"Doesn't mean I can't miss you, jackass." Jockguy smiled.

"Well, I missed you too," I said as we walked into the front room and sat on the couch. Jockguy laid on his back, laying his feet and calves on my lap. I started to rub his feet.

Jockguy grabbed the remote and started flipping through the channels while I rubbed his feet.

After about 10 minutes and 6 times through the channels, Jockguy suggested a movie. Having blownoff my homework and paper for the night, I agreed.

"What do you wanna watch?" Jockguy asked, looking through his collection of dvds.

"I don't care," I replied honestly.

"You ALWAYS say that!"

"And I ALWAYS mean it!"

"Ok, but that means you can't bitch if you don't like it."

"Ok. Just don't pick something stupid then!"

"I hate you."

After about 5 minutes, Jockguy decided on "The Departed", which happens to be one of my favorite movies. Jockguy put it in the dvd player and resumed his position on the couch, this time his head in my lap.

Jockguy and I watch movies and tv the same way - silently. We don't talk. At all. We cuddle, hold hands, rub each other's feet, things like that but we never talk. I HATE when people talk during movies lol.

The movie ended and Jockguy turned the tv off. I was now the one getting my feet rubbed.

"Which 'friend' did you see?!"

"What?" I asked, caught off guard.

"Which 'friend' did you see earlier tonight." Jockguy gave me his trademark evil-smirk.

"What if I don't want to tell you?"

"Then I'll have to kick your ass." Jockguy stood up in front of me. "So, who was it?"

"Not telling!" I laughed.

Jockguy then did something unacceptable. He KNOWS I hate it. He KNOWS he's not supposed to do it... He reached down and started squeezing/tickling my knees.

I am EXTREMELY ticklish. And I hate it. I start to flail. My arms and legs go out in every direction. I fucking hate it!

"HEY! WHAT THE FUCK! STOP!" I screamed as I began to convulse and flail on the couch. Jockguy pounced on top of me and began tickling my sides.

"Better tell me! Who was it?!"

Jockguy had me pinned to the couch and all my flailing was ineffective.

"FINE! I'LL TELL YOU! STOOOOOOPPPPP!

Jockguy stopped the tickling but remained on top of me. I was huffing, trying to catch my breath.

"You are such... an asshole."

"You brought it upon yourself," Jockguy said with a smile.

"What's my number 1 rule?" I asked.

"No tickling. Under any circumstances," Jockguy replied, without hesitation.

"You just broke that rule."

"You aren't exactly in a position to lecture," Jockguy said as he grabbed my arms and pinned them to the couch.

He was right. If I didn't watch myself, he'd start again. I know when I'm beat.

"Ok, I'll tell you... Can I sit up?"

"No. I like this arrangement much better."

I couldn't help but smile as Jockguy sat on top of me, taking control of the night.

"I was at Mike's," I confessed.

"And?"

"He fucked me."

"Hard?"

"Yeah."

"He cum in you?"

"Yeah."

"Did you like it?"

"Yeah."

"You want me to fuck you?"

"Yeah."

"You want it hard?"

"Yeah."

"You want me to cum in you?"

"Yeah."

Jockguy released his grip on my arms and pushed himself up. He grabbed me and pulled me up off the couch. He started kissing and nibbling my neck. His 3-day stubble felt amazing on my skin. He kissed his way up my neck to my ear and began nibbling my earlobe, which drives me fucking WILD!

"I'm gonna make you forget every other guy you've ever been with," Jockguy whispered in my ear.

When he said that, I literally got weak in the knees. I felt myself melt. He could do to me whatever he wanted. I was all his. I knew it. He knew it. Hell, the coffee table knew it.

Jockguy grabbed me by the hand and marched me to his room. After closing and locking his door, he turned around and faced me. Leaning against his door, Jockguy stared at me. We made eye contact and kept it. It was almost as if we were eye-fucking.

After a minute or two, I needed real fucking. I undid my belt and jeans and let them slide to my ankles. My cock was rock hard and tented my boxer briefs. I had a huge wetspot in front from my pre-cum leaking cock. Jockguy responded by silently walking over to me. He reached down and cupped my hard dick and balls. He released them and used his hands to pull my shirt off.

Our bare chests and abs met as Jockguy pulled me closer. Our foreheads and noses touched. I could feel his warm breath on my lips. Our hands explored each other's arms, backs, sides, and asses.

Jockguys hands made their way into the waistband of my underwear. He slowly pushed them down and they fell to my feet. Jockguy reached his hands behind me and took grabbed my ass, one cheek in each hand. He pressed his lips to mine, opening them to allow our tongues to meet. As our kiss intensified, Jockguy's grip on my ass increased. He was now squeezing and pulling my ass apart.

Suddenly, without a word or warning, Jockguy's hands released my ass. He pulled away from our kiss and pushed me onto his bed. Before I knew it, Jockguy had his jogging pants off and was crawling on the bed naked.

We met and continued to makeout, our naked bodies rubbing against one another. Jockguy's hard dick pressed hotly against my stomach as he ground on top of me. He grabbed my wrists and pinned my hands above my head.

Jockguy pulled away from lips and move to my neck. He kissed and bit. He rubbed his stubble around, giving me an unbelievable sensation. His kissing and nibbling headed south from there. Along my pecs and nipples. Down my abs and treasure trail. Soon, he was kissing and licking around the base of my cock.

With his left hand, Jockguy grabbed my leaking dick and brought it to his mouth. He licked and sucked the stream of pre-cum flowing from the head. As he did that, his right index finger made it's way to my sloppy hole. Jockguy began sucking my cock and fingering my hole.

He took my cock all the way in his mouth and began flexing his neck muscles and humming. At the same time, he added his middle finger to my ass, as he fastly finger fucked me. I threw my head back and began moaning. I grabbed his silky hair and made his head bob up and down on my cock.

After a very short time, I was ready to shoot.

"You have to stop! I'm gonna cum!" I yelled, looking down at Jockguy.

But he didn't stop. He looked up at me and inserted a 3rd finger. He started finger fucking me even faster. I felt my nuts tighten. My cock began to tingle. My ass started clenching.

And just at that moment, Jockguy stopped. He pulled his fingers out and spit out my cock. That FUCKER!

Jockguy grabbed my legs and flung them over his shoulder. He leaned over and spit on his dick. After lining his cock up with my hole, he plunged it in. Having been both fucked and finger fucked in the last 4 hours, my hole was ready for it. It accepted his cock with little restraint.

As Jockguy filled me up in one swift motion, I instinctively grabbed my cock.

"No, no, no," Jockguy said, grabbing both my wrists and wrapping them in a tight grip. "You don't get off until I say so."

With that, Jockguy began to fuck me. He started slow, steady, and deep. He would pull almost all the way out and push all the way back in. He put his arms behind my legs and leanded forward, lifting my ass so he could get as deep as possible. Every now and then he would lean down and we would kiss. I was in heaven.

After his slow and steady fucking for who knows how long, Jockguy changed positions. Without pulling out, Jockguy put me on my side and spooned me. His sweaty chest and stomach stuck to my back, creating an intense heat. I turned my head so I could see Jockguy. He looked at me and smiled.

Jockguy slowly began fucking me again. I arched my back so I could get him as deep inside of me as possible. He perched himself up on his bedside elbow and began kissing my neck and shoulder. At the same time, he started to pick up speed in his fucking. He started slamming into my ass, sending shock waves throughout my body. He grabbed my waist with his free hand and began pulling my body towards him with every thrust.

I began moaning almost uncontrollably. Every thrust elicited another sound from deep inside of me. Jockguy's pounding got so hard, I felt like I was going to blackout. I literally got light headed. Everytime I thought that was as hard as he could fuck me, he kicked it up a notch. This was one of my top 3 hardest fucks. And it felt fucking AMAZING!

To be honest, I don't know how long he fucked me like this. It seemed like forever. I lost track of time. I lost track of everything except the feeling of Jockguy inside me.

Eventually, Jockguy released my waist and grabbed my cock. And within 3 jerks, I exploded. I shot a HUGE load. And I felt like I was high. I laid my head on the bed as the sensation of getting fucked and getting off became one.

The site of me cumming and my ass clenching must have set Jockguy off. After a couple more forceful thrusts into my used hole, he unloaded a massive load. I could feel his cock pulse in my ass as he seeded me. Jockguy let out an inaudible moan as he filled my chute with his hot seed.

Jockguy stayed buried deep inside of me. He grabbed me around the stomach and pulled me into a big hug. I turned my head towards him and we kissed.

I couldn't say anything. No words could have properly described what I was feeling. I let my body do the talking. I voiced my appreciation through the deepest kiss we have ever shared.

After our post-sex kiss, Jockguy wrapped his muscled arm around me and pulled me in as close as possible. Our hands and fingers intertwined as we laid in our sex induced ecstasy.

Just as I was about to fall asleep, Jockguy whispered in my ear.

"I love you."

The Return of Mike

2011-02-08T23:14:00.000-08:00

First off, I'd like to thanks everyone for the comments and emails about the Straight Past posts. I was nervous about writing them as I wasn't sure if they'd be well received but I've only gotten positive feedback! And to update you on Sarah, she and I talk/text 3 or 4 times a week. We hung out almost everyday during Winter break. And I have tentative plans to take Jockguy down to Cali to meet her during Spring Break!

Back to this post. This is the return of Mike, the hot guy I met in class last summer. If you need a refresher, click here.

In the week after our initial hook up, Mike and I hooked up a couple more times. But after our class was over, he left Eugene and went back home for the rest of the summer. When school started back up, he called me. We met up twice but had pretty full, and different, schedules.

This term is different. As I have mentioned, last term was horrible for me. It was the first time I have hated school here. This term has been the opposite. My professors are great and my workload is tough but manageable. I also scaled back my hours at work, so I have much more free time on my hands.

Despite this, I didn't hear from Mike until last week, a month into the quarter. It was a Tuesday night and I was watching basketball. My phone rang and I answered.

"Hello?"

"Hey C.C.! It's Mike."

"Hey man. How are you?"

"Good, good, thanks. How are you?"

I responded and Mike and I got caught up on each others lives.

"So, I was wondering if you wanted to get together sometime?" Mike asked.

"Yeah, of course. When?"

"You free now?"

Even though I was watching basketball, I wasn't really free. I had a paper and other homework waiting on me. But I really wanted to see him.

"Uhhh... yeah, I'm free I guess." Cock always beat out responsibility :)

"Cool. You hungry?"

"Ummm, sure. Yeah."

"Cool. You ready now? I can pick you up."

"Let me hop in the shower. You wanna be here in 15?"

"Yeah, sounds good."

We hung up and I hopped into action. I ran into my room, stripped, grabbed clean clothes, and headed to the bathroom. I took a quick shower and got dressed quickly. I put on a pair of black jeans and a semi-casual red, long sleeved shirt. I hadn't shaved in a couple days and had a healthy amount of stubble. Just as I was finishing with my hair, I heard a knock on the door. I grabbed a jacket and opened the door.

"Hey," I said. Mike was as hot as ever. He had on a pair of faded jeans, a white sweater, and a black jacket.

"Hey," Mike said, looking me over. "I forgot how hot you were!"

I laughed. "I was just thinking the same about you."

I closed my door and we headed towards the car. We got caught up with each other a little more as we made our way to the restaurant. We parked and made our way to the restaurant.

"So, I wasn't expecting dinner when you called," I said as we glanced over the menu.

"Oh yeah? What were you expecting?!" Mike smirked.

"The usual "You wanna fuck?" 2 minute conversation."

"Well, I still intend on asking that question but I need to load up on some carbs so I have the energy when you say yes."

"What makes you think I'm gonna say yes?!"

"I'm buying dinner. Plus, you asked me to your apartment after knowing me for 3 hours." Mike gave me a cocky smile.

"You saying I'm loose?"

"No, I'm just saying you can't resist me and my charm!"

"It's not your charm I can't resist, it's your uncut cock!"

"That too," Mike laughed.

We continued our back and forth until the waiter came and took our orders. Talk turned more tame as we ate our dinner. It was nice actually being out with a guy instead of just hopping in bed. Jockguy is basically the only guy I go out with. All my other hook ups usually start and end in the bedroom.

"That was one of the best steaks I've had in a while," Mike said, pushing his empty plate away.

"Yeah, mine was good too." I grabbed my beer and finished it off. "I'm definitely gonna have to put out after that."

"Was there ever a chance you wouldn't put out?"

"No, not really." I smiled

"I knew it."

"This sets the bar high for you, you know. From now on you are gonna have to buy me dinner before we fuck."

"Every time?"

"Yup."

"Oh well. Your ass is worth it," Mike said, grabbing the check. "Let's get outta here."

I didn't have to be told twice. I grabbed my jacket and headed to the car. Mike paid the bill and we were soon on our way back to his place. As we pulled out of the restaurant parking lot, I reached over and began rubbing Mike's crotch. He started laughing. Within seconds, his cock was pressing firmly against his jeans.

We soon pulled into his driveway and headed into his house. He shares a 3 bedroom house with a guy and girl, who happened to be gone. Once inside the house, I pounced. I grabbed Mike and pulled him into a long, deep kiss.

"I've been waiting to do that all night," I said, coming up for air.

"You shouldn't have waited for so long."

"I didn't want to scare off the old couple at the table next to us."

Mike grabbed me and led me to his room. He closed his door and took off his jacket and shirt, throwing them to the floor. His hairy chest and treasure trail drove me crazy. I ripped my shirt and jeans off. Mike and I came together and started to make out, very slowly and softly. I let my hands explore his chest, abs, and back. His hands grabbed at my cock and ass. I found his belt with my hands and unbuckled it. I dropped to my knees and unbuttoned Mike's jeans, pulling them down to his ankles. Much to my surprise, and delight, Mike's hard, uncut dick popped out.

"Free ballin', huh?" I said, taking his cock into my hands.

"Yup. It's more time efficient," Mike said, looking down and smiling.

I took Mike's cock in my mouth. His soft foreskin felt amazing on my tongue. I have to admit, I have a thing for uncut guys. They feel so soft and smooth in my mouth :)

Mike began bucking his hips and face fucking me. Both hands free, I reached down and undid my jeans, freeing my rock hard cock. Mike continued feeding me his cock.

After a couple minutes, Mike pulled out.

"Get on the bed, sexy," ordered Mike.

I kicked off my jeans and underwear and hopped on the bed, on my back. My crawled onto the bed and on top of me. Our hard cocks met as Mike laid on me.

"You still seeing that guy," Mike asked.

"Uhhh... Yeah, kinda," I said, thrown off. "Why?"

"No reason. I was just thinking I could get used to seeing you naked in my bed." Mike smiled ear to ear.

I laughed and felt myself blush.

"Are you blushing?!?"

"Uhhh, yeah, I guess."

"I forgot how shy and awkward you can be."

"Nothing gets me more in the mood than being called awkward," I laughed.

"You know what I mean."

"I do. Now, are you gonna fuck me or tell me how cute I am?!?"

"I never said you were cute."

"It was implied."

With that, Mike pushed himself up and grabbed my legs. He pulled them up and over his shoulders, exposing my waiting hole. Mike leaned forward and spit on my hole, lubing it up. That ALWAYS gets me hot!

Mike lined his cock up and slowly pushed forward. After a couple of seconds, I felt him pop in. Mike grabbed my leaking cock and began to slowly stroke it. He pushed his cock deeper and deeper until he had finally bottomed out. He stayed all the way and continued stroking me.

"You ready?" Mike asked, after about 30 seconds.

"Make me moan."

Mike smiled then proceeded to do just that. Pulling nearly all the way out, he slammed back into me, making me moan as he hit my prostrate. He again pulled almost all the way out and slammed all the way back in. I put both arms above my head and pushed against the wall, ensuring he'd get as deep in me as he could. Mike pounded away as I laid on my back, enjoying every inch. We continued in this position for about 5 minutes.

"Turn over," Mike said, slapping me on the ass.

I did as I was told. I flipped onto my stomach and pushed my ass in the air. I felt Mike's cock push against my hole and slide in. He immediately began pounding me. I began to get in my "Sex Zone", as I like to call it. Everything else in the world stopped and I only thought, felt, dreamed about the fuck I was receiving.

I felt Mike's hand grab my hair. He pushed my head down into the bed. I love when guys do that! I began moaning louder and pushing my ass even higher in the air. Mike noticed and gave me a firm smack on the ass.

"You like that?!"

"Yeah, slap my ass!"

Mike obliged and slapped my ass even harder. The stinging only spurred me on. I was moaning very loudly. Mike continued slapping my ass as he pounded it.

After about 10 minutes of ass slapping and pounding, I was ready to burst. I had yet to touch my cock but I couldn't take it. I pushed myself up on all fours.

"I'm almost there," I announced.

Mike reached around my side and grabbed my cock in his hand. He began stroking as fucked me.

"Oh my God! Oh fuck!," I yelled.

I felt my balls getting ready to empty. Mike continued stroking and pounding. After a couple more seconds, I was ready to explode.

"Fuck! Oh fuck! Fuck! Ahhhhhhh!"

Mike stroked me as I blew a HUGE load onto the bed. Line after line of cum painted the sheets below. Mike continued stroking, milking every last drop.

I was on a high and almost collapsed on the bed. Getting a jacked off by someone else while getting fucked was SO much better than stroking myself off.

I was pulled back into reality when Mike started pounding me again. I immediately forgot about myself and began to try and get Mike off. I pushed back with his every thrust. I clenched my ass around his hot cock. After a couple minutes, Mike was ready to seed me.

"I'm there!... Ohhhh FUCK!!!"

Mike grabbed my shoulders and slammed into me one last time. His cock exploded deep inside me, covering my insides with his spunk. His cock pulsated in my hole as he emptied his nuts.

Mike stayed inside me for a while, not saying a word. Finally, he pulled out, leaving my hole used and sloppy. I laid on my stomach, savoring the moment, and Mike laid on his back next to me. After a couple silent minutes, Mike rolled over towards me, throwing his arm around me. I leaned toward him and we spooned.

"That was fucking amazing," Mike said softly into my ear.

I turned around so we were stomach to stomach, face to face.

"Yes it was," I agreed.

I reached forward and met his lips with mine. Laying together naked, we made out until we both dozed off.

I woke up about an hour later. Mike was still asleep. I wanted to stay but had too much homework. I quietly got up and got dressed. Before I left, I woke Mike up and told him to call me anytime he wanted. He gave me a kiss and promised he would.

On my walk home, I got a call from Jockguy.

"Where are you?" he asked.

"On my way back to my place."

"From where?"

"A friend's." That was our code word for hook up

"Oh, really? Feel like making it two in one night?"

I laughed. "Do you think I'm a whore or something?"

"No, of course not. Whores get paid... You're just a slut," Jockguy deadpanned.

"Wow, that was a me comment."

"Annoying, isn't it?"

"Slightly." I paused. I really needed to get home and start my paper. But I was always in the mood to see Jockguy. Sex or not. "Ok," I caved. "I'm a couple blocks away. I'll be there in 5 minutes."

I never got the paper started that night. In fact, I never made it home that night. Jockguy and I ended up cuddling on his couch and watching a movie, then went to bed.

That encounter is on it's way... ;)

My Straight Past, Pt. 4..... with sex... ;-)

2011-02-03T02:45:00.000-08:00

"I'm so sorry for the last 2 years. I'm sorr-"

"No, don't be," Sarah interrupted. "You had every right. I fucked up."

"I know but I should have gotten over it quicker. You mean too much to me to have shut you out for so long."

"Thank you." Sarah leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. "I'm hungry and we need to talk. Let's go grab some food." She leaped up and walked towards the front door, grabbing her coat.

God I missed her.

I quickly got up, threw my coat on, and followed her to my car.

"Where to?" I asked, pulling out of the driveway.

"I don't know. Nothing is going to be open."

"Let's grab something and bring it back here."

Sarah ok'd my plan and we were off. After arguing about where to go, Sarah won out and we went to Subway (I was hoping for Taco Bell. After the recent news about them, I'm glad Sarah convinced me otherwise lol).

While in line watching our sandwiches get made, Sarah nonchalantly wrapped her arm around my waist. In fact, I don't think she realized she was doing because at the time she telling our sandwich maker she wanted extra tomatoes. I didn't really know what to do. Was she just being friendly? Was she hitting on me? I kind of put my arm around her shoulders. She didn't seem to notice.

When it was time to pay, Sarah pushed my hand aside and paid.

"You didn't have to do that," I said, getting in the car.

"Yeah I did. I owe you."

"You think THIS," I said, holding up my sub, "is going to make up for you breaking my heart?"

"We could head downtown and I could buy you another type of footlong, if ya know what I mean."

"Oh God. I get to hear you make "C.C. likes penis" jokes now?"

Sarah started laughing.

"Just drive. We have plenty of time to talk about you liking guys."

When we got back to Sarah's house, we grabbed some drinks and headed up to her room and ate our food.

"Your parents won't mind if I'm up here?"

"They never really cared before. They trust me, you know that."

"They shouldn't. You and I used to get very, very naked in here!"

"Yes, yes we did. And we used to get very naked in the bathroom. And the kitchen. And the family room. And the garden shed that one time."

"Oh my God! I totally forgot about that! That was... That was A LOT of fun." I said, as I started to blush.

Sarah grabbed her drink and laid on her bed.

"That's one of the reasons I was so surprised when Jason told me you were gay."

I got up from the desk chair I was in and joined Sarah on the bed. I grabbed some pillows and propped myself up against the headboard, knowing this conversation would last a while.

"So, you didn't know I was before?"

"Not really. After Jason told me, a couple things started making more sense. But I didn't know."

"How'd you take it?" I asked, curious about her feelings.

"It was... I... It felt weird. On some level it fit and something clicked and I thought "That makes sense." But another part of me was seriously surprised. Like shocked. I didn't believe Jason at first. I thought he was being an idiot, trying to make me stop badgering him. But he told me in a serious tone that he wasn't joking. I was shocked."

"That's funny because Jason wasn't really shocked. He said he had suspected something was up for a while."

"He said you haven't told your family yet?"

"Nope. Haven't told any of them."

"Not even your brothers or cousins?"

"Nope."

"Why not?"

"I don't know. I just can't get myself to."

Sarah grabbed my hand and interlocked our fingers.

"I'd think they'd be the first you tell."

"I know. I think about it every day but... I just can't can't do it." At this point, I got a little choked up. And I am not one to cry. At all. I like to keep those emotions buried deep down lol.

Sarah reached up and wiped a tear from my eye. It was only the second time I had ever cried in front of her.

"Hey. It's ok. You'll do it when it's right. And I know how much your family loves you. It will be ok." She leaned in and hugged me.

"Thanks." I said, hugging her tightly.

"You mind if I ask some questions?" Sarah asked, pulling out of the hug.

"Yes, I like getting fucked and yes, I can give head better than you."

"C.C.!" Sarah shrieked. "Oh my God, you are sick!" She punched me in the stomach. I rolled over laughing.

"That is NOT what I wanted to know. And nobody gives head as well as I do!"

She was kind of right. She gave REALLY good head. But I didn't have the heart, or the courage, to tell her I knew at least 4 guys who do it better.

"Ok, ask away."

"When did you know?"

"I kinda always knew."

"Even when we were together?"

"Before then. I knew something was different when I in first and second grade. I can't explain it, I just knew I was different. I didn't realize until about 5th or 6th grade that the difference was that I liked boys."

Sarah dropped her head and softly asked her next question. "So, was everything between us fake then?"

"What? Of course not! How could you ask that?"

"I can ask that because you're gay!" Sarah said in a very serious tone.

"Babe, I loved you with all my heart. I wanted to MARRY you. I put aside my attraction towards guys because I loved you so much. In fact, if you hadn't broke up with me I would have never tried being with a guy. I was all yours."

"That doesn't sound like you're gay to me."

"Fuck the labels. In my life I have loved two people. You and the guy I'm seeing now. A guy and a girl. I don't care what you call it."

"I just... After I found out, part of me was pissed at you. I was mad because YOU didn't tell me. And I was mad because I thought it meant our relationship was a lie."

"It wasn't a lie. Everything I said and felt was the honest-to-God truth. And I didn't tell you because I didn't want to fuck things up."

"I wouldn't have cared. You know that. I love and loved everything about you. I worshiped you," Sarah said, shedding a tear.

"I was sooo young. I hadn't even BEEN with a guy yet. And I thought there was no sense in telling you because we were going to be together forever and I wouldn't ever have to worry about guys. You were all I needed." I reached out and pulled Sarah into me. I wrapped my arm around her and she rest her head on my chest. "I was SO mad at you when you broke up with me. I was SO mad. You led me along all summer. You had plenty of time to call it off but you waited and waited. But part of me was angry at you because I knew I had to confront my own problems. I knew I had to confront liking guys. Part of the reason I was so pissed at you is because I blamed you for it. I blamed you for pushing me in that direction. Looking back though, I have to thank you. You made it ok for me to explore. You breaking my heart ended up doing me good in the long-run."

Sarah squeezed me tightly and began to cry. I held her, tears rolling down my cheek.

For the next hour, Sarah and I laid on her bed, embracing, not saying a word. I didn't want to talk about "us" anymore. I had finally gotten things out in the open and off my chest. I felt relieved.

At some point, I drifted to sleep. I came to when I heard Sarah open her closet door. I glanced over and saw that she had changed into her "pajamas" - a dark blue wife-beater and panties. I watched her as she moved and straightened things up in her closet. She still had the hottest ass and legs I've ever seen. For a girl, of course ;)

"Stop looking at my ass," Sarah said, startling me. She had always had an uncanny ability to catch me looking at her, even when her back was to me.

"How the fuck do you do that?" I asked, laughing.

"I know you too well. You were always an ass guy. That should have been my first clue." Sarah closed the closet door and got on the bed next to me. I was still half laying down and she was to my right, sitting on the bed.

"So," she said, grabbing a crap load of pillows," tell me about the guy." She used the pillows to prop herself up. She leaned back and sprawled her legs across my lap. "You might as well give me a foot and leg rub while you're at it," she added, smiling.

I grabbed her right foot and started talking.

"Well, what would you like to know?"

"Everything."

"You have a starting point I should begin at?"

"Umm, how about a name and how you met, Genius." I grabbed Sarah's inner thigh and began to squeeze. She started squealing and laughing. She flailed her legs and finally broke from my ticklish grip.

"Asshole!" she said, throwing a pillow at me.

"I missed doing that," I smiled.

"Ok, back to business." Sarah got seated and promptly thrust her feet in my lap.

"His name is Jockguy," I said, rubbing her feet. "He goes to UO."

"How'd you meet?"

"Ummm... Well... It's kind of embarassing."

"This from the guy who told his ex girlfriend he gives better blowjobs than she does!"

"Fair point. We met online."

"That's not embarrassing. A lot of my friends do online dating."

I went to tell her that Craigslist isn't exactly online dating but decided not too.

"Ok, good. Well, yeah. We met online. We talked for a month or so before meeting. Neither of us was out. We ended up meeting for the first time at the Civil War last year."

"Oh my God, your first date was a football game?! He's just like you, isn't he?"

"What is THAT supposed to mean?"

"He's a sports-crazy, testosterone filled jock."

"Oh. Well, then yes, he is like me."

"Dear Lord. There are two of you?!?"

I reached for her thigh but she slapped my hand away.

"I'm sorry! Continue!"

"That's what I thought! Anyways... So yeah, the Civil War was our first date."

"So, you've been together a year?" Sarah asked in a surprised voice.

"Uhhh, kinda."

"What does kinda mean?"

"It's complicated. We are basically a couple but we've never talked about it. We've never talked about being exclusive or anything."

"But are you exclusive?"

"Ummm, not really," I replied with nervous laughter.

"Oh my God, you little slut!" Sarah laughed.

All I could do was laugh.

"You have a picture of him?" she asked.

I grabbed my phone, found a picture of Jockguy, and handed it to her. She studied it for a while without saying anything. Finally, she looked up.

"I hate you."

"What? Why?" I laughed.

"He is hotter than any guy I've hooked up with at school!"

"Well, duh. Grade A bait like this catches only the best," I said, running my hand up and down in front of myself.

Sarah gave me a dirty look and rolled her eyes.

"I'm seriously jealous," she said, looking back at Jockguy's pic.

"Yeah, you should be. He's pretty awesome."

"So, what's he like?" she asked, handing me back the phone.

"Funny, smart, charismatic, sarcastic, sweet, real." I could feel myself smiling like an idiot. But I couldn't help it. Jockguy makes me like that.

"You really like him, don't you?"

I nodded my head. "I really, really do. I love him."

Sarah swung her legs around and crawled over to me, giving me hug.

"I am SO happy for you." She kissed me on the cheek. She cuddled up to me and laid her head on my chest.

"So, why aren't you guys exclusive?"

"Well, I guess you could say I'm making up for lost time." I said with a laugh.

"Just you?"

"No. He's as new to guys as I am. We both have our fun on the side. It's kind of an unspoken agreement."

"I see."

A pause and silence fell over the room. I began to rub Sarah's shoulder. She began tracing her finger up and down my abs. She turned her head and looked me in the eyes.

"What are you thinking?"

"How we never properly had break-up sex." I said with a huge grin.

"Me too."

I moved my hand from her shoulder to her ass and gave it a squeeze. With that, Sarah crawled on top of me and we began kissing. I kicked off my shoes and Sarah pulled off her tanktop. I grabbed her and pulled her into me.

Within seconds we were both naked. And I was transported back in time to this room, this feeling, this girl.

Everything was familiar yet new. Her skin was soft. Hair smelled the same. Her touch was the same. She tasted the same. Yet every sensation and feeling seemed new. I hadn't experienced a woman in such a long time. There body, smell, skin, and touch are so different than a guy's.

And I was different. I took control. I picked her up and moved her. I flipped her over on her back and minutes later, flipped her back on top of me.

It was such a change from sex with guys. And not a bad one.

When we were finished, Sarah's naked body clung to mine like a blanket. I was physically and emotionally drained. I was exhausted and in a sex haze. Before I knew it, I had drifted to sleep.

I awoke about an hour later. Sarah was cuddled up to me, asleep, head on my chest. She was topless but had put on her panties. I gently shook her awake.

"Sarah. Babe." She opened her eyes. "I should probably go before your parents get up."

"No," she said, pulling me back into bed. "They'll be fine. I want you to stay."

Sarah pushed me onto my back and rolled on top of me. Her bare chest was against mine.

"I can't really say no to that!" I leaned forward and met my lips to Sarah's. We enjoyed another round before falling asleep again.

Around 11 the next morning, I woke up. Sarah was at her computer, still in just panties.

"Wow," she said looking at the clock. "Awake before 11. You really HAVE changed!"

"Shut it! You know I have a no talking rule when I wake up." I grabbed one of my pillows and threw it at her. "Besides, I need to sneak out of here before your parents find out."

"God! Would you relax. We aren't in high school anymore." Sarah grabbed the pillow and walked over to the bed. She sat on the edge and looked at me. "Last night was... Well, it was fun. And not just the sex. Everything. I really missed you."

"I missed you too. And, yes, last night was fun. Except for the sex. I finally know what turned me onto guys..."

"God, you really haven't changed. Still the same smart-ass you always were."

I smiled and looked away and out the window. I thought of Jockguy.

"What's wrong?"

"Uhh, nothing. I was just thinking about Jockguy. He calls me a smart-ass all the time. His way of saying 'I love you'."

"Oh." Sarah got up and covered her chest with the pillow. "Should we have done this?"

I got out of bed and walked over to her. I pulled her into me and hugged her tightly.

"It's ok. I wanted this just as much as you, if not more. It's ok."

"I just don't want to mess things up for you."

"You won't. I promise."

I held Sarah in my arms. My feelings for her will never change. I love her and always will.

Eventually, Sarah and I both got dressed and ventured downstairs. Luckily, her parents had left. I made Sarah breakfast. We ate and talked about old and new times. I got completely caught up on her life.

As I got ready to leave, a content feeling fell over me. A huge part of my life was back and a hugely painful period in my life was over. As Sarah walked me to the car, seemingly everything in my life was in, or heading in, a positive direction.

"Thanks again for everything," I said as I opened my car door.

"You too. Seeing you has been... amazing. I love you."

I hugged Sarah tightly.

"I love you too. You are the coolest person I know."

We let go and I got in the car.

"Expect to see a lot of me this break," Sarah said.

"I wouldn't have it any other way."

I closed my door and watched Sarah walk up her driveway and into her house. I sat in my car and reflected on the last 24 hours. My life had changed so drastically, in such a positive way, that I was giddy.

I pulled out of the driveway and tried to focus on the drive home. But I couldn't. I HAD to call. I reached into my pocket and grabbed my phone. At a red light, I found the number I needed. Breaking Oregon driving laws, I dialed the number as I started to drive.

"Hello?" Jockguy answered.

"Hey, it's me. You won't believe who I ran into last night..."

~~~The End ~~~

My Straight Past, Pt. 3 (Non-sex)

2011-01-26T02:02:00.000-08:00

September 2008 -

"I don't want to hear it! How can you do this to me? I fucking LOVE you!"

"I love you too. But we are going to different schools, in different states. You didn't expect this to last, did you?"

"You have NO faith in me and you never have!"

"I do, I do. I just don't think long distance works."

"How do you know? You've never tried."

"It never works for anybody. You know that."

"Life isn't some fairytale where everything magically happens. You have to work at relationships. Calling it quits without even trying is a dick move."

"Don't be like this, babe. We still have time. We leave in two weeks. Let's make the most of it."

"No... If you are going to end it, you end it now. Not in two weeks, or two days, or two hours... Now."

"... Ok... Now..."

------------------------------------------

"Would you like to come in?" Sarah asked.

"Uhhh. Ummm, I don't think so. It's kinda late."

"Oh, come on. It's 12:30."

"I have an early day tomorrow."

Sarah began laughing. "You NEVER wake up before 10, especially on the weekend! Don't pull that bullshit with me! I know you too well!"

I was caught and started to laugh.

"Come on. My parents would love to see you."

Sarah looked at me and smiled. I couldn't resist that smile.

"Alright."

I turned the car off and took my seatbelt off. As I reached for the door handle I hesitated. I hadn't been inside Sarah's house sine we broke up. And I hadn't see her parents since then, either. I took a deep breath and got out of the car.

I followed Sarah up the pathway to the front door. When we reached it, Sarah glanced at me.

"Are you nervous?" she asked, chuckling.

"Uhhh, kinda! I haven't seen your parents in forever!"

"Stop worrying! You know they love you!"

"I know but it's still weird."

"Only if you make it weird!" Sarah said as she opened the door.

My heart began to race as soon as the door opened. Sarah led the way as we walked down the entry into the living room. We heard noise from the family room.

"Mom!" Sarah called out.

"In here." The voice came from the family room.

We made our way down a short hall to the family room entrance. Before getting there, Sarah stopped and whispered in my ear.

"Wait here. I want to surprise them."

"Really?!" I whispered back.

"Just do it!" she replied, shooting me daggers. If I learned ONE thing while dating Sarah, it was not to mess with her when she gave that look! I waited just outside the family room as Sarah entered.

"How was the party?" Sarah's mom asked.

"Great. It was nice seeing everyone again. Where's dad?"

"In bed. Who all was there?"

"The usuals plus about 30 people. I brought you a present."

"Oh?"

"Yup. C.C., come here."

I turned the corner, as ordered. The look on Sarah's mom's face was priceless!

"Oh my God! C.C.! How are you?" she said, as she jumped up and went in for a hug.

"I'm great! It's nice to see you, Mrs. James," I said as we hugged.

"Knock that Mrs. James crap off, you know to call me Laurie!"

Our hug ended and we found our seats. Laurie had a huge smile on her face. I sat next to Sarah on the couch, her mother was in a recliner a few feet away.

"It is so nice to see you! We've missed you around here," Laurie said.

"Yeah, I've missed you guys as well."

"So, I take it you met up with Sarah at the party?"

"Yeah," Sarah jumped in, "he volunteered to give me a ride home after Chelsea bailed."

"Of course he did. He was always a gentlemen," Laurie said to Sarah.

"Oh God, here we go," Sarah said, falling back into the couch. "I don't know why you were nervous. She likes you more than she likes me!"

"You can't really blame her, can you?!?" I said smiling. Laurie burst into laughter as Sarah punched me in the arm.

We continued talking with Laurie for about 30 minutes. She interrogated me like mothers do. I filled her in on school and social life, even if I had to lie about my love for cock :) After I had thoroughly spilled my guts, Laurie decided it was time for her to head to bed.

"It was so nice seeing you," she said as she hugged me again. "Next time, don't wait 2 years in between visits."

"I won't," I laughed.

Laurie went to bed, leaving Sarah and I alone... In the same room where our relationship had ended 2 years prior.

"God, she just LOVES you!" Sarah said.

"Like I said before, can you really blame here? I am, after all, me."

"Nice to know you have stayed so humble over the years."

A silence fell over the two of us. I couldn't think of anything to say. I glanced over at Sarah, who was mute as well. She flashed a nervous smile.

"Man, this is awkward, isn't it?" she laughed.

"Slightly."

"Well, I'm gonna power through," she said, as she pulled her legs onto the couch and turned to face me. "There is actually something I wanted to talk to you about. I have been talking with Jason a lot lately. You and I stopped talking but Jason and I have stayed pretty close. We were talking the other day and you came up."

I didn't like where this was going. I started squirming in my seat, unable to get comfortable. Sarah noticed and reached out, gently squeezing my arm.

"Are you ok?" she asked.

I wanted to get up and leave but I couldn't. Unable to speak, I nodded my head. She continued.

"I started asking about you. How you were doing, how school was, if you were seeing anyone. Jason became a little defensive. Told me not try and start things up with you again. He said you were going through some things and couldn't deal with me. I wasn't trying to start things up but he thought I was. Anyways, I asked him what you were going through. He said 'some stuff'. I kept asking for specifics but he wouldn't give me any. Finally, I got pissed and practically yelled at him to tell me."

I became really warm and had to take my coat off. I leaned forward and took a huge breath.

"He told you..."

Sarah slid over and wrapped her arms around me.

"Yeah, he did... Please don't be mad at him. I had to practically beat it out of him. It wasn't his fault."

Sarah pulled me into a hug.

"I love you so much. I'm sorry I wasn't there to help." she said, starting to cry.

I gave in and turned so I could hug her. The emotions I was feeling were vast. Pain, happiness, relief, angry, sorrow, regret. I suddenly hated myself for shutting Sarah out of my life. I hated that I hadn't seen her in 2 years. I hated that she had to find out about me through someone else.

Sarah and I embraced on the couch for what seemed like an eternity. Neither of us said anything.

The silence and moment was broken by a text to me from none other than Jason. After responding to it, I looked up at Sarah.

"I'm so sorry for the last 2 years. I'm sorr-"

"No, don't be," Sarah interrupted. "You had every right. I fucked up."

"I know but I should have gotten over it quicker. You mean too much to me to have shut you out for so long."

"Thank you." Sarah leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. "I'm hungry and we need to talk. Let's go grab some food." She leaped up and walked towards the front door, grabbing her coat.

God I missed her...

My Straight Past, Pt. 2 (Non sex)

2011-01-22T02:01:00.000-08:00

I met Sarah 5th or 6th grade. She and her family moved to our district from across town. We weren't in the same class but were in band together (yes, I was in band). We were okay friends but nothing special. In middle school, we were on different halls, so we rarely saw each other. Freshmen year of high school we hung out in the same group of friends. There were about 10 of us that always hung out. Sarah began dating my best friend Jason halfway through our sophomore year.

As our sophomore year ended, Sarah and Jason broke up. And as is the case in high school, I swooped in and started dating her. For the most part, the first couple months we went out were pretty tame. Very "high school". I'll admit our "relationship" wasn't too deep. But the summer in between 10th and 11th grade, I lost someone very close to me. Sarah basically lead me through all the pain and heartache. I began to realize that she and I had something special. By the end of our junior year, I was in love. And not high school love. True, honest to God love. (As I write this, I'm still in love with her lol).

All the while, I am having feelings towards guys. Not romantic feelings but physical feelings. I knew I was attracted to guys. But I was so happy with Sarah, I never thought about acting on my desires. I loved her too much to cheat. So I kept my secret hidden.

As high school wound down, Sarah and I both decided on colleges. She got a scholarship to play volleyball at a small Div. 1 school in California. I had chosen the U of O for a couple key reasons. I was disappointed we weren't going to see each other everyday but I was also happy for her. She lives and breathes volleyball.

In our discussions about being apart, we never once talked about breaking up. It wasn't an option. We loved each other. I was convinced we were going to get married.

The summer wound down and we were 2 weeks from leaving. Sarah and I had a low-key date at her house. Her parents were gone for the weekend. We cooked dinner together and watched a movie. When the movie was over, I leaned over and started to kiss her. She pulled away and told me we needed to talk...

----------------------------------------------------------------------

Sarah grabbed her drink off of a bookshelf and made her way towards me. Surprisingly, I started to calm down. I lowered my head and took a deep breath as she approached. Lifting my head, I was face to face with the first of two people I have truly loved.

"Hey. How are you?" Sarah asked with a smile.

"I'm great. How are you?"

"Good, good."

The friends I was talking with sensed the awkwardness and decided it was time to refill their glasses. They left me alone with Sarah.

"How is school?"

"It's pretty good. I had a rough term but survived it." I was nervous and could tell she knew I was.

"You'll be fine. You always knew how survive and get good grades. Remember senior year in Johnson's AP chem class? You were the only one who got higher than a C." Sarah laughed. She reached out and touched my forearm.

"Yeah, I remember. You and Jason were pissed I killed the curve on the tests."

"It wasn't just me and Jason. The whole class wanted to kill you!"

We both laughed. Then an awkward silence fell upon us. Luckily for me, one of Sarah's friends broke. She told Sarah that since the party was dying down, she was going out with a couple of other people to a bar.

"You're my ride though," Sarah said.

"I can you take you home." The words came out before I knew what I was doing.

Sarah looked at me, slightly stunned. "Really?"

"Uhh, sure. It's on my way home."

"Ok, cool. I'm gonna go say goodbye to some people." Sarah ran off in the direction of the kitchen.

I found Jason and asked him if he could take home the 2 guys I brought to the party.

"Umm, yeah, I guess. Why?"

"I'm gonna give Sarah a ride home."

Jason just looked at me. "Seriously?"

"Yeah."

"You sure?"

"Yeah."

"So now you are talking and being friendly to her?"

"Yeah."

"Ok, stop with the one word answers, asshole." Jason leaned in and whispered,"I thought you were seeing a guy?"

"I am. Kinda."

"So what are you doing with Sarah?"

"I'm just giving her a ride. I'm not gonna fuck her in my car if that's what you are thinking."

"I wasn't thinking that. I was thinking you were going to give her a strap-on and have her fuck you!"

"If you don't watch it I'll wrestle your ass to the ground and fuck it!"

"Gross!"

Just then, Sarah came up to us.

"I'm ready. Thanks for the party, Jason." Sarah and Jason hugged.

I thanked Jason and Sarah and I made our way to the car. I backed out of the driveway and headed towards Sarah's. The drive was slightly awkward. We made small talk. We talked about classes and majors. 10 minutes later, I pulled into Sarah's driveway.

"Would you like to come in?" Sarah asked.

"Uhhh. Ummm, I don't think so. It's kinda late."

"Oh, come on. It's 12:30."

"I have an early day tomorrow."

Sarah began laughing. "You NEVER wake up before 10, especially on the weekend! Don't pull that bullshit with me! I know you too well!"

I was caught and started to laugh.

"Come on. My parents would love to see you."

Sarah looked at me and smiled. I couldn't resist that smile.

"Alright."

My Straight Past, Pt. 1 (Non sex)

2011-01-20T00:07:00.000-08:00

This post doesn't involve any of my usual hijinks. In fact, there is no sex at all. This is more of a glimpse into my non-sexual side.

My Straight Past, Pt. 1

The best thing about winter break for me is getting together with friends from high school. It's really the only time all my old friends are in town at the same time. The weekend before Christmas, we decided to get together at a friends house. He invited a bunch of people from our class, so it was going to be a huge party. That night, I picked a couple friends up and headed out.

When we got to the house, it was packed. We made our rounds. I saw some people I hadn't seen since graduation. After talking with some people, I found the host, Jason, my best friend.

"Hey dude, this party is insane!"

"I know. I wasn't expecting this many people!"

"It's pretty sweet. I haven't seen some of these people forever."

We made our way into the kitchen to grab some drinks. Surprisingly, we were the only people in there. Jason grabbed us each a beer and we started talking. We got caught up on school and social life.

"So, have you come out to anyone else?" Jason asked.

"Nope. Still just my friends at school. And you."

"So, no one else here?"

"Nope. Jeff Simons and Jordan Cobbley might know. We know some of the same people at Oregon."

"I didn't invite them, so they shouldn't be here. Jeff is still a prick!"

"Hahaha, I know. He's always been an asshole. Who else did you invite?"

"Most of them are here, so whoever you saw. A couple people couldn't make it."

Jason looked at me and swallowed hard. "I invited Sarah."

I stood there, staring at him. I took a long drink from my bottle.

"I know things are still weird between you too but I couldn't NOT invite her."

I took another drink and swallowed.

"Yeah, I know," I sighed. "It's ok, you did what you had to do. I'll just try and avoid her. Wouldn't want to cause a scene," I laughed, kind of nervously.

"Have you guys still not talked?"

"Nope."

"Damn... Well, she said she'd be late, so you can have some fun before she gets here."

"Thanks," I replied sarcastically.

Fun is what I had for the next hour or so. After the conversation with Jason in the kitchen, I went into the front room to take my mind off of things. I joined a beerpong game and soon forgot about everything. I was having a blast.

After a couple rounds f beerpong, and many other drinking games, I headed to the family room, where the music and couches/chairs were. The seats were taken but I found a couple friends standing and talking so I joined them.

In the middle of a heated discussion over "Family Guy" vs. "Simpsons" (yes, I am involved in this conversation again lol), I noticed a tall brunette standing with her back to us. I hadn't seen her in 2 years but I knew it was her. My heart began to beat rapidly. I got excited, nervous, and anxious all at the same time. I didn't know what to do. Do I go up and say hi? Do I ignore her? Do I pick a fight?

All the possible scenarios went through my head... except the one that happened. Sarah turned around and made eye contact with me. I froze. She froze. We stared at each other for what seemed like hours. Sarah finally broke the staring as she lifted her hand in a half wave and smiled. That fucking smile! I half-smiled and waved back.

Sarah grabbed her drink off of a bookshelf and made her way towards me. Surprisingly, I started to calm down. I lowered my head and took a deep breath as she approached. Lifting my head, I was face to face with the first of two people I have truly loved. ..

Happy New Year!

2011-01-02T07:03:00.000-08:00

Happy 2011! Hope everyone had a fun and safe NYE.

Since regular resolutions are lame and nobody ever sticks to the, I've decided to make slutty resolutions for the new year! Feel free to suggest any resolutions you think I need to add to the list :)

1. Threesome! I'm dying to have 2 hotties at once!

2. Cum handsfree - I've done this once and it was awesome! I promised myself I would do it again :)

3. Sex in a swimming pool - What could be more fun than that?!?

4. Fuck/get fucked by an athlete from school - Maybe I can help our football team celebrate after the 10th ;)

5. Bag me an older guy - The oldest guy I've been with was 28. I'm not totally into older guys but a lot of my peers are, so why not try it once! Gonna find a hot guy around 40 and see what all the fuss is about ;)

6. Get a little wet - WS kinda looks fun to me. Been thinking about asking Jockguy to unload on my chest while we shower :)

There you have it! My slutty resolutions for 2011! Which one should I make happen first?

Asserting My Dominance... then Getting Fucked

2010-12-20T00:59:00.000-08:00

I know, I know, I promised that things would pick up around here and I'd get to more updates. And, obviously, I've broken that promise! Things went from hectic to chaotic. This term was horrible. This was far and away the worst term of my college career in terms of workload. The professor I mentioned before, who I have nicknamed Bitchy McCuntstain to my friends, was a fucking nightmare. She alone made my life a living hell! I'm not one to complain about teachers. I come from a family of teachers and know the kind of shit they have to put up with. But this lady is fucking horrible! And on top of that, I had a pretty bad Thanksgiving break. Nothing really noteworthy, just some family drama.

Only two things gave me the ability to survive this. First, my Ducks! Or should I say, my BCS bound Ducks :) I can't believe we are going to the Natty! It's gonna be sweet!

And second, and most importantly, Jockguy. He has been amazing these last couple weeks. He calms me down when I get angry and frustrated and helps me focus on what I need to do. Plus, he's fucking hot :)

This encounter happened right before Thanksgiving. I wrote it up over Thanksgiving but just didn't have the time or energy to spell-check and post it... That sounds sooo sad when I read it lol. Enjoy :)

Asserting My Dominance... then Getting Fucked

Right before Thanksgiving, Jockguy and I were watching a basketball game on tv (Go Blazers!). Jockguy was in a cocky mood and started talking about how great of a basketball player he is. I had seen him play and he is ok but by no means great. I, on the other hand, am pretty damn good. I've played since I was 5. I played throughout high school, making varsity as a sophomore and being the captain of the team my senior year. In other words, I gots me some skillz :) Now, I am also a competitive asshole. I can't stand to lose. And I tend to talk a lot of trash when I play (you all know how much I like to run my mouth!). Because of this, I don't play serious ball with people I like. I'll play with friends but it's mostly fun, pick-up games.

Anyways, Jockguy started playfully, yet seriously, talking crap, saying if we ever played a little 1-on-1, he'd kick my ass. I went along with it for a while but he kept at me. I could feel my competitive asshole persona come out. After a couple minutes of talking from Jockguy, I agreed that we'd play the next day.

So, the next day, after class, I met Jockguy at one of the courts on campus. Jockguy immediately started talking crap. I let it go and didn't say anything.

"So, after I slaughter you, I get your ass for the rest of the week," Jockguy said in a very cocky tone.

Up to that point, I was going to take it easy. But I just couldn't let that fucker win! You are fucking dead I thought to myself.

I got the ball first. Jockguy got right up on me, trying to D me up. I drove to the right, blowing right past him for the layup.

"1-0". Jockguy had a surprised look on his face. He had never seen me play serious, focused ball.

I got the ball again. This time he fell off me a little, learning his lesson from my first point. Except he left a little too much space between us. I hit a 3 right in his face.

"3-0". The look on Jockguy's face was priceless. He knew he was fucked. I felt no sympathy for him :)

After about 10 or 15 minutes, I ended up winning 11-3. After I hit the winner, I stood there and stared at Jockguy. He looked back and gave me the funniest look ever.

"Oh God, I'm gonna hear about this forever, aren't I?"

"Hear about what? How you talked an endless amount of shit only to get your ass slaughtered?"

"Fuck. This week is gonna suck."

"Not as much as your basketball 'skills'". I air-quoted when I said skills.

"Watch it! I may suck at basketball but I'll kick your ass!"

"After watching you play basketball, I'm not really concerned about you kicking my ass anymore. In fact, all that unbridled lust I felt for you is gone. It left right about the time you airballed those 2 jumpers!"

"I fucking hate you. You are such a smart ass. Can we go now?"

"If I were you, I'd wanna leave here as soon as possible too."

"Fuck," Jockguy sighed.

We walked to Jockguy's apartment. I made awesome comments the whole way there :)

When we got to Jockguy's place, we headed to the shower. We both stripped and hopped in. I grabbed the soap and started rubbing Jockguy.

"I thought your lust for me was gone?"

"It is. I'm doing this outta sympathy."

"Sure. You know, I wasn't even that bad. Most of my shots were close."

I started laughing. Jockguy grabbed me by the balls and started to squeeze.

"Ok, ok, ok!," I screamed. "I'm sorry. You are an amazing basketball player who just had an off day."

"That's better." Jockguy released me from his strong grip. We rinsed, got out of the shower, dried off, and headed to Jockguy's room.

We climbed on his bed and started to kiss.

"You know you really aren't a bad player," I said in between kisses.

"Thanks."

"In fact, I hear the WNBA is having tryouts. You should go!"

Jockguy jumped up and pounced on me. He grabbed my arms and slammed them above my head, into the bed. Of course, I was laughing.

"You think you are funny? I'm gonna beat the shit out of you!" Jockguy yelled.

"What? I just figured the WNBA was the only option after I turned you into a woman on the court!"

"God, you just LOVE to run your mouth. How many times do I have to teach you not to do that?"

"Apparently you're a piss-poor teacher cause I have yet to learn my lesson. Plus, you LOVE when I run my mouth. It gives you an excuse to be rough!"

"I think you are confusing 'hatred' and 'annoyance' for 'love'. I have to control myself from not killing you. Thus the hard fucking."

"Whatever... At least I don't suck at basketball."

Jockguy's grip on my wrists tightened. He ground his knees into my thighs. He slightly squinted his eyes.

"Come on," I egged. "Get pissed and pound me!"

Jockguy stared into my eyes. His eyes were on fire. I knew he was ready to take my ass. He had that "I'm gonna pound you to within an inch of your life" look on his face. I waited for him to make the first move.

All of a sudden, his intense look faded and a giant smirk crawled across his face. He released his grip on my hands and rolled off of me.

"What are you doing?" I asked, very confused.

"You're right. I'm a horrible teacher. You run your mouth and I give you exactly what you want." Jockguy got off the bed and pulled on a pair of jogging pants. "This time, I'm not giving you want you want." Jockguy smiled from ear to ear.

"What, so you're not gonna put out?"

"Exactly," Jockguy said. "You catch on quick!"

Jockguy walked down the hall and into the living room. I was kind of shocked. After sitting there for a second, I grabbed my shorts, pulled them on, and headed to the living room. When I got there, Jockguy was watching tv.

"Ok, so how long is this going to go on?" I asked as I sat down next to Jockguy.

"3 days," Jockguy matter-of-factly replied.

"WHAT?!?" I yelled, horrified. "You sentenced me?!?"

"Yup. 1 day for beating me, 1 day for the WNBA comment and 1 day because you're a dick."

I looked Jockguyin the face. He was smirking. I couldn't tell if he was serious or not. I decided to test him.

"Ok," I said, standing up," I guess I'll have to find someone else to fuck this ass."

I grabbed my shorts, pulled them down, and bent over. My ass was directly in Jockguy's face. I wiggled it from side to side, laughing. All of a sudden, I heard a loud cracking sound and my right ass cheek began to burn. Jockguy had slapped my ass just about as hard as he could!

"OWWW!," I yelped, pulling my shorts up. "That fucking hurt!"

Jockguy was on the couch, doubled over laughing.

"It's not funny! That fucking hurt!"

"Serves you right!"

"We'll see about that!" I grabbed Jockguy and pinned him to the couch.

Now, as you guys know, with Jockguy, I'm mostly submissive. He is a fucking stud and loves to be in charge. He loves to throw me around and pin me to the bed. All this despite the fact that I have about 20lbs on him, mostly muscle. I don't ever use my size though. I've always been more of a gentle giant :)

Up until this point, I hadn't EVER used my size and strength to it's full advantage against Jockguy. When I jumped on him and pinned him, he tried to get up but he could. He had a surprised and panicked look in his eyes. I gripped his arms tightly and held them in place at his sides.

"Now you listen to me," I said, staring him in the eyes. "There is no way in hell I'm waiting 3 days. You're going to get up, take me to your bed, and fuck the hell out of me. Got that?" I had an evil smile on my face.

"You know that when you let me up, I'm gonna kick your ass, right?" Jockguy threatened.

"As long as you fuck me, you can do whatever you want."

I released Jockguy's arms and got off of him. We both stood up and stared at each other. I smiled.

Jockguy grabbed my head and pulled me into a soft and passionate kiss.

"If you were any other guy, I'd kick the shit out of you and send you on your way," Jockguy said. "But you are too damn cute."

"Thanks." I reached out and pulled him into another kiss. "You still suck at basketball though."

Jockguy grabbed me by the waistband on my shorts and marched me into his room. He closed the door and ripped off his pants. He pulled my shorts off and shoved me onto the bed. Jockguy crawled onto the bed and started to kiss his way up my body, toes first. He licked and sucked my toes, then moved up my leg. He bypassed my hard cock and made his way up my abs to my chest. After paying some attention to my neck, Jockguy and I were face to face, eye to eye.

We laid there, our eyes focused on one another. Jockguy grabbed my hands in his and put them above my head, pinning them to the bed. He leaned down and touched his lips to mine. I opened my mouth, inviting his tongue to explore like it had done countless times before. We started to passionately kiss.

Instinctively, I tried to wrap my arms and hands around Jockguy to pull our bodies impossibly closer. My arms lifted slightly off the bed before being forcefully shoved back to the bed.

"You aren't the only one that can use his muscle," Jockguy smirked.

"You call that muscle? You're a pussy compared to me."

Jockguy's grip on my wrists tightened.

"Oh really?!?" Jockguy said with an evil smile on his face.

"Yup. P-U-S-S-Y pussy."

"I know you are only doing this to get me going."

"That's not a bad thing!" I laughed. "Is it working?"

"I don't know. You tell me." Jockguy started grinding his hips against mine. His hard cock felt like a steel pole against thighs.

With that, I flung my arms up and away from Jockguy's grip. I grabbed him under the arms, hugged, and flipped him onto his back. I now sat in the position Jockguy had just been in.

"THAT was real muscle."

I leaned down and kissed Jockguy. I plunged my tongue into his mouth to savor his taste. I ran my hands up and down his body, feeling his tight, perfect abs and chest. I started to grind my cock against his. As usual, I was leaking a river of precum, making our cocks slip and slide against each other. The feeling of our cocks sliding against one another and against our abs was almost too much. I had to pull up before exploding.

I kissed and licked my way down Jockguy's chest and stomach. I kissed around his cock. I licked and sucked on his balls. Finally, I took his precum soaked cock in my mouth. He immediately started moaning and thrusting his hips. Within seconds, Jockguy was bucking his hips and holding my head down on his cock. I was getting quite the face fuck!

After a couple minutes of fucking my mouth, Jockguy pulled out. His cock was sloppy and wet. He hopped up and crawled to the foot of the bed.

"You ready to get pounded?!?" he said, smiling ear to ear.

I got on all fours and stuck my hole up and out for him to use.

"I'll take that as a yes!"

Jockguy leaned down and spit onto my waiting hole. I soon felt his warm tongue as he licked my ass. Jockguy's tongue started to slowly loosen my hole as he pushed it further and further in. I moaned as I felt his warm, wet tongue wash over me. He continued to eat my hole until I finally couldn't take it anymore.

"Fuck me! You have to fuck me!" I begged.

Jockguy pulled his tongue from my hole. Head on the bed, ass in the air, I waited for his cock. I heard him spit in his hand and lube up his hard dick. A second later, I felt his huge cockhead push against my hungry hole. After some minor resistance, Jockguy popped inside of me. He slowly filled me with his huge cock. Pretty soon, he was balls-deep inside of me.

Jockguy leaned down and kissed my neck, right under my right ear.

"I own this ass," Jockguy whispered. He licked and kissed his way to my left ear. "Your hole belongs to me."

I was SO turned on. I almost blew my load then. I began to push my ass up, in hopes of getting Jockguy to slide even deeper inside me. He took the hint and started to fuck me. He moved his hips up and down as his torso stayed still. His chest was pressed against my back. I could feel his breathe on my right ear as he began to thrust his cock deep inside me.

Jockguy was hitting all the right spots and I began to moan.

"Oh my God. Oh my God. Fuck me!"

Jockguy responded by pushing himself off my back, grabbing my hips, and kicking it up a couple notches. He started to pound me. His quads slammed into the back of my thighs. His balls slapped against my taint.

"Your hole is so fucking hot! Take my raw cock in you ass!"

We had only been fucking for about 5 minutes but I couldn't take it anymore. We put in about 2 hours of foreplay. I grabbed my cock and furiously started to stroke it. Within seconds I felt my orgasm come on.

"I'm gonna cum! Fuck me harder! Fuck me harder!" I screamed.

To be honest, Jockguy couldn't fuck me any harder than he already was! So he continued to plow my hole while I started to cum. I shot 5 or 6 HUGE ribbons of cum onto the bed. I became light headed after the 2nd or 3rd shot. A wave of pure pleasure and ecstasy poured over me. I was in heaven :)

And so was Jockguy. He continued to pound away at my hole. After I came back to reality, I focused on making this as good for him as it was for me. I pushed my ass into Jockguy everytime he thrust forward. I began clenching my ass. I wanted him to enjoy my hole like no other. I wanted him to know he really did own it.

After another 10 minutes of pounding me doggy, Jockguy ordered me on my back. I flipped around and shot my legs in the air. Jockguy lined his cock up to my hole and shoved it all the way in in one motion.

"OHHHHHH FUCK! Oh fuck yeah! Fuck me! Fuck me!"

Jockguy pulled my legs over his shoulders, grabbed me around the thighs and started pound me. I was rock hard again.

"I want your cum! Cum in my hole!" I egged.

Jockguy's thrusts got shorter and quicker. His face intensified.

"I'm gonna cum! I'm gonna load your hole!"

With one last, powerful thrust, Jockguy emptied his balls into my used hole. He unloaded a huge load deep inside of me. Exhausted, Jockguy fell on top of me, his cock popping out of my hole in the process. We kissed as our sweaty bodies came together.

We laid in bed for a while, not really talking. We were on a high that was too good for words. Jockguy held me in his arms, pulling me close into him.

After the high wore off, I turned to Jockguy.

"Are there any other sports that you think you are good at but, in reality,
really suck at?!?"

His hand immediately reached out at slapped me on the head.

Yes, I'm Still Alive...

2010-11-02T04:42:00.001-07:00

Sorry for being silent these last 4 or so weeks. This school year has been a pain in the ass. I'm taking 1 too many classes and am getting buried in work. Plus, one of my professors is a giant cunt (if my mom knew I said that word, she'd slap me). Combine class, homework, work, and sleep, and that leaves me with no time to write about anything. Oh, plus there is the fact that my football team is the no. 1 team in the nation. I spend a majority of my free time reading about how awesome my Ducks are :)

That being said, I'm going to have some free time here pretty soon. After midterms, my life will be (somewhat) easier. I'll definitely be writing up some of the encounters I've had recently. I've been on a hot streak lately. Besides Jockguy and the always amazing sex we have, I've been with a couple other hotties who are more than story-worthy. I also met up with Mike (from "Awkward into Awesome") again. And, without jinxing it, Jockguy has been hinting at a threesome with a friend of his! If all goes well, it will be my first threeway!

I'd also like thank those of you who comment here and email. I like hearing from you guys, so feel free to leave comments or message me!

So, again, sorry about the lack of updates. But if you stick with me, you'll be rewarded handsomely :)

For all my fellow Ducks:

Update

2010-10-08T01:08:00.000-07:00

Well, it finally happened. I started messing around with guys 2 years ago. I always knew that this was a possibility. But, to be honest, I never thought it would happen to me. I always thought I was careful enough not to have this happen. But, alas, it has happened...

I GOT HIT IN THE EYE WITH JIZZ!!!

Jockguy and I were in the middle of a hot fuck session. I was in a very dominant and aggressive mood, which doesn't happen much. He came over to my place and I immediately mauled him. I threw him onto my bed and ripped his clothes off, followed by mine. After some kissing, sucking and rimming, I started to fuck his hot hole. I was in quite the rough mood. I pounded without any regard for Jockguy. We started with him on his back, then moved to doggy. After a couple minutes of that, I got on my back and told Jockguy to ride my dick. He got on in reverse cowboy/girl and started riding me. After a couple minutes, I started to cum. I shot a GIANT load deep in Jockguys hole. He continued to ride me. Soon, he was ready to cum. He leaned back, stroking his cock, and moaned. Before I knew it my right eye was plastered with his hot, creamy load! I wasn't expecting it so I couldn't close my eyes. My eye started to burn!

My eye stayed blood shot and irritated the rest of the night but it was TOTALLY worth it!

Family (Non sexual musings)

2010-09-25T05:20:00.000-07:00

I just got back from a visit with my family before school starts. I come from an EXTREMELY close family. And not just parents, brothers and sisters. I'm close with my cousins, aunts, uncles, even my 2nd cousins.

I grew up with my first cousins. They were always over at our house or we were always over at their house. Our families went on vacation together every summer. We spent every Christmas and most Thanksgivings together. My cousins were/are practically my brothers and sisters. I'm as close to them as I am with my own brothers and sisters.

And by close, I mean CLOSE. I talk to them about everything. Sex, relationships, feelings, everything. In fact, here's a sample of a conversation I had with 2 of my female cousins out at dinner a couple nights ago:

Cousin 1 (She's a virgin lol): "So, does all cum taste the same?"

Cousin 2: "No, no, no. Some taste similar but some taste way different."

That is normal, everyday conversation for us. I bring this up because, as close as I am to my cousins and family, I'm not out to them. At all. I'm not even close to telling them. And it sucks because there's a big part of my life that they don't know about.

For me, it's so hard to think about telling them because I don't want things to change. I like my "status" with every one in my family. I like my relationships with them. And I'm afraid if I come out, everything changes. I'm no longer Me, I'm "gay" Me.

And being gay (oh, btw, I've decided I'm gay. I like chicks but not NEARLY as much as guys. LOL) doesn't define me. I'm not Gay CC, I'm just CC.

In one of my classes, we were supposed to put the top 5 categories you put yourself in when you think about yourself (i.e. male, female, Christian, Atheist, America, etc.). Gay/bi/homosexual wasn't in my top 5. It barely made my top 10. Not that I'm ashamed of it, I just don't think it shapes who I am as much as some other things.

But at the same time, being gay IS apart of me and who I am. How close can I be to my family if they don't even know the "real" me?

Coming out at school has helped. My friends have been amazingly supportive. The best part though is that they treat me the same as they did before I came out. There wasn't even a pause. It was like "Hey, I'm gay." "That's cool. You wanna get a pizza?"

My family is different though. While we are all very liberal (90% of us have been to multiple protests lol), there's still an attitude of "No one in OUR family is gay".

While I'm not particularly attracted to the stereotypical, loud, fem queen, part of me wishes I WAS one. My family has no clue I'm gay. NO CLUE. Part of me wishes I had rainbows shooting out of my ears so they wouldn't be so shocked to find out :)

Anyways, sorry about the long, mumbling, non sexual post. I just needed to get it off my chest! School starts next week, which means the hot freshmen guys that have been waiting to try cock are here! I love college :)

The Beach Boys, Pt 2.

2010-09-22T03:33:00.000-07:00

FINALLY! I am really sorry about the delay. I'm insanely busy with work and with school right around the corner. Most of my free time has been spent in bed... sleeping :( Anyways, without further delay, here is part 2 of the beach story!

The Beach Boys, Pt. 2:

I awoke the next morning spooning with Jockguy, his arms engulfing and pulling me close to his body. He was still asleep. I laid there, feeling him breathe in and out while he slept.

After about 15 or so minutes, I slowly turned in toward Jockguy's face. I moved as carefully and slowly as I could, as to not wake him. I was successful. I laid my head on Jockguy's chest, inhaling his wonderful scent. I closed my eyes and was soon asleep.

The next time I opened my eyes, Jockguy was not in the tent. Must have gone to the bathroom I thought to myself. I laid there, naked, falling in and out of sleep.

As I was just about to drift back to sleep, I heard a car pull up. A door opened and closed. Footsteps approached. The tent moved as someone unzipped the door. In popped Jockguy, fully clothed and holding two cups of coffee.

"I knew you'd still be in bed," Jockguy laughed as he zipped the tent. He handed me a nice, hot mocha. "Venti Mocha. Half the chocolate, two extra shots, no whip," he said.

"Wow, I've trained you well." I gave Jockguy a wink. "Thanks."

"Yes, yes you have." Jockguy kicked off his shoes, pulled off his pants and briefs, and got into the sleeping bag.

"You getting in bed naked is not the way to make me get up."

"Who said I wanted you to get up? We don't have to be anywhere. Hell, we can stay here naked all day if you want." Jockguy leaned over and lightly kissed my lips.

"That does sound fun. But if we drove all the way here, we should probably leave our tent. For at least an hour."

"Well, I've been away from the tent for 20 minutes. I need a break from the outside." Jockguy grabbed my cup and set it in the corner of the along with his. He pulled his shirt off and began kissing my chest.

"You horny fuck," I laughed as Jockguy kissed and licked his way down my chest to my abs and belly button.

By the time he reached my cock, it was hard as a rock. He grabbed it in his hand and immediately took it in his mouth. He began sliding his mouth up and down my shaft, taking it all the way to the base.

"Oh my God... Oh my God... Fuck."

Jockguy's free hand made it to my balls. It soon found it's way south. Jockguy began rubbing my hole. I felt his middle finger pop into my ass.

"Oh shit!"

Jockguy sucked my cock and fingered my hole. He had a rhythm with his mouth and finger that put me on Cloud 9. I laid my head back on my pillow and enjoyed it.

After a while, and much to soon, I felt my orgasm come on.

"I'm close," I said between moans.

Jockguy increased his suction and popped his index finger in my hole along with his middle finger. He pushed his fingers faster and deeper into my ass than he had before. Within 20 seconds, my cock exploded in his mouth.

"Fuuucccckkkk!"

My cock erupted, shooting a massive load of fresh cum down Jockguy's throat. He swallowed every last drop, keeping my cock in his mouth as it went soft.

"Well, looks like I don't need any breakfast!" Jockguy laid on top of me and kissed me. My load mixed with his coffee flavored saliva to create an amazing taste. I grabbed the back of his head and pulled him as close to me as I could. We laid and made out for what seemed like forever.

After eventually getting dressed and out of the tent, Jockguy and I went for a drive up and down the coast. Every now and then, we'd stop and hit the beach. We walked the sandy beaches, throwing the football and enjoying the sun. On the rocky beaches, we explored and searched the tide pools. We stopped and ate at a mom-and-pop cafe for lunch. We ended up at a beach as the sun was starting to set. It was one of the best days I've had in recent memory.

After dinner, we headed back to camp. I started a fire and as it got dark, we sat together talking.

"This has been pretty awesome," I said.

"Told ya it would be fun." Jockguy smiled an arrogant smile.

"You are pretty proud of yourself, aren't you?"

"Yup. I didn't think you'd make it. You were whining SO much when I brought it up." Jockguy chuckled.

"Whatever! I could last twice as long as you could camping. I'm not the pussy that needed a pad to sleep on!"

"You can only do one thing better than I can." Jockguy said.

I waited for him to tell me what that one thing was. Finally I asked. "And what, exactly, is the "one thing" I do better than you?"

Jockguy looked me straight in the eye. "Run your damn mouth."

I jumped on Jockguy, pinning him to the ground he was sitting on. He was laughing his ass off. I flipped him onto his stomach and pulled his right arm behind his back and twisted it.

"Looks like I can wrestle better than you. Better make that two things I'm better than you at."

Jockguy was still laughing. I released his arm and started getting up to go back to my place by the fire. Before I knew it, I was on my back, Jockguy's chest bearing down on my own.

"One... Two... Three..." Jockguy said, hitting the ground like wrestling ref. "Nope, it's still only one thing you can beat me at."

Jockguy moved so his face was lined up with mine. The light from the fire danced off his face. His lips were slightly curled into his trademark smirk.

"I totally let you pin me," I said. "If I wanted to, I'd kick your ass."

Jockguy grabbed my arms and pulled them over my head. He pinned them to the ground.

"Man, you don't know when to give up, do you?," Jockguy said, smiling.

"Nope. It's one of the endearing things about me."

"I think you are confused by the meaning of 'endearing'. What you mean is 'annoying'."

"You know you love me."

"Sometimes. Other times I want to kill you."

"Which would this time be?"

"Not sure yet. On one hand, I want to take you into the tent and fuck you until one or both of us pass out. But on the other hand, if I were to kill you, this would be the perfect place to hide the body."

"That's quite a dilemma."

"Yes it is."

Jockguy leaned down and met his lips to mine. He released my hands from above my head and pulled me up into him. I opened my mouth and our tongues met. I pulled out of the kiss and lifted his hoody and shirt. I began kissing his bare abs. Jockguy took his hoody and shirt all the way off. I pulled him into my arms as I began sucking his hardening nipples.

Jockguy grabbed my shirt and ripped it over my head. He pressed his chest to mine as we embarked on an even more intense kiss. My hands were moving all over his bare back as we passionately kissed by the fire.

"We might want to take this into the tent before we get totally naked," Jockguy said as he broke our kiss.

I jumped up and had the tent unzipped in seconds. I shoved Jockguy in and followed him. Jockguy was completely naked before the tent door was all the way zipped. I followed suit and was quickly naked. Our naked bodies met as we rolled around on our sleeping bag.

I soon found myself staring at Jockguy's perfect hard dick. I wasted no time in taking it in my mouth. He tasted amazing, as he always does. I began to bob up and down on his awesome cock.

"Flip around," ordered Jockguy.

Without releasing his wet cock from my mouth, I turned my body so my cock was at Jockguy's mouth. He took it in his mouth and we both began sucking one another. Jockguy sucked my cock and started fingering my hole. After a couple of minutes, I was ready to explode.

"Fuck me, I'm almost ready to cum," I said, pulling up from Jockguy's cock.

Jockguy spit my cock out and immediately dove into my ass. He crammed his tongue as far into my hole as he could. I felt his hands grab my muscular cheeks and pull them apart, giving his tongue better access.

"Oh fuck!," I screamed. "That feels amazing!"

Jockguy continued to lube my hole with his tongue. I went back to sucking his gorgeous dick.

After a couple minutes, Jockguy pulled his tongue out of my ass.

"I'm gonna fuck you so hard."

Jockguy got out from under me and positioned himself behind me. I was on all fours and presented him my eager hole. Spitting in his hand, Jockguy lubed his dick. He lined up his cock and started pushing it in my ass. His dick head popped in. He started to slowly push it in further.

Before he could push in a quarter of the way, I told him to stop.

"What's wrong? You ok?" Jockguy said, startled.

"I'm fine. I want you to shove your cock in all the way. One thrust."

I looked back and was met by a large smile.

Jockguy grabbed me by the shoulders.

"You sure?"

"Yeah. I want you to pound me as hard as you can."

Jockguy did as I asked. He thrust his cock straight into me while pulling me into him by the shoulders. In one thrust he was balls deep.

"Aaaaaahhhhhhhhh!" I screamed. I was overwhelmed with intense pleasure and pain. Jockguy pulled almost all the way out before slamming all the way back in. Soon the pain disappeared and I was left with the best feeling in the world.

Jockguy continued to pound me. In and out, his cock assaulted my hole. Soon my normally tight hole was accepted his cock without difficulty. He continually hit my prostrate, sending shock waves up and down my body.

After what seemed like forever, I felt Jockguy slow down and tense up. He grabbed me around the waist, pulling me into his body. He reached around and took my cock in his hands. Furiously, he began jerking my dick and pounding my hole. Within a minute, I started to cum.

My ass clenched and my cock exploded in Jockguy's hand.

"Oh fuck! Oh My God!"

Jockguy stroked continued to stroke me as my cock spurted shot after shot. Within seconds of my last shot, Jockguy tensed up as he slammed into my hole.

"I'm cumming!" he groaned.

Releasing my dick, Jockguy pulled me into his body as he thrust his exploding cock into my used hole. Jockguy emptied his massive load deep inside my chute.

After he was done seeding my hole, Jockguy pulled his softening dick out. As he did, a stream of his cum trickled out of my gaping hole and down taint to my balls. Jockguy bent down and sucked my sack clean.

I collapsed onto the sleeping bag, panting and sweating. Jockguy laid beside me.

"Holy fuck," I said, finally able to catch my breath. "That was the best fuck ever."

I looked over at Jockguy. He looked at me and smiled. "Yeah it was. Your ass is fucking amazing." He grabbed my head and pulled me into a kiss. "And so are you."

Jockguy and I, after catching our breath, talked in bed for who knows how long. We eventually fell asleep, naked in each others arms.

The next morning, we woke up, exchanged bj's, broke camp, and left for home.

Sorry, Sorry, Sorry!

2010-09-08T05:12:00.000-07:00

Hey guys (and gals?), sorry I've been MIA the last couple of weeks. Between work, family and, well, football starting (72-0... Go Ducks!) I've been pretty damn busy. I picked up another shift at work with the goal of making as much money as possible now so I don't have to work as much when school starts. Part 2 of the Beach Boys story will be posted shortly. I already have half of it done.

Because you have all waited so patiently for so long, here's a short recap of a fun little encounter Jockguy and I had earlier this week:

I was sitting in my apartment around lunch time, watching tv and waiting for work to start. I heard a knock on the door. I opened it to see Jockguy.

"Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked, surprised.

"It's my lunch break. I have half an hour," Jockguy said. He walked in my apartment, grabbed my hand and led me to my room.

"I've been horny all day. I need a quicky," Jockguy said, getting undressed.

"Do I have a say in this?" I asked.

"Nope. Take off your pants," Jockguy instructed.

"And what if I don't want to?"

Jockguy grabbed my jogging pants and pulled them, and my underwear, down in one quick motion.

"Trust me, you want to," Jockguy said as he pushed me onto my bed. I landed on my stomach. Jockguy immediately crammed his tongue in my ass. Spreading my cheeks with his hands he had full access to my hole. His tongue darted in and out of my pucker, lubing it with his spit.

When my ass was sufficiently lubed, Jockguy spit-lubed his cock and lined it up against my waiting hole. He slowly pushed forward. His dick head popped into my ass, sending a bolt of pain throughout my body. I bit down on my pillow and tried to relax. After a couple seconds the pain turned to pleasure. Jockguy started to pump his cock in and out of my ass, making me moan with each thrust. His cock felt amazing as it hit my prostrate, sending waves of pleasure throughout my body.

Jockguy pounded away for what seemed like forever. His balls slapped against my ass with force. His quads beat into the back of my thighs. His hands gripped my shoulders and forced my body into his.

After what seemed like an eternity, Jockguy tensed up.

"I'm gonna cum!"

Jockguy's cock swelled up as he exploded in my ass, sending shot after shot of hot, creamy cum deep in my used hole. Jockguy collapsed on top of me, hard cock still buried deep inside of me.

"Fuck, I needed that," Jockguy whispered in my ear.

"Glad I could help. Anytime you need me, I'm here." I turned my head and kissed Jockguy. He pulled out of my ass and rolled beside me. We made out for about 5 minutes.

"I really gotta go," Jockguy said after pulling off of a kiss. "I'll call you when I get off tonight."

Naked, I led Jockguy to the door.

"That'll be $200," I said, putting my hand out.

"Ha! You are overvaluing yourself by about $150," Jockguy laughed. I pucnhed him in the arm.

"You know I'd pay a lot more than that for that ass of yours," Jockguy said, pulling me in for one last kiss. "Ok, I really have to go. See ya later, sexy." Jockguy slapped my ass as he walked out the door.

The Beach Boys, Pt. 1

2010-08-26T04:15:00.001-07:00

I love the beach. More specifically, I love the Oregon coast. For those of you who have never been to the Oregon coast, you are missing out. It's some of the most beautiful coastline in the country. And the best part? EVERY inch of it is public land. There is no private ownership of beaches in Oregon. That means 300+ miles of diverse coastline is open for exploration.

The Beach Boys, Pt. 1

Jockguy and I were out at dinner about a week and a half ago. I had gotten out of class the week before and the rest of my summer was free, besides a couple days working. We had discussed taking a trip somewhere, either camping or getting a hotel.

"I'm kinda over the whole camping thing," I said. "I liked it when I was younger but now I prefer a mattress and bathroom."

"You are such a pussy!" Jockguy laughed. "Camping is awesome. Being outside and listening to the sounds at night. It's fun."

"The idea of camping is fun. I love being outside. I love curling up in a sleeping bag and hearing the sounds of the outdoors," I said. "But not having a shower or a sink. Or having to use an outhouse..." my whiny voice trailed off.

"Oh my god!" Jockguy gave me an aggravated look. "So, when did you have the surgery?"

"What?" I asked confused. "What surgery?"

"The surgery where you replaced your penis with a vagina," Jockguy deadpanned.

"Go fuck yourself!"

"I'm gonna have to fuck myself now that you HAVE A VAGINA!" We both started laughing.

"Seriously though. You, me, a tent, one sleeping bag? That would be A LOT of fun."

I knew he was right. My cock plumped up thinking about being naked with Jockguy in a tent, fucking wildly.

"Yeah, that sounds pretty hot. Fuck, alright. Camping it is."

"You are so easy! All I had to do was get us naked in a tent and you caved."

"I know. I actually want to camp. I just felt like whining a little." I winked at Jockguy.

"You are such a pain in the ass."

"Thanks," I replied. "So, where do you wanna go then? The beach?"

"Yeah, that's what I was thinking. The weather is supposed to be nice."

We continued to discuss our trip while we ate. By the time the check came, we had decided on which part of the coast we would stay at and what we would do there. We planned to leave that Friday, 3 days away.

Friday came quickly. I loaded my tent, sleeping bags, and clothes into my car and heading to pick Jockguy up. I went to his apartment and knocked on the door. A minute later, he opened the door, wearing only a towel.

"What the fuck!" I yelled in a mock-annoyed voice. "I've been ready to leave for an hour and you are still naked?!?"

"If you don't shut up, this will be that last time you see me naked this weekend!" Jockguy yelled over his shoulder while running to his room.

"Like you could holdout for a weekend," I muttered softly.

"I heard that!"

I walked down the hall and into Jockguy's room. He was completely naked, looking in his closet for something to wear. I leaned against the wall and admired his perfect body. Jockguy noticed and turned around, facing me. I lifted my eyebrows and motioned my head towards the bed.

Jockguy started laughing. "I thought we had to leave?!"

"Well, it's not like we HAVE to leave. Another 20 minutes isn't gonna hurt."

"If it was actually only 20 minutes, I'd say 'ok'. But you KNOW we will end up fucking for 2 hours, exhaust ourselves and bail on the trip." Jockguy turned back towards the closet and grabbed some clothes.

"Well, hurry the fuck up then!" I yelled, laughing.

"Watch it! That's 2 strikes," Jockguy replied.

"How many do I get?"

"You are only supposed to get 3 but I always give you about 20."

"And my looks pay off again!"

"God, you are annoying," Jockguy said, pulling a pair of cargo shorts on.

"Whatever. You love it."

Jockguy smiled and slipped into some flip flops. He grabbed a backpack from his bed and headed out the door. I followed him. He locked up the apartment and we got in the car.

"How long is the drive?" Jockguy asked as we pulled out of the parking lot.

"About an hour or so. Which means I expect roadhead AT LEAST twice."

"You better stop and get a hooker then."

"Don't tempt me!"

The drive to the beach was nice. The weather was perfect; sunny, warm and and not a cloud in sight. Jockguy and I talked the whole way there.

About an hour after leaving Jockguy's apartment, we arrived at the beach. We found our campground. It was a first come, first serve campground. We drove around, looking for a private, secluded campsite. Luckily, the campground was practically empty. We found a nice spot under some trees, about 50ft. away from the next closest site. I pulled in to the spot and shut off the car.

"Ok, go put up the tent while I sit here and watch," I said straight faced.

Jockguy punched me in the shoulder. "Get your ass up and help me!"

We grabbed the tent and put it up. I grabbed my sleeping bag and clothes and threw them in the tent.

"Did you bring padding to sleep on?" Jockguy asked.

"Uhhh, no. I've never used padding."

"But the ground is hard. That's gonna suck."

"Who has the vagina now?"

Jockguy stared at me and then started laughing.

"We can stop and grab something when go to dinner," I said, heading towards the car. I grabbed my camera and a football. "Let's head down to the beach."

We walked about half a mile before reaching the beach. Everything was perfect. The weather was awesome, the beach was empty and I was with Jockguy. We threw the football back and forth for a while, talking.

After about 20 minutes, we decided to walk towards a group of rocks south of us about half a mile. We walked along the edge of the water, Jockguy's arm around my waist. I stopped every now and then to take some pictures... and to kiss Jockguy. If I hadn't been afraid of getting sand in my crack, I would have taken him right there ;-)

We reached the rocks and began exploring them. For those of you who have never been to the Oregon coast, it isn't just sandy beaches. We have those, but we have so much more than that too. My favorite thing to do is go out on the rocks when the tide is out and look at the tide pools. Jockguy and I did this, finding sea urchins, starfish, rock fish, sea anemones, crabs, and a very phallic looking sea cucumber-type thing. We walked and searched the rocks for at least an hour.

"You ready to go grab some dinner?" Jockguy asked. "I'm starving."

"Yeah, me too."

We made our way up the beach and back to the campsite. I went to the tent to change my clothes. Standing in my underwear about to put on a pair of jeans, I felt a hand on my ass. I turned around and saw Jockguy giving me a devious smile.

"I thought you were hungry? And if you say 'I am. I'm hungry for cock', I'm getting in the car and leaving you."

Jockguy started laughing. He didn't say anything. Instead, he moved his hand under the waistband of my underwear, pulling them down. Soon the were at my feet. Jockguy got onto his knees and began licking my soft cock. He took it into his mouth where it began to swell.

"Fuck, I love your mouth," I said, grabbing Jockguys head with both of my hands.

My cock was now fully hard. I began to thrust my hips and slowly facefuck Jockguy. He took my cock to the base with every thrust. His right hand found it's way to my ass, where it began probing my hole. He continued to suck my dick and rub my hole.

After about 10 minutes, I was ready to explode.

"Fuck, I'm gonna cum!"

Jockguy deepthroated my cock and slipped his middle finger up my ass at the same time. That sent me over the edge.

"Fuuuuccckkkk!" was all I could say. My balls emptied into Jockguys mouth. 5 or 6 huge jets of cum shot into his mouth and down his throat. Jockguy swallowed every drop. He kept my cock in his mouth until it went soft. He then pulled up and gave me an intense kiss. I could taste my cum on his tongue. Jockguy pulled away and smiled.

"You ready to go to dinner now?" He unzipped the tent and walked towards the car. I just stood there, still in a daze.

"You coming or not?" Jockguy called out. I snapped out of it, got dressed and got in the car.

"Where do you wanna eat?" I asked.

"I don't care. What ever you want."

We drove into town and found a cool restaurant on the river that empties into the ocean. We talked and ate for about an hour and a half. I was in heaven. Just being with Jockguy is fun. We finished our meal and headed back to the campground.

On our way back, Jockguy spotted a sporting goods store.

"Pull over and lets get some kind of pad or foam to sleep on."

I pulled over and we went intot he store. We found the camping section and the sleeping mats. Jockguy looked intense as he compared the different thicknesses.

"Does it really matter?" I asked. "I'm gonna pound you so hard, you won't care what you sleeping on."

He looked up at me with a smile. "I don't wanna hurt my back."

I coughed and said "pussy!" at the same time.

Jockguy stared at me.

"Strike 3?" I asked.

"And 4!"

Jockguy grabbed the thickest, biggest foam pad at the store and bought it. I also grabbed some firewood. We headed back to the campground.

When we got there, Jockguy went into the tent and set the bed up. I strated a fire in the fire pit. The sun set and the air became cool. The fire warmed us as the night went on. Jockguy and I sat around the fire, talking and holding each other. Around 11pm, we decided to head to bed.

I followed Jockguy into the tent. I got in and zipped up the tent behind me. When I turned around, Jockguy was lying on our bed.

"Come here, sexy," Jockguy said.

I kicked off my shoes and shirt and laid next to Jockguy. We began to kiss.

"This is foam is awesome!" I said, breaking our kiss.

Jockguy pulled my lips back to his, not replying. His hands moved up and down my back and stomach. Jockguy turned me on my back and climbed on top of me.

"Fuck, you are hot," I moaned.

We continued to makeout and grind against each other. I put my head under Jockguys shirt and felt his ripped stomach. I love his body.

Jockguy sat up and pulled his shirt and sweatshirt off, revealing his tan and toned torso. He grabbed my hands and pinned them above my head.

"I told you this would be fun,' Jockguy said with a huge smile.

"Anywhere with you is fun."

"Wow, a compliment. I was expecting some smart ass comment that I would make you pay for later."

"The nights not over yet," I laughed.

Jockguy leaned down and began kissing my neck. I started to maon. He kissed and licked my neck, then moved down to my chest and began sucking and nibbling my nipples. From there, he moved down my abs to the top of my jeans. Jockguy unlatched my belt and unbuttoned my jeans. Before I knew it, I was completely naked. Jockguy stood and kicked his shorts and underwear off. His big, 8in cock sprung to attention. He got back on top of me, smothering my body with is own. Our hard dicks rubbed against each other, both getting coated with a mixture of out precum. We kissed and rolled around, both getting warm and sweaty.

Eventually, I ended up on top of Jockguy. I straddled him so his hard cock was against my waiting hole. Jockguy spit in his hand and rubbed it on his dick and on my ass. I grabbed his cock and guided towards my hole. When it was in position, I lowered myself onto it.

"Ohhhh, fuck! I love that ass!" Jockguy moaned.

I lowered myself all the way down on Jockguys cock. The pleasure overrode the pain. I leaned down and kissed Jockguy while my hole got used to the familiar dick inside it.

After a couple minutes, I wispered in Jockguy's ear. "I'm ready."

With that, Jockguy began to buck his hips, sending his raw cock in and out of my ass. He gabbed my waist and held it down while he thrust into my hole. I began to kiss him ass he statred pounding my hole.

"Fuck... Fuck me... Harder..."

Jockguy hugged me around the waist and in one move, flip us, so I was on my back and Jockguy was on top of me. He grabbed my legs and began to pound my ass.

I grabbed my cock and began to furiously jerk it. Jockguys cock was hitting my prostrate, sending wave after wave of pleasure through out my body. He continued to pound away.

After about 10 minutes, I was ready to cum. I pumped my cock as fast as I could.

"I'm cumming! Im cumming!" I yelled.

My cock erupted, shooting a hot load all over my chest and stomach. One shot hit my neck and cheek. Jockguy conntinued to fuck me.

"Get on your hands and knees," Jockguy said, pulling out.

Covered in my own hot cum, I hopped up onto my hands and knees, presenting my ass for Jockguy. He got behind me and guided his cock to my hole. He stuck just the head in. Grabbing my shoulders with each hand, Jockguy got ready to pound.

"You ready?" he asked, panting.

"Pound me!"

Gripping my shoulders, Jockguy thrust his big cock all the way into my hole. I instantly became hard again. Jockguy assaulted my ass, pulling out almost all the way, then cramming back in. After a couple of minutes, I was ready to cum again. I grabbed my cock and began to stroke while Jockguy pounded me from behind.

"You want my load?" Jockguy moaned.

"Yeah, cum in my hole!"

Jockguy grabbed me around the waist and with one last thrust exploded into my used, slutty hole. I felt the warmth of his jizz as he seeded me. I began cumming for the second time in 10 minutes.

I collapsed on the sleeping bag, pulling Jockguy down with me. He laid on top of me, his cock, and load, buried deep inside me. We laid there, catching our breath.

Eventually, Jockguy pulled out, leaving my hole slightly gaping and and filled with cum. I turned towards Jockguy and we began to kiss and cuddle. After a couple minutes, we got into the sleeping bag.

"This kicks the shit out of a hotel, doesn't it?" Jockguy asked.

"Yeah, it really does. I'm really glad we did this," I replied kissing Jockguy.

We made out and talked for another hour or so before falling asleep in each other's arms.

Catching up with Jockguy

2010-08-20T06:46:00.000-07:00

Many of you have emailed asking about Jockguy. Apparently, you like him as much as I do! Well, I'm happy to report that Jockguy and I still keep in touch. In fact, we do more than stay in touch. Since last November, when Jockguy and I first started talking online, we've become great, great, great friends. Here's a little rundown of our time together since we last heard from Jockguy.

The last encounter with Jockguy that I have posted was from last December. We had a marathon 8 load filled night before we both left school for winter break. Over our winter break, Jockguy and I talked constantly, either online or on the phone. We hit it off right off the bat, in and out of bed.

When school resumed in January, Jockguy and I started hanging out. We went to a couple basketball games and went out to parties together. I was adopted into his group of friends and he into mine. By February, we were the best of friends, almost inseparable.

All the while this was happening, Jockguy and I were NOT fucking on a regular basis. Neither of us was out and we both had roommates which makes it hard to scream, yell, and moan ;)

Every now and then, a roommate would go home for the weekend or stay overnight at a girlfriends house. Every time this happened, Jockguy would immediately get a call from me or he would immediately call me. We would rush to the other's empty apartment and fuck each other's brains out, knowing we might not get the chance for a LONG time.

As Spring Break approached, I was getting closer and closer to coming out to my friends, including my roommate. The night before I left for the break, I sat my roommate down and came out. He was beyond awesome about it . In fact, he was pissed that I thought he wouldn't be ok with it! After that positive experience, I decided it was time to come out to my friends. That night at a party, I took about 10 of them aside at different times and told them. They were ALL really cool about it.

That night, I went to Jockguy's apartment, which he had to himself. I told him how awesome and supportive everyone was. He was really happy for me and told me he had considered telling his friends. We ended up talking most of the night, before falling asleep on the couch.

The Thursday of Spring Break, I got a call from Jockguy. He had just come out to about 10 of his close friends. They were all supportive. He said he was relieved to out but also to be able to invite me over to fuck anytime he wanted to :)

Coming back to school and being out to those I cared about was a great feeling. Both Jockguy and I felt free-er. We got together at least once a week to fuck, in addition to the other times we went to dinner together, hung out with friends or went to parties. This remained through the end of the school year in June.

This summer has been really great. This is the first summer I have stayed in town. Usually, I'd head home until the end of September. But having Jockguy in town gave me plenty of incentive to stay. We see each other almost everyday and fuck at least once a week. He's the constant in my social life right now.

Now, as you know, I've been with other guys since I met Jockguy. If I'm remembering correctly, since first meeting him, I've been with 11 guys, a number of them more than once. He has been with a couple other guys but not a lot (I think the number is 4). We are both aware of it and sort of have an understanding (he affectionately calls me his "cute little slut" lol). We are both fairly new to the gay sex thing and both would like to explore some.

Our relationship is sort of hard to define. At times, I feel like we are boyfriends. He is all I need, and honestly, all I want. Other times, we feel like really good friends with benefits.

I really love getting together with hot guys and trading loads. I absolutely love it. But if Jockguy told me to stop and just be with him, I definitely would. I have a feeling he feels the same way but we haven't exactly talked about it. And until we do, I'm going to keep swapping cum with hotties :)

Q & A

2010-08-17T19:20:00.000-07:00

In my last post, I opened myself up for questions from the peanut gallery. Here they are.

Q: You say you are bi but in your stories you tell people you are gay. Which is it?

A: I had a couple people ask me this question. I consider myself bi because I like women and enjoy sex with them. But I enjoy sex with guys better. I would say 80-90% of the sex I have is with guys. I tell people I'm gay because it's easier than explaining what I just wrote :)

Q: What part of the country are you in?

A: I'm in the Pacific NW, more specifically Oregon. I'm a student at the U of Oregon in Eugene.

Q: Do you like non-sexual dates? Do you date women?

A: You may not believe this but I LOVE romantic, non-sexual dates! I'm actually a pretty romantic guy. Some of the best times I've had with Jockguy are when I cook him dinner and then we cuddle while watching a movie. And, yes, I date women. I've had serious gf's in the past. I'm not currently dating anyone, guy or girl, though.

Q:You said you played sports in high school. Which ones?

A: I played football, basketball and I wrestled and did track & field. I played football, basketball and track for all 4 years and wrestled for 2. I liked wrestling but it interfered too much with basketball. For my first 2 years in hs, I wrestled and played basketball at the same time. I would not advise that! I had no time whatsoever.

Q: Do you ever feel unsafe when you go to a random guys house or apartment?

A: Hahaha. The short answer is not anymore! When I first started hooking up off online sites with random guys, I felt a little unsafe. But I'm a pretty big, muscular guy and I can take care of myself. I tend to like guys skinnier and not as muscular as myself. I almost always have 20lbs. on the guys I meet up with. I like my chances in a fight :)

Q: Do you PnP?

A: Nope. I'm not into any drugs besides pot.

Q: What are you studying at school?

A: I'd rather not give you a specific major. Let's just say I love science :)

Q: What do you and your friends do when you hang out?

A: Obviously it depends. Sometimes we go to the bars and hangout and drink. Other times we stay in and watch tv or movies. When it's nice outside, we do things outdoors - play basketball, football, ultimate frisbee. I have a couple close friends I hang with all the time. We go to football and basketball games together whenever possible.

Q: Do you still see Jockguy?

A: Short answer - yes! Stay tuned for a longer, hotter answer :)

Q: Do you plan on being a cumslut forever?

A: Hard to say. I see myself settling down, so the slutting around will eventually stop. But being in a committed relationship with a guy means as much raw sex as I want :)

There you have it. Hope this sheds more light on me in and out of the bedroom. Feel free to keep asking questions if you'd like.

(Non-sex) Announcement

2010-08-10T19:49:00.000-07:00

In one of my introductory posts, I said this blog would focus just on my sex life. I think I'm going to change that up a little. I'm not going to give you a minute-by-minute, twitter-like glimpse into my life but I'll open myself up a little more. So far, writing this blog has been sort of relaxing and theropeutic. It's much more of an outlet for me than I thought it would be!

With that being said, I don't know what you guys want to read about. If 95% of you think me blabbing about some party I went to last Saturday is boring as fuck, I'd like to know. So I am opening myself up for questions from you guys. Leave them in the comment section or email me and I will get you an answer. I will answer (almost) any question on my sex life or everyday life. From your questions, I will hopefully be able to get a grasp on what you find interesting and what you find a complete waste of time!

For those of you that don't give a shit and are only here for my sex life... don't worry! I'm not taking the blog in a different. A majority of the posts will still be about me giving and taking loads! I just thought it would be fun to open myself up a little more :)

Turning Awkward into Awesome

2010-08-03T00:34:00.000-07:00

I think I mentioned in one of my first stories that I find my guys online. Craigslist and adam4adam are my favorites. And before you go looking for me on a4a know that I've made it pretty hard to identify which one is mine. Don't waste your time ;-)

Anyways, as I was saying, I like to use the internet for hookups. Part of the reason is convenience. With one click of a mouse I can look at numerous hot guys looking for fun. Another reason is because, well, I'm HORRIBLE at picking people up. It's actually kind of sad! Being somewhat out has helped a little but it's still very awkward. Sure, I've picked guys up at bars or clubs before but it's very rare. And I have to be slightly intoxicated :-)

Turning Awkward into Awesome:

This summer has been a little slow for me. My hours at work were cut down, leaving me with WAY too much time on my hands. And me being the slight nerd I am, I decided to take a class. My school has a summer session where you can take 8 and 4 week classes. I figured it couldn't hurt to take a 4 week class for 4 credits. I looked up the class catalog online and found a class I needed that also sounded somewhat entertaining.

I love the first day of class. Not for the reason of learning but for the opportunity to look at new hotties. I arrived at class a little early and got a prime seat. People slowing started to trickle in. For the most part, the guys weren't too impressive. There were a couple hotties but most were just average (which isn't always a bad thing!).

As the top of the hour got closer and people started settling in their seats, I glanced around the room. On the other side of the room, hidden away in the corner, was a hot guy whom I must have missed walk in. He had black hair and a cute, tan face with a couple days worth of stubble (which is fucking hot, btw). He had a somewhat Greek/Mediterranean look about him. His legs were toned/muscular and had a nice covering of dark hair. I couldn't see the rest of him as he was sitting down but even Ray Charles (too soon?!) could see he was hot. The professor began talking, taking my attention away from the hottie in the corner. As class ended, I looked in the direction of the hottie, and saw him stand up and stretch. He was about my height and probably weighed 180. His arms were toned and flexed when he stretched. I could see his defined chest pressing against his tight t-shirt. I began to get hard and left the room before attracting attention to myself.

The next week and a half went by uneventful. I made sure to get to class at the last possible moment and then seat myself as close to the hottie as possible. One day I sat behind him and missed most of the lecture while staring at his ass and arms. At this point, this was all I could do. There was no way in hell I was going to make a move. I was fine with just staring at him.

Last Monday, I arrived right as the professor was giving his overview of the upcoming lecture. There was a seat behind the hottie. I took it and began gawking at the hunk in front of me. I was pulled out of my daydreaming when I heard the professor mention the midterm that was in 3 days.

Fuck! I had totally forgotten about the midterm. They come up very quickly during a 4 week class. I immediately began thinking about when and where to study. Sex and lust would have to take a backseat to school... again.

The next night, I headed to the school library. I went to my favorite spot on one of the top floors. It was tucked away in a corner and was usually vacant, especially during the summer. I made my way through the stacks of old books, my head totally in studying mode.

As I turned the corner to my studying spot I was stopped cold. Sitting with books open and headphones on was the hottie from class. I turned around and ducked between a couple stacks of books.

Shit! I can't study with him there. I popped my head around the corner and saw him concentrating on the textbook. Fuck, he's cute! I stood there for 5 minutes arguing with myself. I finally decided to go sit down and try to study. I couldn't resist the chance at getting to look at him.

I took a deep breathe and started to walk towards the tables. He was on the far left, so I took a spot at the table on the far right. As I sat down I looked in his direction. He was lost in whatever was playing on his iPod because he didn't look up. I pulled out my books and began to study.

About 30 minutes later, I was deep in thought, taking notes and going over the lectures. Studying in the presence of hotness wasn't as hard as I thought. While going over some notes from an early lecture, I heard footsteps. I glanced up and saw the hottie walking towards me, textbook in hand. Fuck! My heart started to pound. Play it cool! And, for the love of God, don't stare at his crotch!

"Hey, you're in my class aren't you?" the hottie asked, holding up his textbook so I could see the cover.

"Umm... Yeah," I stuttered in response.

"I thought so. I'm Mike." (not his real name lol)

"I'm C.C."

"Have you gone over chapter 7 yet?" Mike asked.

"I was just about to. I'm almost done with chapter 6." My eyes darted as I tried not to make too much eye contact with him.

"Do you understand it? I'm a little lost."

"Uhh, yeah. I have a good grasp on it."

"Oh, thank God. I don't get it. You mind helping me a little?" Mike asked, seeming relieved.

"Ummm... Yeah, sure. Give me a couple minutes to finish this chapter up then we can get started." I didn't really need to finish the previous chapter but I did need a couple minutes to gain some composure!

"No problem. Just holler when you're ready," Mike said, returning to his table.

For the next five minutes I pretended to look over my notes and textbook. But the test was the farthest thing from my mind. I was trying to calm myself and get ready to help Mike. I finally decided I was ready and called him over.

Mike grabbed his stuff and met me at my table.

"Thanks for this. I'm stuck on this shit and I really don't want to go see the professor. He seems like a dick," Mike said.

"Yeah, he's a major dick," I agreed. "I've had him before. He's actually gotten better!"

"That's hard to believe," Mike chuckled.

"It's true. I had him last year and he was a total asshole. He was always yelling and calling people out for no reason. He thinks he's God's gift to teaching. He's a tool."

Mike laughed. "Why don't you tell me what you REALLY think?!"

"Sorry," I said, blushing. "He just really pisses me off."

"No, it's cool. The guy is a dick." Mike smiled at me as he said it. Fuck! He's so hot.

There was an awkward silence. Mike finally broke it. We got into studying. It turned out he wasn't as lost as he thought he was. I helped by pointing a couple things out but he, for the most part, understood the material pretty well.

Mike stayed at my table after I helped him. We would study for 10 minutes then talk for 15. It wasn't great for test prep but I didn't care. Mike was cute, hot, funny and easy to talk to. In the middle of an argument about which is better, Family Guy or the Simpsons (Family Guy all the way!), the loud speaker crackled to life. The recording told us the library would be closing in 30 minutes.

"Well, I better get going," Mike said, closing his book.

Shit, I can't let him leave. What the hell do I do?

"You know, the Simpsons hasn't been relevant in about 10 years. And I'm being generous with that amount," I blurted out. I didn't really believe that but I had to keep talking with him.

"Are you kidding me! The Simpsons is legendary! Family Guy is the Simpsons for dummies!"

I started to put my books and papers away.

"Whatever. Family Guy is fucking hilarious. They are always doing shit the Simpsons would never DREAM of doing! The Simpsons is like Sesame Street compared to Family Guy."

We put our backpacks on and started walking towards the stairs.

"How can you be from Oregon, where the Simpsons is set, and not like them?!"

"I have taste," I said, straight faced.

"Wow, you're kind of a smartass, aren't you?"

"Maybe," I said, laughing. We walked down the stairs and made our way to the front doors. I have to keep this going! This guy is awesome.

"You wanna grab some food?" I blurted out.

Mike looked at me and didn't say anything.

"Uhh, if not that's cool. I was just gonna grab something," I said, trying to backtrack.

"No, that sounds good," Mike said. "What are you in the mood for?"

I almost said "You" but I restrained myself. "How about pizza?"

"I was thinking pizza too," Mike said. "Which one? There's about 10 places."

"Pegasus. It's closest and I haven't had it in a while."

"Sounds good."

We made our way out of the library and onto the pizza place. We decided to split a medium. Mike ordered and paid for it.

"I got it," Mike said, pushing my cash filled hand away. "This is for helping me earlier."

"You don't have to do that," I objected. "I didn't even help you that much. You aren't as dumb as you look."

Mike looked at me and started laughing. "Fuck you! Maybe I should make you pay."

"Naw, you already said I didn't have to. Can't take it back," I said smiling. "But I'll buy you a beer."

"Sweet."

We found a seat and talked while we drank our beer and waited for our pizza. I was getting more and more comfortable around Mike. He has a way of making people comfortable. But I wasn't quite sure if he was interested or not. Nothing he said or did tipped me off to him being gay or bi. And I couldn't tell whether his friendliness was just that or whether he was flirting. I have never been good at knowing who is interested or not. Unless they blatantly let it be known, I'm always confused.

Our pizza came and we mauled it. I hadn't eaten in a long time and from the way Mike inhaled his pizza, he hadn't either. The pizza was quickly gone. We continued to talk for a while. During a lull in the conversation, I decided to put my cards on the table. I grabbed my glass of beer, which was about a 1/4 of the way full and downed it. I took a deep breathe.

"Uhh... Can I tell you something?" I said, scarred to death.

"Um, sure. What is it?"

"Well, umm, I've never really done this. But... ummm... well, I'm... uhhh... I'm gay." I looked up at Mike. He had a half-smile across his face.

"Annndddd?" Mike said.

"Ummm... well... I... well, are... uhh..."

"Oh my God, you are horrible at this!," Mike said, laughing. "Dude, it's ok. I kinda figured it out. You don't try to hide the fact that you are checking me out."

My face got instantly red. I was beyond embarrassed.

"Dude, it's cool. I check you out when I can too. Except I'm a little better at hiding it than you are." Mike's face curled into a big smiled. I laughed, relieved at the way things were working out.

"So... uhh... you're gay too?" I asked, timidly.

"Uh, I'm not really sure," Mike laughed. "I'm still working on that."

"Well, do you like having sex with guys?" I asked, feeling much more relaxed.

"Well, yeah but -"

"That's all I need to know," I said, cutting Mike off. I smiled and raised my eyebrows.

Mike looked at me and finished his beer off.

"I'm out of beer. You want me to grab the next round?" Mike asked, getting up from his chair.

"I have beer at my place. I'll only charge you half of what it cost here." I was fucking horny. I couldn't believe what had just happened. I was determined to get Mike naked that night.

"Do you take plastic?!" Mike asked.

"No, but we can work something out. I live about 5 minutes away."

Mike looked at me with a serious look on his face. I returned the look with a smirk. All of a sudden, his face melted into a devious smile.

"Well, let's get going then."

I hopped out of my chair and practically ran to the door. Mike and I walked in the direction of my apartment. We walked in silence for the first little bit. I decided to break the silence.

"So, you've known I've been checking you out in class?"

Mike laughed. "Yeah, I figured it out the second day. I caught you looking at me when I dropped my pen."

"And you were interested?"

"Well, yeah. You are cute and hot. Of course I was interested."

"Why didn't you say anything then?"

"Why didn't YOU say anything?"

"Because I'm an awkward, social retard."

"From what I've seen, it's true!"

"Thanks. So, did you ask me for help just to get me in the sack?" I asked, raising my eyebrows.

"You'd like to think so, wouldn't you," Mike responded with a smile. "No, I actually needed help. I was pretty lucky you came to the library and sat where you did. I actually told myself not to flirt or do anything with you. So much for that!"

We both laughed.

"So what changed your mind then?"

"That performance of yours after dinner. Your stuttering and bumbling was so pitiful I had to say yes." Mike paused before laughing.

"Do you take joy in my awkwardness?"

"A little bit."

"Well, whatever. You're on your way to my apartment, so I guess it worked!" I said.

"No, in all honesty, it was the stuttering and bumbling. But I didn't think it was pitiful, I thought it was cute," Mike said. "Plus, your ass looks great in those shorts." Mike reached over and slapped my ass. I wanted to jump him right there on the side walk.

"You like to top or bottom?" I asked.

"Either," Mike answered.

"How about both?" I countered.

Mike smiled widely. "I can't say no to that!"

We arrived at my complex. I led Mike to my apartment and opened the door.

"You have a roommate?" Mike asked.

"Yeah but he's cool. Looks like he's gone anyways. You want a beer?"

"Yeah."

I grabbed a couple of beers out of the fridge and met Mike at the couch. We popped the tops and sat in silence while drinking. I put my right hand on Mike's leg. He returned the favor, rubbing my right quad. I set my beer on the coffee table to free up my other hand. I began rubbing his stomach with it. I moved in and pressed my lips to Mike's.

We started to slowly makeout. Short, sweet kisses. Mike started exploring my stomach and chest with his hands. He grabbed my shirt and pulled it up. I lifted my arms up and Mike took my shirt all the way off. He started kissing and licking my chest while he lowered me on to the couch.

Mike pressed his body on top of mine, grinding his hips into mine. I grabbed his head and pulled it into my own. Our lips met again. This time, I opened my mouth, inviting in his tongue. Our tongues met and started exploring each other. Mike continued grinding his hips and hardening cock into mine.

Mike pulled away from our kiss and ripped his shirt off. He was very tan and had a nice dusting of dark hair on his chest. There was a dark trail that went from his chest to his stomach and further south.

"You are fucking hot, dude!" I exclaimed.

Mike didn't respond. Instead, he bent back down and continued to kiss me. The feeling of his bare chest on mine was amazing. The heat from our bodies radiated off each other. I grabbed at his back while we madeout. We both began to sweat.

Mike pulled off our kiss again. He started kissing his way down my neck and chest. He kissed my abs and went down to wear my skin hid under the waist of my shorts. While still kissing my warm skin, Mike unbuttoned my shorts. I lifted up, allowing him to pull my shorts all the way off.

Mike began to nibble at my cock through the fabric of my boxer briefs. He licked the dark spot where my precum had leaked.

"Let's head to my room," I said, slightly out of breathe.

I hopped up and led Mike down the hall to my bedroom. When we got inside, I resumed kissing Mike. We kissed standing up for a while. Then, without warning, Mike tossed me on the bed. I laid on my back and watched as my dropped his cargo shorts. Apparently, he wasn't wearing anything underneath because his hard, tan cock popped out. It was about 7 inches and moderately thick. He was uncut with a nice trimmed bush.

Mike crawled onto the bed and positioned himself over me. I grabbed his ass and pulled him onto myself. We started to kiss again. Mike's scruff tickled my face as we madeout.

I pulled off of our kiss and told Mike to bring his cock to my mouth. He scooted up my body, bringing his cock closer to my face. I grabbed it and stuck it in my mouth. It was wonderful. His foreskin was soft. I began to take more and more of it in my mouth. Mike began to buck his hips and slowly face fuck me.

"Oh yeah. Suck my dick." Mike began to moan quietly.

I continued to suck his dick, while at the same time pulling my underwear off. With my hard cock free, I begin to stroke it. I continued to suck Mike, taking in all 7 inches.

Mike pulled his cock out of my mouth.

"You wanna get fucked?" he asked.

"Yeah, I want you to pound me," I responded, with a big smile.

"I can do that! Do you have condoms?"

"Nope," I said honestly. If they ask for condoms and I have them, which is rare, I always provide them.

"Neither do I," Mike said. "You ok without one? I'm clean. Got tested 3 weeks ago."

"Yeah, I actually prefer without. I'm clean as well. I actually got tested last week."

Mike smiled and started kissing me again. He pulled away and off my body. Grabbing my ankles, he lifted my legs in the air, exposing my hole. Reaching down, Mike pulled apart my cheeks and started to rub my hole with his finger.

"Mmmm, that feels good."

Mike then bent down and started licking my ass. He kissed and licked around my hole. It drove me crazy. I love having my ass eaten. Mike's tongue finally found my pucker and began to lube it. Slowly, he pushed his tongue into my ass. I moaned from the amazing feeling it gave me. Mike continued to rim me.

After my hole was sufficiently lubed, Mike came up for air. He spit in his hand and lubed up his dick. I grabbed my legs and pulled them up in preparation for the fucking I was about to receive.

Mike positioned his cock against my hole and slowly pushed forward. His cockhead popped in, sending a great sensation up my spine. He slowly kept pushing forward until he bottomed out. Leaning down, Mike started to kiss me. As he did, he began to slowly fuck me.

Mike and I madeout while he loosened my up. I softly moaned as his cock penetrated me. After a couple of minutes my ass was accepting my cock without trouble.

"You ready for that pounding now?!" Mike asked with a smile.

"Of course! Give me all you've got!"

Mike began to pick up his pace. He grabbed my ankles and elevated my legs. His balls started to slap against my ass. His chest became moist with sweat.

"Oh fuck! That feels awesome," I moaned. "Fuck my ass!"

Mike began to increase his speed and force. His cock was punishing my hole. It hit my prostate. I was in a daze, delirious from the amazing feeling.

I began to rub Mike's chest and abs with my hands. I ran them up and down his tan body, feeling his muscles contact with every thrust. I could feel the wetness of his sweat as he pounded me. I was in heaven.

After about 20 minutes of toe-curling fucking, Mike pulled out.

"Your turn," Mike said.

He leaned down and began sucking my cock. He ran his hands up and down my torso while his head bobbed up and down on my cock.

"Turn your ass towards me," I said.

Mike did so. His perfect, hairy ass was staring me in the face while he sucked my cock. I wasted no time. I pulled his cheeks apart and dove into his ass, my tongue leading the way. He tasted amazing. Salty, musky and manly. My tongue probed his ass, going deeper each time I thrust it in. I ate his ass out while he suck me for a couple of minutes.

Mike pulled off of my dick and turned around. He straddled my body, positioning his well lubed hole over my hard dick. He grabbed my cock and guided it to his hole. The warmth of his hole on my dick head was amazing. Slowly, Mike lowered himself onto my hard rod. After about a minute, my cock was balls deep in Mike's tan ass.

I held Mike up and slowly began to buck my hips.

"Fuck, dude, you are really tight," I exclaimed. "You feel amazing."

"I haven't been fucked in a while," Mike responded. "Your cock feels great in there."

Mike began to bounce himself up and down on my cock. He grabbed his hard dick and began to stroke it and moan. After a couple minutes, we had a great rhythm going. Every time I thrust up, Mike would push down. His ass tightly gripped my cock.

Mike continued bouncing up and down on my cock, moaning and jacking his dick. I reached up and rubbed his sweaty stomach and chest. He was fucking hot. I began to thrust faster and faster.

"Fuck... fuck... fuck..." Mike moaned. "Fuck me!"

I grabbed Mike's hips and pulled him into me every time I thrust up. I was getting as deep into his ass as I could. His ass was so tight I couldn't take much more.

"I'm close. Where do you want me to cum?" I asked, panting.

"I don't care!" Mike moaned.

I began to thrust harder. I pulled Mike into me and slammed his ass.

"Fuck, I'm cumming!" I yelled. My cock spasmed and burst deep in Mikes hot hole. 5 shots of hot jizz poured into Mike's used hole. My balls were completely drained.

"Fuck, that was amazing," I said after regaining some composure. "Your ass is so fucking tight."

Mike, still sitting on my hard cock, leaned down and kissed me.

"That was fucking awesome. You are a great top," Mike said in between kisses.

"Thanks", I said, feeling my cheeks grow red with embarrassment. "But now it's my tuen to be a great bottom."

"You're ok getting fucked after cumming?" Mike asked, surprised.

I laughed.

"What's so funny?" Mike asked.

"Nothing. You're the second guy in a month that was surprised I liked to get fucked after cumming."

"Not many guys like it," Mike said. "But if you are ok with it, I am!"

Mike lifted himself off of my slightly deflated dick.

"Roll over," Mike said.

I rolled onto my stomach and stuck my ass in the air. I soon felt Mike's cock head press against my hole. He slowly filled my ass up with his hard dick. This time, he didn't waste anytime; he immediately started pounding me. Mike grabbed both my arms and held them behind my back, using like the reins on a horse. He slammed into my ass without mercy, making me moan louder and louder.

"Oh fuck! Fuck me! Pound me!"

"You like that? Take my cock!"

Hitting my prostate with every thrust, Mike quickly made me hard again.

"Fuck me harder!" I screamed.

Mike obliged and kicked it up a couple notches. My ass was now loose and taking Mike's cock without a problem. He continued to slam my ass, giving me what I asked for.

After about 10 minutes, Mike released my hands and gripped me by the waist. My right hand went immediately for my hard dick. I began to jerk furiously. Soon, I stiffening as I shot my second load of the night.

"I'm... cumming!"

My cock exploded while Mike slammed my ass. I emptied 3 decent sized shot of warm cum onto my sheets below. My ass clenched.

"Fuck, I'm almost there!" Mike moaned.

Mike reached forward and grabbed my shoulders with each hand. He pulled me into his body and thrust forward as hard as he could.

"Fuuuccckkkk!" Mike's cock swelled and burst deep in my fuckhole. Mike shot 6 creamy, hot shots that coated my chute. I was instantly warmed inside by his huge load.

After his cock stopped spasming, Mike slowly pulled out of my sloppy, cummy ass. As he did, I felt a stream of warm cum leak down my leg.

"Fuck, dude. That was awesome," I said, catching my breathe.

"Yeah it was," Mike agreed.

Mike joined me on the bed, both of us lying on our backs, naked and full of each other's cum.

Harry's Wonderful Wand

2010-07-27T23:46:00.000-07:00

Harry Potter is a craze that I am dumbfounded by. The way people go crazy over it makes me slightly ill. I just don't get it. And I totally judge those that get obsessed with it :) But I have a new respect for Harry Potter fans after the encounter I had last week. This is the story of Harry and his wonderful wand...

A couple weeks ago, a guy sent me a smile on adam4adam. I looked at his profile seeing a pretty good looking guy. 21, 6', 175, 7.5 cut cock. He was toned and nicely tanned. I emailed him back and we started to talk a bit. We exchanged more pics and information and decided to hookup later in the week.

Friday night rolled around and I was very ready to begin my weekend with some fun. I got off work around 4pm and hit the river with some friends. We swam and dicked around for a couple hours. I got back to my apartment around 8:30 and checked my email. I had a message from the aforementioned hottie.

"Hey C.C. You up for hanging out tonight? I have the place to myself tonight. Give me a call at..."

I grabbed my phone and dialed the number. After a couple of rings, he picked up.

"Hello?" a deep voice said.

"Hey, this is C.C. I just got your message."

"Oh, hey! Sweet. So are you free?"

"Yeah, I'm free all night."

We decided to meet at his place 45 minutes later.

I hopped in the shower to get the smell of river water and sunscreen of of my body. After getting done in the shower and drying off, I put on a pair of hot black boxerbriefs. Over those, I wore some black cargo shorts along with a yellow t-shirt and black flip flops.

I left my apartment and made my way over to his. He lived fairly close to me, about a 10 minute walk. I found his apartment number and knocked on the door. A couple seconds later, it was opened by a very cute guy. He was wearing black sweat pants and no shirt. His torso was more defined in person than it was in pictures. His black hair was damp and he smelled freshly showered.

"Hey, come on in," he said.

"Thanks."

He closed the door behind me.

"You really need to update your pics. You are much hotter in person," I said with a smile.

He laughed. "Thanks. You look just the same as your pics."

"I hope that's a good!"

He walked over and put his arms around my waist. "It's definitely a good thing."

He leaned in and kissed me. His lips were velvety soft. I moved my hands up and down his naked back. His hands worked their way under my shirt and started to probe my chest. They finally found their destination as he tweaked my hardening nipples. I let out a soft moan. We continued to make out no more than 5 feet from the front door.

After about 10 minutes, he pulled off of my lips.

"Lets take this to the bedroom."

He grabbed my hand and led me down a dark hall to his bedroom. He opened the door and turned on the light. What I saw surprised the hell out of me. The walls of his room were COVERED with Harry Potter posters! He must have had 15-20 of them. I was completely thrown off and stopped walking.

He turned around and must have seen my confused look. "Yeah, I'm a bit of a Harry Potter fan."

"I see that," I said, bouncing back to reality.

"I promise you, I'm not a weirdo. I just love Harry Potter," he said with a nervous laugh.

I looked at him. He was fucking hot and cute. All my biases towards Harry Potter lovers went out the door.

"I think it's cute," I said, taking my shirt off.

With that, Harry (as he shall be known from here on out) quit being nervous. He grabbed me by the waist and shoved me on the bed. Crawling on top of me, Harry started kissing my chest. He kissed, licked and nibbled from nipple to nipple. I couldn't help but moan.

He worked his way down to my stomach while unbuttoning my shorts.

"Lift your ass," Harry ordered.

He pulled my shorts and underwear off with one yank. My hard cock flopped out and onto my stomach. It was leaking precum. Harry wasted no time taking my cock in his mouth. He took half of it in and started to suck me. He bobbed up and down on my hard rod, taking more and more of it in his mouth each time he went down. After a minute or so, Harry took all 7 inches of my hard dick in his mouth. He deepthroated me, his nose well nestled in my trimmed pubes.

"Oh fuck dude," I said panting. "Suck my dick!"

Harry continued sucking my rod for 5 minutes. Finally, he pulled of my dick and told me to lift my legs. I grabbed my legs and lifted them, exposing my pink hole. Harry dove into my hole with his tongue. He spread my cheeks as wide as the would go and went to town on my ass.

"Fuck... Fuck that feels good."

"You like my tongue in your hole?" Harry asked.

"I fucking love it!"

He continued to tongue fuck me. His tongue lubed and loosened my tight hole, getting it ready for the fucking it was about to receive.

"Fuck me!," I moaned. " I need you in me."

Harry stood up and spit in his hand. Smearing it on his hard dick, he looked at me. "I'm gonna pound you."

"Give me all you got," I said. Lust had taken over. I needed his cock in me. I needed to get pounded.

Harry lined his cock up with my hole and thrust forward slowly. I felt pressure as his head pushed at my hole. Finally, the pressure was relieved when Harry's head popped in my ass.

"Ohhh yeah," I moaned.

Harry started to slowly add more and more of his bare cock into my ass. He finally bottomed out.

"You ready?," he said, looking directly in my eyes.

"Fuck me."

With that, Harry pulled his cock almost all the way out of my dick and shoved it back in.

"OHHHH FUCK! Fuck my ass!"

Harry grabbed my legs by the ankles and started to pound me. His steel rod sent chills up my spine every time he thrust in and bottomed out. He pounded me, making me moan like the bottom bitch I was. After 5 minutes of intense fucking on my back, Harry pulled out.

"Get on all fours," he ordered.

I flipped around and got on my hands and knees. Harry got behind my and grabbed my hair. He slammed into my hole, making me scream, half in pleasure and half in pain. With one hand on my left shoulder, Harry pulled me into him with every thrust.

"Fuck, you are tight," Harry in his deep voice.

He released my shoulder and hair. I leaned my head and shoulders down onto the bed, leaving my ass in the air for him to pound. I began to stroke my cock with my right hand.

Harry continued to pound my ass. His cock felt amazing. He was doing everything right. I was in heaven. Pure ecstacy.

After a while, I felt my orgasm coming on.

"I'm gonna cum! Keep pounding me!"

Harry kicked it up a notch. That sent me over the edge. My cock spasmed and painted the bed with 6 huge shots of warm jizz. As I delivered my huge load, I got a little dizzy. Harry had just fucked the cum out of me.

Harry stopped fucking me after I was done cumming.

"Why did you stop?" I said after catching my breath.

"Most guys don't like to keep getting fucked after they cum."

"Well, I'm not most guys. Keep fucking me!"

With that, Harry started up again. It was like he never missed a beat. He hit my prostate, making me get hard again. I soon forgot I had just blew my load and started to stroke my hardening cock again.

5 minutes after I blew my first load, Harry was still pounding me. I was still stroking my dick and could feel another orgasm on the horizon.

"I'm gonna cum again!" I panted.

"I'm almost there too."

Harry grabbed both of my shoulders and began to assault my ass. Fast, powerful thrusts. He slammed into my prostate, sending cum shooting from my dick for the second time that night.

"Fuuucccckkkkkk!" was all I could say as I shot a decent size load.

My ass clenched as I shot and this sent Harry over the edge.

"Fuck! I'm cumming!"

With one last, powerful thrust, Harry's cock exploded in my well used hole, filling me with his hot load. His cock spasmed as he unloaded deep inside me. I could feel my hole become warm with his cum.

"Fuck! Fuck, fuck fuck!" Harry moaned.

He collapsed on my back, sending both of us into the bed. I lied there, Harry still deep inside me, catching my breath. Harry's warm breath and hot body covered me.

"Holy shit. That was amazing," he said, still breathing heavily.

I couldn't respond. I was in a daze. Having this hot guy in me and on me was all I needed.

After a couple minutes, Harry pushed himself up. He slowly pulled his still hard cock out of my cum-filled hole.

"Fuck dude, you are filled UP!"

"Just the way I like it!"

"We are definitely going to have to do this again," Harry said, as he climbed next to me on the bed.

"For sure. I'll take your load anytime you want."

I leaned into Harry and kissed his soft lips. He rolled on top of me and we made began to lightly make out.

After a while, we hopped in the shower. I got dressed and left Harry's. I met up with some friends at a bar and partied until last call with a huge load buried in my hole.

Becoming a True Cumslut

2010-07-26T02:18:00.000-07:00

I've decided to post my other story from Raw College Jock Slut about Jockguy. He plays a big part in my sex life still, so it's a nice introduction to those of you who have never read my posts before.

My second encounter with Jockguy turned into an all night cumfest! All together we ended up swapping 8 loads.

This story is from last December. I'm hoping to have new stories shortly!

Becoming a True Cumslut

Last week was a bitch. First, I fractured my wrist playing a game of football on Sunday. I had to have my arm put in a cast, going to the middle of my forearm. Then, it was finals week and, like always, I was swamped. I had a 10 page paper and 3 tests. And, unfortunately for me, all 3 tests landed on Thursday. By Tuesday, I had completed the paper and turned it in. The next day and a half was filled with nearly wall to wall studying.

Thursday came around and I was stressed out of my mind. Studying had really gotten to me, much like it always does. But I managed to make it through all 3 tests relatively well. As I handed my last test in, there was only one thought on my mind: I need to let loose and party.

I got home and called some friends. We decided to hit up a couple of house parties. For the most part, I wasn't looking for sex. I wouldn't say no but I wasn't looking. I needed to be with friends and drink... a lot.

I walked to a friend's apartment, wearing a pair of hot jeans and a dark navy blue long sleeve shirt. On the walk over, I received a couple cat calls from a group of girls on their way to yet another party. This got me a little excited. Although the point was to party, I was starting to feel a little horny.

After gather a couple more friends, we made our way to the first party. It was at a two level house, not far from campus. We walked in and made the rounds around the downstairs, talking with people we knew and some we didn't. There were a couple people from some of my classes, so I chatted with them about the test from earlier in the day. Eventually, I made my way to the kitchen and the alcohol. I grabbed a beer and went back to enjoy the party.

2 hours after arriving, I had a strong buzz going. The alcohol had finally relaxed and freed me from the stress of finals. Inhibitions lowered, I started making out with a couple of girls. At one point, there were 3 of us making out together. A triangle of tongues, if you will ;)

While making out with one particularly hot brunette, my phone started vibrating in my pocket. I pulled off of the drunk girl's lips and pulled out my phone. I had one new text... from Jockguy.

"U still in town?" the text read.

Forgetting about the girl, I typed as fast as my fingers would go. "Ya, not leaving till tmrw".

I stared at my phone, waiting for the response. A minute later, it came. "Roomy went home. U wanna come over?".

I instantly became hard. "Of course. Be there in 10" I replied.

I found my friends I had come with and told them I was going home. I left the party and practically ran in the direction of Jockguy's apartment. Since our last encounter, we had barely spoken. Most of the reason was because of finals but it still made me a little nervous about whether I would hear from him again.

Soon I was at Jockguy's door. I started to get nervous and had to take a couple deep breathes before I knocked. I heard footsteps and then the deadbolt unlatch. The door opened and there was Jockguy, looking as sexy as ever in grey sweatpants and a blue sleeveless shirt. He looked at me with his beautiful eyes and smiled.

"Hey, come on in."

"Thanks," was all I could manage to say. His smile melted me.

I walked in and Jockguy shut the door behind me. Turning around, I saw him checking me out from behind.

"You look really hot. Where did you come from?," he asked.

"I was at a party, celebrating the end of the term," I said, looking him over myself.

"You didn't leave early just to come over here, did you?," Jockguy asked.

I laughed. "Of course. I would have left my tests earlier today if you had called."

Jockguy laughed and started heading into the living room. I followed and sat next to him on the couch. He asked how my tests went and we started talking about finals. His last test was earlier in the day as well. As we continued to talk, Jockguy looked at my hand and saw my cast peeking out of my shirt.

"Did you break your arm?"

"Fractured wrist," I said. "I have to have a cast for three weeks."

"How'd that happen?"

"Pickup game of football between a bunch of guys in my building and one of the frats. I tackled a guy and hurt it but kept playing. Then I got tackled and couldn't close my hand into a fist," I explained.

"Damn, that sucks," Jockguy said.

We got back to talking about school. Eventually, he suggested watching some tv. He grabbed the remote and started flipping through the channels. I laid back and kicked my shoes off. It felt really nice to be with Jockguy. He is a really cool guy. He's funny, smart, and of course, cute as fuck.

We sat close to each other, our legs lightly touching. "The Wedding Singer" was on, so we started to watch that. Things felt really comfortable. After 10 minutes, Jockguy put his hand on my leg. It wasn't a come on, it was just nice gesture. I followed shortly thereafter by leaning my body into his and resting my head on his shoulder.

The movie eventually came to an end and Jockguy turned the tv off. We remained close, his hand on my leg and my head on his shoulder.

"This is nice," Jockguy whispered.

"It really is," I responded.

Jockguy started to slowly rub my knee. I reached my hand out and started to do the same. Jockguy responded to this turning his body towards mine. I pulled my head up from his shoulder and was met with his lips on mine. We kissed passionately, savoring the tastes of each other's mouths. Jockguy opened his mouth and forced his tongue into my mouth. I accepted and met his tongue with mine. Jockguy wrapped me in his tan, bulging arms, lowering me onto my back. Putting his full weight on me, he pinned me to the couch, taking control of the situation. I was in heaven. Having this hot, sexy jock pin me to the couch drove me crazy. Jockguy pulled away from our kiss and took his shirt off.

"Fuck, you are so hot," I exclaimed, looking at his ripped abs and chest towering over me.

He didn't respond. He just looked at me and gave me his trademark smirk. His smirk drives me fucking crazy. I grabbed his arm with my good hand and pulled him back on top of me and into another long, deep kiss. After a couple minutes, Jockguy broke our kiss again. He stood up and positioned himself in front of me. I pulled myself up into a sitting position on the couch. I was eye level with Jockguy's bulging crotch. I moved forward, grabbing his ass and pulling him into me. I kissed his fabulous stomach while running my hand up and down his torso.

"You like my body, don't you," Jockguy laughed.

"I fucking LOVE your body," I said. "You are fucking amazing."

With that, I reached inside the waistband of his sweatpants and pulled them to his knees in one swift motion. He wasn't wearing underwear, so his big, beautiful cock popped out and smacked his stomach. I grabbed his hard dick and started to stroke it. I leaned down and flicked the tip with my tongue, tasting his precum. He shuddered when my tongue hit his sensitive head. I started sucking on his massive balls while continuing to stroke his perfect dick.

"Fuck C.C., that feels amazing," Jockguy moaned.

Continuing to suck on his balls, I released his dick, reached between his ass cheeks and started to rub his warm hole. This drove him crazy.

"Shit! Rub my hole dude!," he ordered.

I continued to rub his hot jock hole but released his balls from my mouth. Kissing and licking, I made my way up to his 8 inch hard cock. I slowly started to lick his shaft, moving up and down and back and forth. I got his cock all wet with my spit. I made my way back up to his swollen head and took it in my mouth. He gasped as my wet, warm mouth engulfed his cock. I pulled my hand from his ass and started to rub his still wet balls. He began to thrust his hips and started face fucking me.

"Fucking suck my cock, dude," Jockguy demanded.

He continued fucking my face, sending his big dick in and out of my wet mouth. After a couple more minutes, Jockguy pulled out of my mouth, wiping his sloppy dick on my face.

"Get up," he said.

I stood up, looking him in the eyes the whole time. We stood there and stared at one another. Jockguy's eyes danced with fire and yet were soft at the same time. He broke our staring contest, reaching down and pulling my shirt up. I lifted my arms over my head as Jockguy removed my shirt. He grabbed me at the sides and switched places with me. He started to kiss my neck, working his way down to my chest. He stopped and licked my hard nipples, nibbling each one before moving on. As he approached my stomach, he unbuckled my belt and pulled my jeans to my ankles. My leaking cock had created a wet spot in my boxer briefs. Jockguy went right for that spot with his mouth, tasting my cock juices. He sucked and nibbled my hard dick through my underwear.

I grabbed Jockguy's head with my good hand and pulled it into my cock. After nibbling on my cock for a while, Jockguy pulled my underwear down and released my cock. Grabbing it in his right hand, Jockguy took my cock in his mouth, going all the way to the base in one quick motion.

"Holy shit!," I yelled. His warm mouth felt amazing on my dick.

Jockguy started to bob up and down on my cock, taking it in all the way. As he continued, I felt the urge to cum.

"I'm gonna cum. You have to stop," I gasped.

Jockguy pulled off of my cock and stood up. He grabbed the back of my head and pulled me into a deep kiss.

"Turn around and kneel on the couch," Jockguy said after the kiss.

I hopped on the couch, facing the back, with my ass out. I soon felt Jockguy's strong hands and warm breath on my ass. He spread my cheeks and started to rub my hole. I moaned in delight. He continued to rub my hole, occasionally popping his finger in my hole, tantalizing me. Then, I felt a warm, wet tongue start to probe my hole. Starting around the edge and working his way to the center of my hole, Jockguy licked my ass furiously. He moaned and hummed, sending shock waves up my back. His tongue reached my hole and started going inside. Jockguy can eat ass like a fucking pro.

Jockguy eventually pulled his face out of my ass and stood up. "You want me to fuck you with my big dick?," he asked, in a cocky voice.

I nodded my head.

"What was that?"

"Yes, I want you to fuck me," I replied.

"I love hearing you say that," Jockguy said with a laugh.

I felt the head of his dick probe at my hole. I relaxed and braced for the onslaught of pleasure. His cock pressed against my hole, slowly pushing forward. Suddenly, it popped in, making me moan in pleasure and pain. Jockguy slowly filled me up, inch by inch, until all 8 were buried deep in my boy pussy. Knowing how tight I was, Jockguy very carefully started to slide in and out of my hole, loosening me up with each thrust.

"Fuck man, I want you to fucking pound me," I moaned.

"You think you can handle that?"

"Yes, unleash on my ass!" I said.

"If you say so," Jockguy said.

In one swift motion, Jockguy pulled almost all the way out of my hole, then thrust all the way back in. The on slot had begun. I moaned and squealed like a bitch in heat as Jockguy punished my hole. Thrust after thrust, he lay into my ass as hard as he could, making me his bottom bitch. He grabbed my hips and pulled me into his body as he thrust his hips forward.

"Fucking take my dick and moan like a bitch," Jockguy grunted.

He started to slow up. "I'm gonna cum," he said.

"Pound me as hard as you can till you cum," I told him.

He picked up steam and started pounding my ass like never before. The reverberations from him slamming into me could be felt in my hands. He was making my hole his own. Finally, with on last power thrust, Jockguy's cock swelled and he unleashed his creamy load deep into my hole.

"Fuuuuuucccccckkkkk," Jockguy yelled.

I felt my insides get coated with what seemed like a gallon of hot jock jizz. Jockguy bear hugged me from behind as he shot his massive load. Our bodies, both covered in sweat, stuck to one another as we laid there as one. He eventually slid his cock out, leaving my hole sloppy, gaping and satisfied. I laid on my stomach on the couch, in a haze. Jockguy got on top of me and started to kiss my neck.

"You are so fucking hot," he said. "Your ass is fucking gold."

I was too horny to reply. We laid there for 10 minutes, catching our breath.

Jockguy stood up and grabbed my arm.

"Come on. I wanna take your load now."

He didn't have to tell me twice. I jumped up and followed him into his room. We started making making out standing up. I then grabbed him and threw him onto the bed.

"You want me to fuck you with my big cock?!?" I asked in the same cocky tone he asked me.

Smirking, Jockguy just nodded his head.

'What was that?" I replied.

Jockguy smiled, "Yes, I want you to fuck me."

I reached down and lifted Jockguy's hairy legs, exposing his perfect, pink hole. I spit on it and shoved the spit in with a finger. I then buried my face in his hole, sticking my tongue as far in his ass as possible. I kissed and licked his ass, lubing it up for the fucking he was about to receive. I pulled away and lined my cock up to his waiting hole. I pushed forward and after a little resistance, my head popped in.

"Fuck dude, fuck me good," Jockguy moaned.

"Don't worry about that," I replied.

With one thrust, I shoved my cock all the way into his ass. He moaned, which only spurred me on. I started to fuck his ass hard. Pulling out and pushing in, with all my weight and power. Jockguy started to moan and was soon joined by me. Together, we moaned and yelled as I pounded his muscular, round ass. After 10 minutes, I felt the orgasm coming. I pulled out.

"Get on your hands and knees," I ordered.

Jockguy hopped up and onto his hands and knees. I bent down and buried my tongue in his ass for about a minute. I then reposition and started to fuck him doggy style. I grabbed his hips and pulled him into me with each thrust. I unleashed everything in my body to pound his awesome ass. After a couple minutes, I couldn't take it any more.

"I'm... cumming...," I gasped.

"Yeah, seed my hole," Jockguy said while stroking his cock.

With that, I exploded in his ass, sending shot after shot of my baby batter deep inside him. Jockguy collapsed on his stomach, pulling me down with him. We turned on our side, my cock still buried in his now used hole. I grabbed him around the waist and pulled him into me, smelling his sweaty, manly scent. Together we laid on his bed, eventually falling asleep.

I woke up to Jockguy getting a glass of water.

"Hey," he smiled, walking back to bed.

"Hey," I responded. "What time is it?"

"Almost 1. You've been sleeping for an hour."

"I was a little tired. And slightly drunk," I laughed.

Jockguy sat on the bed next to me. He was still naked. "So, do you want to spend the night? My roommates gone for the break."

"Yeah, that would be great," I said, smiling.

"Cool". Jockguy reached down and kissed me. I pulled him into me and under the covers. We laid next to each other and kissed for what seemed like forever. I reached down and felt his hard dick.

"Someones still horny I see," I said, lightly tugging on his cock.

"Of course I am. Hot guys like you make me horny," Jockguy said smiling.

I laughed and pulled him onto me. We kissed some more. Jockguy laid on top of me, grinding his ass against my cock.

"Fuck me again," he said in between kisses.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yeah, I love feeling you shoot inside me," he said with a smirk. That smirk could make me rob a bank, so it had no trouble getting me to fuck him again. I reached down to Jockguy's ass and got two fingers wet from the cum I had deposited earlier. I worked some around his hole and on my dick. Jockguy closed his eyes, grabbed my hard dick and positioned his hole over it. Slowly, he sat on my dick, taking it all the way inside his hole. He felt great. His ass was still tight but my dick slid right in with the help of the previous load.

"Fuck, I love feeling you inside me. You are so fucking hot," Jockguy said, now looking intently at me.

I grabbed him at the waist and started to move my hips back and forth.

"Oh yeah, that feels fucking good," he said, starting to stroke his hardening cock.

"Your ass is amazing," I said. "I want to fuck you forever."

"How about until you cum," Jockguy said, smirking at me.

That smirk! It flipped a switch in me. I started bucking my hips up and down, thrusting my rock hard cock into Jockguy's ass. Grabbing his hips, I pulled him down onto me while I pushed my hips up with all my might.

"Oh my God, oh my God. Fuck me, fuck me." Jockguy started to moan and grunt like never before. Stroking his dick, he bounced up and down on my cock. I continued to pound his ass, feeling it grip tightly around my cock. For 10 minutes, Jockguy rode my dick, moaning the whole time.

"I'm gonna cum," I said, still pounding Jockguy's ass at near full force. "Get on your back. I wanna cum like that."

Jockguy quickly hopped up off of my lap and laid on his back, lifting his legs high in the air. I got off the bed and positioned myself between his legs. I looked down and saw Jockguy's sloppy, gaping ass. I couldn't help myself - I kneeled down and licked his sweet hole. Licking and sucking, I tasted Jockguy's manly ass and my own cum. My tongue darted in and out of Jockguy's slutty hole. I was so turned on! I stood up and spit on my cock, lubing it up a little. Positioning it at the entrance of Jockguy's ass, I stopped and looked at him. He had a pleading look on his face.

"You really want this load, don't you?," I asked.

"Fuck yeah! Seed my ass again!" he excitedly said. He didn't have to tell me twice.

I crammed my cock all the way in his hole. He moaned and furiously started to stroke his cock. I began to pound him like I've never pounded anyone before. I slammed into him as hard as I could, delivering blow after blow on his hot hole. Jockguy loved every minute of it. He moaned like a total bottom bitch boy. He was getting exactly what he wanted.

After a couple of minutes of punishing his ass, I felt my orgasm build. I started fucking him with quicker and shorter thrusts. I began to moan and grunt, feeling my load coming up through my balls. With on last thrust, I buried my cock deep in Jockguy's ass, delivering my second load into his chute.

"Fuuuuccckkkkkk!," I screamed as I shot my load. I felt my load coat the inside of Jockguy's hole, making my cock slide around. After 4 squirts, I was drained. I leaned down and kissed Jockguy, my cock still buried in his ass. I slowly pulled up from the kiss and slowly pulled out of his ass, leaving it slightly gaped. As I pulled out, a small stream of my hot, white college cum trickled down his ass. I climbed onto the bed, laying next to Jockguy. We laid there for a couple minutes, catching our breath. After about 5 or 10 minutes, I finally spoke.

"Damn dude, that was insane."

"Yeah it was. You really know how to fuck," Jockguy chuckled.

"Thanks. Your ass drives me crazy. I don't think I've ever fucked someone that hard," I said.

"Yeah, you fucked me pretty damn hard," Jockguy said in a serious tone. He turned his head and looked at me. "It was fucking great. I hope you are prepared to get it just as hard, if not harder."

"I think I can take anything YOU throw at me," I said in a cocky voice, giving him a smirk of my own.

"Oh really?," Jockguy said, "Lets find out!" He rolled on top of me and grabbed my arms, pinning them to the bed. Jockguy started to kiss me. Still holding my arms down, he moved down to my neck, kissing and nibbling. Then he moved to my right ear.

Jockguy whispered in my ear. "Your ass is mine."

With that, I instantly became hard. I was horny already, 10 minutes after blowing my load in Jockguy's perfect hole.

"Don't make promises you can't keep," I replied with a smirk.

Jockguy looked down at me with a devious smile. Tightening his grip on my arms, Jockguy moved them above my head, pinning them to the bed. He started licking and kissing my neck, driving me crazy. Then he moved to my ears, sucking the lobes and cramming his tongue in my ear. From there he moved to my mouth, furiously kissing my lips, our tongues dancing with one another. Pulling out of the kiss, Jockguy released my arms.

"Turn over," he ordered, in a serious voice.

I hurriedly flipped over onto my stomach. Jockguy laid on top of me, his cock grinding against my ass cheeks. He again grabbed my arms and pinned the to the bed above my head.

Jockguy whispered again into my ear. "Your ass... is mine."

Fuck! I almost exploded right then!

I lifted my ass up, silently begging Jockguy to use it. Instead he remained sprawled over my body, pinning my hands and arms to the bed. He then started to swirl his hips, grinding his rock hard dick even more into my ass. The feeling of being pinned down by Jockguy was such a turn on. His whole body covered my body, creating enormous amounts of heat.

Finally, Jockguy released my arms and lifted himself off of my naked body. I soon felt his strong hands, one on each of my ass cheeks. He slowly spread them, revealing my warm, cummy, used hole. The sensation of a tongue hitting my hole made my body shiver in pleasure. I could feel Jockguy's tongue dart in and out of my hole, lapping up his cum and my juices. I moaned at the feeling, which only made it feel better.

After eating my cum splattered ass out, Jockguy replaced his tongue with his cock. He pushed his cock head against my waiting hole and stopped.

"You have any other cocky things to say before I start?," Jockguy asked.

I turned my head around and looked at him in the eyes. His eyes danced in a playful yet serious way. And of course, he was smirking.

"Yeah," I said with a straight face. "Wake me up when you're done."

With that comment, Jockguy slammed his cock all the way into my hole, making me moan in pain and pleasure. He started pounding my ass without mercy. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the assault on my hole. His cock felt amazing as it was ravishing my ass like a fucktoy. I started moaning louder and louder.

Jockguy didn't let up. He continued to pound my ass with all of his power and might. My ass was getting used and abused and I loved every second of it.

Jockguy kept going... And going... And going.

Finally, he slowed up.

"Get on your hands and knees," Jockguy said.

Without Jockguy pulling out, I got to my hands and knees. I felt Jockguy's strong hands on my shoulders. This is gonna be fucking great, I thought to myself.

I felt Jockguy slowly pull his dick almost all the way out of my hole, only the head remaining in. His grip on my shoulders tightened. I braced myself for what was seconds away.

Jockguy slammed his cock into my ass, sending it deeper than he ever had. He pulled me into himself by the shoulders. Jockguy was using me as his own, personal sex toy. I was at his mercy.

He continued to pound my hole with his big cock. My tight hole was now loose and wet, accepting his cock without any resistance. Jockguy assaulted my ass like never before. Strong, powerful thrusts sent shock waves throughout my body. I wanted this to last forever but I knew it would soon be over. His was hitting ALL the right spots in my hole, getting me close.

I started to stroke my cock furiously. Within seconds, I could feel my orgasm come on.

"I'm cumming!," I yelled. With that, I shot a good size load onto the bed, while Jockguy continued to pound me.

Me shooting sent Jockguy over the edge. 10 seconds after I shot, I heard Jockguy grunt and moan then felt his cock spasm and fill me with his juice.

"Fuuuucccckkkkkk!," Jockguy yelled. "Fucking take my load!"

Jockguy unloaded a massive amount of jock cum into my hole, coating my insides for the second time that night. I felt his cock twitch and spasm as he blew his load. After 4 or 5 squirts, his balls were empty. And my ass was filled.

Jockguy slowly pulled out of my ass. I could feel the cool air on my wet, gaping, sloppy hole. I collapsed onto my stomach, totally exhausted and completely satisfied. It was the hardest I had ever been pounded and I loved it.

Jockguy laid beside me. We were both on our sides, face to face. He looked at me, his awesome eyes staring into mine.

"You are fucking amazing," I finally said.

"I'll take that as an apology," Jockguy said, a his lips curling into a smile.

I laughed. "How could I have ever doubted you?!?"

"I don't know," Jockguy chuckled. "I hope you learned a valuable lesson."

"Oh, I did. Being a smartass will get me the best sex I've ever had!"

We both laughed. I reached over and pulled Jockguy's face to mine, kissing him softly. Jockguy pulled the covers over us. We madeout lightly before falling asleep in each other's arms.

That night, I got the best nights sleep I have ever gotten. Jockguy and I never left each other's arms. We both held on to one another, savoring our loaded asses. Around 8am, I heard Jockguy's alarm go off. He reached over and turned it off.

"You have to go somewhere?," I asked, eyes still closed.

"Yeah, I have to meet a professor. Shouldn't take too long."

With that, Jockguy released me from his arms and walked to the bathroom. I opened my eyes and watched his perfect ass as he walked. Fuck, I thought, he is so hot. Reaching down, I started to stroke my cock. I heard the shower start and decided to surprise Jockguy. I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom, waiting outside the door. When the water shut off and the shower door closed, I opened the door and walked in.

"What are you doing?," Jockguy laughed. "Go back to bed. You are going to need your energy for later."

Without saying a word, I dropped to my knees and took Jockguy's wet cock in my hand.

"C.C., I'm gonna be late!"

I looked him in the eyes and continued to stroke. Finally, I broke our gaze and put his hardening cock in my mouth.

"Fuck, that feels great," Jockguy moaned. He leaned against the counter and put his strong hands on my head. I began to slowly bob up and down on his hard cock, taking in as much as possible. Jockguy guided my head with his hands.

After 5 or so minutes, Jockguy started to tense up. His grip on my head tightened and he began bucking his hips.

"I gonna cum, dude," Jockguy gasped.

I increased my sucking speed.

"Fuck, it's coming... Fuck... Here we go!"

With on last thrust into my face, Jockguy's cock swelled and released his load into my mouth. His warm juice coated my mouth and tongue. His cum was sweet and slightly salty. It tasted delicious :)

I swallowed every last drop and continued to suck while Jockguy's cock went soft. After a minute, I released his cock from my mouth and stood up, smiling. Jockguy looked at me, still breathing hard.

"Where the hell did that come from?," Jockguy smiled.

All I did was smile and reach forward for a kiss. I pulled Jockguy's face to mine and kissed him softly. I pulled out of the kiss and walked out of the room. I hopped back into bed and got under the covers. I fell back asleep, the taste of Jockguy's sweet cum in my mouth.

I didn't have to sleep alone for long. Jockguy got back home around 10 and climbed back into bed with me. I woke up when he got back and we started to talk while cuddling in bed.

"What was with you this morning?!," Jockguy asked.

"Just thought I'd thank you for teaching me that lesson last night."

"You think one quick blowjob will make up for you running your mouth last night?!," Jockguy laughed.

"I didn't run my mouth THAT much," I said. "Besides, not everything I said was wrong."

Jockguy got a serious look on his face.

"What does THAT mean?!"

"I said I could handle anything you threw at me. And I did." I started to smile.

"Whatever! You were moaning like a bitch."

"I had to put on a show. Didn't want to disappoint you."

"Oh, is that so?," Jockguy asked, grabbing my arms, an evil smile on his face.

"Yeah," I laughed as Jockguy positioned himself on top of me. "You were... ok. I've had better."

"C.C., that was the wrong to say," Jockguy said in a serious, yet playful way. "I'm going to fuck you so good and hard you won't REMEMBER anyone else you've ever had."

"Blah, blah, blah," I replied, looking into Jockguys eyes and smiling widely.

"Oh, you're fucking DEAD!"

Jockguy grabbed me by the waist and flipped me on my stomach. He pulled my arms above my head, pinning them to the bed. Stradling my ass, Jockguy started to grind his hard dick into my ass.

He then grabbed my arms and pulled them to my side. Holding my arms like reins on a horse, Jockguy positioned him cock at the opening of my hole. He released one arm and spread my cheeks, spitting onto my hole. With his free hand he pushed his spit into my ass, lubing it for the fucking it was about to receive. When he was done, Jockguy grabbed my arm and held them in position.

"This your last chance," Jockguy said, a smile in his voice. "You gonna take it back?". He pushed the head of his awesome dick against my hole

I turned my head around and looked him in the eyes.

"Are you gonna keep talking or are you gonna fu..."

Before I could get the last part out, Jockguy slammed his cock into my hole. I was instantly filled with his big, tan, beautiful cock. The pleasure overroad the pain, almost making me cum. Jockguy pulled out and pushed back in at full force, making me moan and groan with every movement. He worked my hole masterfully with his cock. Thrust after thust, he pounded my ass with a vengeance. He held my arms, pulling them towards him every once in a while, making my back arch.

Suddenly, he released my arms, sending me falling to the bed. He followed, putting his full weight on me. I was on my stomach, Jockguy's stomach on my back. He started to kiss my neck while continuing to pound my ass.

"Fuck dude," I said in between moans.

"You fucking like that?"

"Yeah... Fuck me."

Jockguy pushed himself up. He put his hands at the base of my back and leaned forward. He began to pound me harder than he ever had. Pulling almost all the way out, he would then slam his cock all the way back in. I was moaning and yelling and screaming. I was on a high. There was not a better feeling in the world than having my hole being pounded by Jockguy. We continued in this position for a while longer.

I felt Jockguy pull out of my hole. His strong hands gripped my waist and flipped my over onto my back. I loved being moved by him. I'm not exactly a small twink. He has to have some strength to move me. Jockguy did it without a problem. He tossed me like a ragdoll.

"Lift your legs," Jockguy ordered.

I lifted my legs. Jockguy grabbed them and put them over his shoulders. He then plunged his cock right into my hole, going balls deep in one motion.

"Fuuuucccckkkkkk!," I yelled, furiously jerking my dick.

I looked up at Jockguy. Sweat was rolling down his forehead. He looked at me and gave me an evil smile.

"Not so cocky now, are you!"

"Fuck... I'm sorry... You are the best...," I moaned.

"Too late now," Jockguy smirked.

"I fucking love your cock in my ass. Fuck me harder til you cum."

"If you say so!"

The next 3 minutes were the best 3 minutes of my life. Jockguy pounded me with a fuery and passion I have never seen. He hit every hot spot in my hole, making the experience fucking unbelievable. I was in heaven and never wanted to leave.

"Fuck... Fuck me harder... Fuck," I moaned, enjoying my ass getting plowed by this awesome jock.

"I'm gonna cum," Jockguy announced.

He started fucking my faster. I began to furiously stroke my dick, which immediately sent me over the edge. I shot my load all over my stomach and chest. Some even reached my neck and chin.

"Fuck, I'm cumming!"

Jockguy's cock swelled in my ass. With one final stroke, he unleashed his load into my ass, coating my insides with his hot, creamy load. He shot 4 good size shots into my ass, filling me up.

"FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!," Jockguy yelled.

I grabbed Jockguy by the waist and pulled him into my lips for a deep kiss. His stomach touched mine, smearing my cum over both of us.

"That was the greatest fucking feeling ever!," I said in between kisses. "You are fucking amazing!"

Jockguy pulled out of my ass, leaving it gaping, wet and cummy. He laid next to me, still kissing me. After a couple minutes, pulled away and looked at me.

"Well?," he said, lifting his eyebrows.

I pulled him into a big hug and kissed him.

"You were fucking amazing. You just ruined my hole for any other guys. It now belongs to you. Property of Jockguy," I said, smiling.

"Damn straight!," he laughed. "You know, you need to run your mouth more often. I love making you eat your words."

I laughed. "With me, there's always a good chance I'll run my mouth, so don't worry about that. But for now, you win."

Jockguy and I laid in bed, cuddling and talking before he eventually fell asleep.

I stayed in bed with Jockguy for about 20 minutes while he slept. My head was resting on his slightly hairy chest. I watched his stomach expand and deflate with every breathe. I was in awe of him. Not just his body, which is fucking ridiculous, but him as a whole. He is the whole package. Hot and cute as fuck, genuinely nice, and pretty damn intelligent. Plus, he has that smile and smirk!

When I was done listing off all the perfections of Jockguy, I decided to take a shower. I pulled away from Jockguy as softly and quietly as I could. Having escaped his strong arms, I walked to the bathroom, my hard cock swinging between my legs.

I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my cast, giving it some protection from the water. Taking a shower with a cast is a pain in the ass! I have to wrap the cast and try to avoid getting it wet. I turned on the water and started washing myself.

I was in the middle of another daydream about Jockguy when the shower door flew open. Startled, I jumped back, loosing my balance. Just as I was about to fall, two strong arms grabbed and stabelized me.

"Whoa! Watch yourself," Jockguy laughed.

"You asshole! You scared the shit out of me!"

"I can see that!" Jockguy was laughing his ass off, which made it impossible for me to be mad at him. "Why is there a towel on your arm?," he asked as the laughter subsided.

"So my cast doesn't get wet."

"Oh, right. You need some help in there?," Jockguy asked, with a big grin.

Before I could answer, he had hopped into the shower.

"Hand me the bodywash," Jockguy said.

I reached over and grabbed the bottle, handing it to him. He opened the lid and squirted some of the wash in his hands. Jockguy then reached over and started to lather up my chest and stomach. The minute he touched me with his strong hands, I got hard. Jockguy continued to rub me down, concentrating on the task at hand.

"Turn around."

I turned around as Jockguy loaded up on more soap. He begin to wash my shoulders and back. After a minute or so on my back, I felt a hand run up my ass crack. Then I felt my cheeks get spread apart and a hand reach in. Jockguy lathered up my ass, making me moan softly.

"Are you getting off on this?!," Jockguy laughed.

"What the fuck do you think?," I replied. "You're rubbing my ass!"

Jockguy, continuing to rub my ass with his right hand, reached around and soaped up my hard dick with his left hand.

"How do you like that?!?"

"Fuck, it feels great."

"Only you could take something simple, like a shower, and turn it completely sexual," Jockguy said, smiling at me.

"Go fuck yourself!," I said playfully. "You telling me that if you were being rubbed down by a sexy guy, you could keep from popping wood?"

"Find me a sexy guy and I'll let you know!" Jockguy gave me the biggest grin I've ever seen.

"You fucking dick!" I laughed and threw a washclothe in his face. "As I recall, you thought I was pretty sexy after the Civil War. And you thought I was sexy twice last night and once this morning!"

Jockguy looked me in the eyes. He pulled me into his body and kissed me.

"I think you are pretty sexy now," Jockguy said, smiling at me.

I went to make a smartass remark but decided not to. Jockguy was sincere and I didn't want to ruin it. Instead, I hugged him, pulling him tightly into my arms. He smelled and felt amazing. There isn't a damn thing wrong with that guy. Everything about him is perfect. I looked him in the eyes and kissed him.

"I'm so happy you got a hold of me last night. This has been really great." I smiled at Jockguy, our arms still wrapped around each other.

"Yeah, it has been pretty awesome, hasn't it?"

I nodded and kissed him again. We made out in the shower for a long time. We finally stopped when we noticed the water start to get cold.

"Lets go back to bed," Jockguy said, leading me out of the shower.

I stepped out onto the bath rug and was met with a towel from Jockguy. He wrapped me in the towel and began to dry my off. When he was done, I took the towel from his hands and dried him off. As I ran the towel over his muscular body, I became hard. Jockguy immediately noticed it.

"I see someone likes drying as much as the showering.'

"I was just thinking about a hot guy." I looked at Jockguy with a smile.

"Oh yeah?," responded Jockguy, with a huge smile on his face.

We started walking towards the bedroom.

"Yeah. He's really hot. He drives me crazy, with his strong hands, muscular legs, perfect ass. You know what I love most about him though?"

I sat on the bed, Jockguy standing in front of me.

"What's that?," he asked, smiling from ear to ear.

"His smile. He's the cutest fucking guy ever. I've been thinking about him nonstop since the day we met."

"Man, he sounds like a GREAT guy," Jockguy said in a cocky voice.

"Yeah, he really is." I paused, then straight faced said, "I'll have to introduce you to him sometime."

Jockguy got a confused look on his face. Then he got it.

"You fucker!" Jockguy jumped on me, sending us crashing into the bed. I was laughing my ass off.

"You think you are pretty fucking funny, don't you?!?"

"I'm fucking HILARIOUS! You should have seen the look on your face. You went from the cockiest fucker alive to the most confused in about 2 seconds."

Jockguy laid on top of me, stomach to stomach, chest to chest.

"I hate you SO much sometimes," he said, smiling. "You are the biggest smartass I know."

"Thanks," I replied with a smile. I paused and looked at Jockguy. He was so fucking cute and handsome. "You know, all those things I said were true. I've been thinking about you since we met. And you are the cutest fucker alive."

"You are pretty cute yourself." Jockguy leaned down and pressed his lips to mine. We began to passionately kiss one another. The feeling was amazing., There was something different about this kiss. We continued to kiss, often rolling around and switching positions. After a while, I pulled out of the kiss. I was on top of Jockguy. Slowly I began to kiss his neck and ears. Jockguy moaned his appreciation, only spurring me on. I tongued his ear and nibbled his neck. I eventually worked my way to his hard nipples, stopping and working both over with my tongue. I then licked and kissed my way down his impressive chest and abs. Finally, I reached my destination: his cock.

I grabbed Jockguy's dick in my hand and firmly started to stroke it. I stroked him while looking up into his eyes.

"I love your dick," I said, still stroking it. "It's perfect."

Jockguy responded with only a smirk. I smiled back and released his cock from my grip. Still looking into Jockguy's eyes, I positioned my head over his cock and started to flick his cock head with my tongue. Jockguy shuddered when I made contact.

"Fuck, I love when you do that."

I did it again. I taunted Jockguy and his cock for a good 2 minutes. Flicking the tip of his cock with the tip of my tongue. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore myself. I grabbed Jockguy's cock and engulfed it in my mouth.

"Fuck dude, that feels great."

I began to slide Jockguy's cock up and down in my mouth, slicking it up with my spit. I could taste his precum on my tongue, which only made me want his cock more. But before I knew it, Jockguy pulled out of my mouth.

"My turn," Jockguy announced.

I flipped onto my back and spread my legs. Jockguy grabbed my cock and stuck it in his mouth. He took the whole thing all at once. Then he began to bob up and down himself. After a couple minutes, Jockguy lifted my legs and moved his mouth south. He stopped to suck on my balls, then licked and kissed his way to my awaiting hole. I soon felt a warm, soft tongue on and in my hole. Jockguy started to tongue fuck me. I could feel his tongue go into my hole, lubing it up for his awesome cock. Moaning, I started to jerk my dick. I already close to cumming, so I released my cock after a few strokes. Jockguy eventually finished eating my ass and came up for air. He spit on his cock and positioned it at my hole. He began to slowly push against my hole.

"Tell me if I'm going to fast," Jockguy said.

"Ok. You're good right now."

He continued to push his cock against my hole. The head popped in, sending a great wave of pleasure throughout my body.

"You ok?," Jockguy asked, very sweetly.

"Never better," I replied, smiling warmly.

Jockguy slowly began to push more and more of his big cock inside of me. He was very gentle and sweet, unlike the last couple of times he fucked me when he was rough and aggressive. But it felt just as good as the previous fucks.

Jockguy finally bottomed out. He slowly began to fuck me, moving in and out in a nice, soft rythym. His hands began to move around my body, touching and feeling every part of me. I reached up and ran my hands up and down Jockguy's torso, feeling his ripped muscles under his tan skin. Jockguy continued to passionately yet slowly fuck me.

As he continued to fuck me, Jockguy slowly picked up his pace. The intenisty increased. I began to moan louder and louder. After a while, we were fucking at full speed. Jockguy started to pound me, thrusting his hips forcefully. Just as I thought he was about to blow his load, Jockguy stopped and pulled out of my ass.

"Fuck me," he said, laying on his back with his legs up.

I pushed myself up and got in position between Jockguy's legs. I bent down and began to rim Jockguy's perfect hole. Spreadin his cheeks, I darted my tongue in and out of his sweet pussy, tasting every part of him. I spit and shoved it in his hole with my tongue and fingers. I lubed up Jockguy's hole nicely. Spitting on my hard cock, I got ready to fuck this hot jock.

I prressed my dick against Jockguy's hole. My dick head popped in. Jockguy and I locked eyes as I began to insert my cock all the way in his tight hole. Slowly, I began to fuck Jockguy's ass. His ass gripped tightly around my dick. Just like he had done to me, I slowly picked up my pace. The whole time I fucked him, Jockguy and I lookedeach other in the eyes. He had a slight smile on his face.

After 10 minutes or so, I was fucking Jockguy at nearly full strength. My cock began to swell. I could feel my orgasm boil deep inside me.

"I'm really close," I announced, still fucking him hard.

"Ok. Keep going till you cum."

I kicked it up a notch, thrusting faster and with more power. Jockguy began to moan softly. We still looked one another in the eye, never breaking our gaze.

"Fuck... I'm cumming!"

My cock exploded in Jockguy's hole, filling him with my seed. I shot 5 big jets of jizz, draining my balls. As my cock stopped erupting, I could feel my cum coat my cock and Jockguy's chute. It felt amazing. I leaned into Jockguy and pressed my lips to his, kissing him passionately. We laid like that, me on top of him, for 5 minute, kissing and hugging. Finally, I rolled off.

"Your turn," I said, laying on my back, legs raised. "I want you to fill me with your hot load."

"I can't say no to that!"

Jockguy hopped up and into position behind me. He reached his right hand into his ass. A couple seconds later, he pulled back 2 fingers, wet with the cum I had just loaded into his hole.

"Nothing better than homemade lube," Jockguy laughed.

"Hell yeah! That is so fucking hot."

Jockguy coated his big cock with my cum. He got himself in position behind me. Grabbing his cock, Jockguy rubbed it up and down on my hole. His warm cock felt awesome on my hole. Finally, he stopped and pressed his cock at my hole, which accepted it without a problem. Jockguy's cock went all the way in my hole in one thrust. After bottoming out, Jockguy started doing what he does best: pounding my hole. Almost instantly, Jockguy was at full force, pounding my tight hole like there was no tomorrow. I began to moan and squirm.

"Fuck, that feels so fucking good!," I said inbetween breathes.

"I love your fucking hole," Jockguy said, looking intently at me.

Jockguy kept pounding me while I laid on my back, staring into his eyes. After some time, he began to slow up, eventually coming to a complete stop.

"I want to pound you as hard as I can while I cum," Jockguy explained.

"Do whatever you want. You fucking earned it."

Jockguy smiled and started to fuck me again. He started quickly, ramming his big dick all the way in my hole.

"Fuucccckkkkk!" I yelled. It felt so amazing. Being filled by his cock almost made shoot.

Jockguy didn't let up. He continued to punish my hole, driving his cock in and out. He began to sweat and moan. I could tell I was about to be filled with his hot seed.

"Fuck, I'm gonna cum."

"Yeah, cum in my hole!" I yelled, egging him on.

"Fuck... Here it comes!"

With on elast, powerful thrust, Jockguy's cock erupted in my hole, sending a gallon of his baby batter deep inside me. I felt his cock swell and his cum fill me inside. As his cock finished spewing his awesome seed, Jockguy laid on top of me, resting his head on my chest.

"That was fucking... amazing," I said. "You are so fucking sexy."

I wrapped my arms around him. We laid there for about 5 minutes, Jockguy's cock still burried in my ass.

"I fucking love your ass," Jockguy said, sliding his cock out. After he slid out of me, I could feel the cool air on my gaping hole.

"It loves your cock!"

Jockguy laid next to me. I turned towards him and rested my head on his chest. He wrapped his left arm around me. We laid there, talking and kissing, before eventually falling asleep.

Football and Fucking

2010-07-25T00:10:00.000-07:00

This is my first encounter with Jockguy (more from him later) from last December. I originally had Raw College Jock Slut post it but I figured it couldn't hurt to read it again ;-)

Football and Fucking

Most of the guys (if not all of them) that I meet up with I find online. Not being out plays a major part in that. That and I'm kind of shy in person. Just the thought of picking up a guy at a party or on campus makes me nervous. For now I've stuck to craigslist, a4a, and manhunt and have had success.

I started talking to Jockguy about a month ago. I had replied to his ad on craigslist and we sort of hit it off. Because of school and work, we never really had the chance to hookup but that was fine with me. We have fun conversations over aim or email. We practically have the same interests, both really enjoying playing and watching sports. Our conversations usually consist of how well our school's football team in the previous week. Well, that and sex :) Jockguy is fucking hot. He's 6ft, 185, ripped and athletic, tan, dark blonde hair and very sexy.

This last week, campus has been crazy about our football team. We were leading the conference and had a home game against our instate rivals. The winner would win the conference and go to a MAJOR bowl game (if you haven't guessed where I go to school yet, you aren't a football fan!). The night before the game I got an IM from Jockguy.

"Hey, are you going to the game tomorrow?"

"Yeah, you?"

"Yup. I was the only one of my friends to get a ticket though."

"Haha, me too."

"Well, you wanna go together? It would be the perfect time to finally meet!"

"Sure!"

Honestly, I was kind of surprised. Jockguy isn't out and has kind of shied away from meeting in public. But I wasn't about to ask him why he had the change of heart. We talked for a while longer, setting up where and when to meet. After an hour or so of chatting, we said good night and went to bed.

The next day was insane. Campus was buzzing like never before. No one payed attention in class with the game only being hours away. The time could not go by fast enough for me. I had a double case of the butterflies - football and meeting Jockguy. To say I was nervous is an understatement.

Finally, it was time to set out and meet Jockguy. I got the designated spot a little early. Pacing back and forth, I waited.

"C.C.?" a soft voice said from behind.

I turned around and there was Jockguy, even hotter than I could have imagined. He had on a pair of nice, lowriding jeans and a shirt with our schools logo on it. But the best part was his painted face. Half green, half yellow. I started to laugh.

"You look great! I like the face."

"Thanks. It's a little superstition I have. We haven't lost when I've painted my face."

"Knock on wood! Well, you look great. You ready?"

"Yeah," he smiled. I almost jumped him right then and there.

We started walking to the stadium. The walk was really nice. We talked about the game and the feeling was very comfortable, almost like we had been friends for a while. The conversation flowed and we had a great rapport. I was amazed at how easy it was for me to talk with him.

We arrived at the stadium and made our way to the student section. We were fairly early, so we got great seats, about 10 rows up on the 20 yard line. There was 40 minutes to go before kickoff. We continued to talk about football and school in general.

Soon, kickoff was close. The stadium started to fill up and the atmosphere was electric. It was loud, crazy and frenzied, just how a college stadium should be. The game started and all we both could think or talk about was football.

It was a great game. There were four or five lead changes, with the largest lead for either team being 9. It went down to the final minutes, with our team running out the clock to win by four. The fans, including Jockguy and I, stormed the field, surrounding the players and coaches. We stayed on the field, basking in the glory for 30 minutes. Finally, the field cleared and we made our way back to campus.

"Damn, I'm so stoked right now," Jockguy said. "That was a great game."

"It really was. I was nervous there for a while."

We continued to walk, reliving the game. As we got closer to the place where we had met earlier in the day, Jockguy turned to me.

"You wanna come over to my place for some drinks?"

I must have had an enormous smile on my face because he started laughing.

"Of course," I said, barely able to control myself.

We made our way to his apartment. The nerves in my stomach started to act up again. I really hadn't thought that this would happen. I figured we would go to the game, maybe get something to eat afterwards, then head our separate ways. Jockguy had a roommate who was always in the apartment, so I didn't really get my hopes up.

He unlocked his door and we made our way in. It was dark, so apparently his roommate was gone. I decided to press the subject.

"Your roommate gone I take it?"

"Yeah, he's spending the night at his girlfriend's place," Jockguy said with a smirk.

That bastard, I thought. He knew this whole time. I instantly became hard.

"You want a beer?" he offered.

"Yeah."

He got grabbed to beers out of the fridge and we sat on the couch. I opened my beer and looked at him.

"Looks like your face paint is the real deal," I said.

"Yeah, I guess so. It works but it's a pain in the ass. After 20 minutes it starts to itch," he said, scratching his face.

"Well, the games over, go wash it off," I said.

He laughed and headed for the bathroom. I sat on the couch, a million thoughts running through my head. I was in heaven. Our team had just won the conference and now I was at Jockguy's place, alone with him. Could this night get any better?

"Hey, C.C, come here," I heard from the bathroom. I got up and went to the bathroom. The door was cracked open, so I pushed it open. There was Jockguy, in his underwear, washing the paint from his face.

"You wanna help me?" he said with his smirk that drove me crazy.

I was speechless. He grabbed my hand and pulled me into the bathroom and closed the door. Opening the shower door, he stepped in and slipped off his underwear. Out popped the most gorgeous cock I have ever seen. It was thick, cut and tan. He started the water and looked at me.

"Well?"

I snapped out of my haze and stripped my close in a millisecond. I hopped in the shower with him, my cock rock hard. He looked at me and smirked again.

"I've never seen someone get undressed that fast," he laughed.

I laughed, "You had this whole thing planned out, didn't you?"

"Maybe," he said in a cocky voice.

He reached out and pulled me into his body with his strong arms. We were face to face, staring into each others eyes for what seemed like an hour. Finally, our gazing was broken when he leaned in and kissed me. The moment our lips touched, a bolt of electricity shot through my body. I kissed him back, our lips pressing firmly against one another. I opened my mouth, inviting in his tongue. Our tongues danced around one another, going from my mouth to his. We stood in the shower kissing, for what seemed like forever.

Finally, he broke the kiss, much to my dismay.

"Let me wash up, then we can take this to the bedroom," he said, staring into my eyes.

He grabbed a wash clothe and started wiping his face. I stood there, admiring his wet, naked body. He had the ass of a Greek God, perfectly round and muscular. His legs were toned and lead to a pair of nice, tan feet. His back was amazing. Normally I don't have a feeling one way or another about backs, but his was great. It was tan and toned. I started to rub my throbbing dick.

He finished washing his face and turned the water off. We stepped out of the shower, into the steamy bathroom. He grabbed a towel and started to dry me off. The feeling of his strong hands running up and down my wet body was amazing. After we were both dry, we headed for the bedroom.

As soon as the bedroom door closed, I mauled him. I pulled him into me and passionately kissed him.

"Fuck, you are so hot," I said in between kisses. "I'm yours tonight. We can do whatever the fuck you want."

With that he grabbed and laid me on the bed, him on top. We kissed, groped and rolled around naked for a long time. I was in heaven. I totally forgot about football and school and life in general. All that mattered was him and me, naked and kissing.

I eventually ended up on top. I pulled out of a deep kiss and started to kiss his neck. He groaned in pleasure. I moved down his buff chest to his nipples, kissing and licking the whole way. After a couple minutes on his nipples, I moved past his ripped stomach down to his cock, which was hard and leaking precum. I grabbed it with my right and and lifted it to my face. It was spectacular. He had said earlier it was 8 inches long and 5 inches thick. He wasn't lying. And along with a big cock came a big set of nuts, trimmed up nicely.

I started jerking him off while licking and sucking his nuts. There were big and round and I could only manage one in my mouth at a time. I moved up to his shaft, licking all the way to the head of his cock.

"Fuck man, suck my dick. I can't take it anymore!," Jockguy pleaded.

He didn't have to tell me twice! I took his head in my mouth, tasty his sweet precum. I slowly bobbed up and down, taking more and more into my mouth. Jockguy started to slowly thrust his hips. Soon he was lightly face fucking me, his big cock going in and out of my warm mouth.

"Hey, flip around onto me," he said while still thrusting.

I pulled off his cock and got on top of Jockguy so we were 69ing. He took my hard cock in his mouth all the way to the base. For 5 minutes, we laid on his bed, sucking each other's meat. After a while, he took my cock out of his mouth and licked his way to my hole. He spread my cheeks, exposing my tight, pink ass. He began to slowly flick is tongue over my hole. It sent a chill up my spine. He started to alternate between flicking and licking my hole. Eventually, he started to fuck my ass with his tongue.

"Shit dude, that feels amazing!," I panted. "Lube my hole!"

He started going faster and deeper. His tongue probed deep inside my hole. I couldn't take it any longer.

"Fuck me!," I yelled. "You have to fuck me!"

I rolled off of him and onto my back. Jockboy got behind me and lifted my hairy legs, presenting my wet and waiting hole. He spit in his hand and wiped it over his hard dick. Slowly, he began to press his dick against my tight hole. The warmth from his cock on my hole was amazing. He pressed a little harder and his head popped into my ass, sending instant pleasure throughout my body.

"You ok?," he asked.

"Fucking great," I exclaimed, smiling up at him.

Jockguy smiled back and pushed harder, sending his big steel rod deeper inside me. After a couple more thrusts, he was balls deep inside my near-virgin ass.

"You are so fucking tight, man. Feels great," Jockguy said.

He started to fuck me. Slow and steady, his cock moved up and down, my tight ass gripping it the whole way. He eventually increased his speed and power, getting to about 75%. It felt amazing. His cock filled me up, creating enormous amounts of pleasure. Jockguy leaned down and kissed me, adding to the sensations I was experiencing.

For ten minutes, he steadily fucked my ass, loosening it with every thrust. Eventually, my ass accepted his cock without any resistance. Jockguy started to pick up steam. After another 5 minutes, he was full-on pounding me. I moaned in ecstasy. Jockguy slowed up, getting close to cumming.

"I'm almost there. Where do you want me to cum?"

"Cum in my ass," I said.

That set Jockguy off. He smiled the biggest smile I'd ever seen and started to pound my ass at full bore. I was practically yelling as he pounded my ass. After 2 or 3 minutes of all out pounding, I felt Jockguys cock swell in my ass.

'Fuuuuucccckkk, I'm gonna cum!," he yelled.

With one final thrust, Jockguy exploded in my ass, coating my insides with his creamy college load. After 4 to 5 giants shots, his balls were empty. Jockguy collapsed on top of me. We kissed as he laid on top of me, his cock still buried in my ass.

"Fuck, that was awesome. Your ass is so fucking tight," he exclaimed. "Did you cum?"

"No but I don't care," I said. I honestly didn't. All I wanted was his cock and load inside of me.

"Well, we should take care of that," Jockguy said, all of a sudden full of energy. He pushed himself up and slid out of my ass, leaving it sloppy and gaping. Jockguy got on all fours.

"Your turn," he said matter-of-factly.

"Seriously?," I said, obviously surprised. In all of our conversations, Jockguy had never mentioned that he wanted to bottom.

"Yeah, I can't have all the fun. That would be selfish," he said, giving me his trademark smirk.

"How generous of you," I sarcastically replied.

I hopped up, positioning my face inches from his perfect ass. As I got up, I felt some of his hot cum drip from my ass, down my leg. This sent me fucking crazy. I spread his ass and dove into his hole tongue first. The taste was amazing. It tasted like man. Musky, sweet and salty. I lapped up his ass, my tongue darting in and out of his hole. He must have liked it because he pushed his ass into my face. I lubed up his hole, pushing my spit in with my tongue.

I pulled off his ass and lubed my dick with spit. I pressed against his hole and popped inside his warm, wet hole. I knew this I wouldn't last long. I plunged all the way into his ass, much to Jockguy's delight.

"Fuck yeah dude, fuck my ass," Jockguy moaned.

I skipped the slow, sweet fucking and started to pound him. Thrust after thrust, I pounded with all my might. Jockguy loved it, moaning each time I plunged into his tight hole. I could feel my load boil inside my nuts. I picked up pace, pounding like never before. Serenaded by Jockguy's deep moan, the floodgates opened in my balls and I unloaded a massive load of creamy jizz in his ass. 4 massive shots of cum jettisoned into Jockguy's used hole.

I collapsed onto Jockguy's back, kissing his neck. I eventually pulled my still hard cock out of his ass, leaving my load buried deep inside. Jockguy rolled onto his back, pulling me into his arms. We lied there, my head resting on Jockguy's chest. I was totally satisfied. Laying there with a hot load in my ass and in the arms of a hot college stud, I couldn't have been happier. Until I noticed something.

"You are still hard," I said, looking down at Jockguy's boner.

"Yeah, you fucking me got me going again," Jockguy said.

"Well, I'll take care of that," I said, getting up from Jockguy's embrace.

I straddled Jockguy's torso, positioning my hole above his cock. I reached down to my ass and wet my fingers with Jockguy's cum. I lubed his cock with his own cum. Looking into Jockguy's blue eyes, I lowered myself onto his stiff rod. His cock went in without a problem and I was soon filled it. I stated to work up and down on his cock. He responded and started thrusting up and down. Soon, we were going full speed, him thrusting up and myself lowering down.

After 5 minutes of me on top, Jockguy switched it up.

"Get on your stomach," he told me, pulling out of my well used ass.

I did as he said, sprawling on the bed on my stomach. Jockguy got behind me and shoved his big dick all the way into my college ass. I moaned feeling him fill me back up. Jockguy unleashed all his power and aggression onto my ass. He pounded me to within an inch of my life. Grinding my body into the bed made me blow my second load of the night. My ass tightened as I came came again. This sent Jockguy over the edge.

"Fuck," was all Jockguy could say. And for the second time in an hour, his hot college load painted the inside of my ass.

Jockguy laid on my back, cock still buried deep inside me, for what seemed like forever. Having this hot college guy embrace me was amazing. I was beyond satisfied.

We ended up sleeping in each other's arms that night, both naked and full of cum

News and Notes

2010-07-22T02:11:00.000-07:00

First off, I was tested in the last week and have a clean bill of health! I get tested for HIV and other STDs every 3 months. I suggest you do the same!

Secondly, I hope to have a couple NEW stories up within the next week or so. I may post some older stories in the meantime.

And, last but certainly not least, thanks to Raw College Jock Slut for posting a link to this blog! Glad to see you back!

Taking My First Load

2010-07-21T00:32:00.000-07:00

I started off with the story of me giving my first raw load. It's only fitting that you get to read about me taking my first load in the ass :)

Taking my first load:

It was the night before a paper was due for one of my classes. I have a weird thing about writing papers - I can only do it the night before it's due. For some reason, I write really well under pressure. Anyways, seeing as I had a paper to write, I went to the school library around 10pm. Our library is open 24 hours during the week and during the middle of the night, there is almost no one there, which makes it a great place to study at. After working on the paper for about 6 hours, I decided I needed a break. I got online and started checking out my regular sites; ESPN, Facebook, Yahoo. Eventually, I ended up coming to one of my favorite blogs, Raw College Jock Slut. He had just posted a new story. I instantly opened up another window and went to craigslist because I KNEW I would be horny after reading the new story. I got done reading the story and, sure enough, I was rock hard. Being 5am, I knew the chances of finding a hot guy to get off with were slim, but I had to try. I posted an ad on craigslist and went back to writing my paper. 25 minute later I checked my mail to find 2 new emails in the inbox. One was from a 36 year old, who was too old for me. The other was from an 18yo:

"Hey, I'm awake and horny! 18, gl, athletic, 8in cut cock. Hit me up!"

Attached was a pic of a guy I had seen on manhunt a couple times. He was definitely cute and hot. We emailed back and forth a couple times, sharing pics and HIV status (both neg!). Finally, I asked him where he lived and if he could host.

"Live in the dorms, can't host. You wanna meet somehwere on campus?" he replied.

"Sure. I'm in the library right now. Meet me in front in 10 min. I'll be wearing blue cargo shorts and a grey hoody".

"Cool! I'll be there in 10 minutes!"

I gathered my stuff and walked to the front of the library. I sat on a bench off to the side a little, so I could get a good look at him before he saw me. After a couple minutes, I saw a figure walk from the direction of the dorms. He was about 5'11'', athletic, short brown hair and a really cute face. Glancing around, he stopped in front of the library. I watched him for a minute or two, gazing at his perfect ass as he turned around. I was rock hard and couldn't wait any longer. I grabbed my bag and walked up to him.

"Hey", I said softly.

He turned around and looked me over. "Hey... Aren't you cold?!?" he said, pointing at my shorts.

"A little," I said "but I'm hoping to get warm in a little bit."

He laughed. "Wow, that was really corny."

"Haha, I know. Give me a break though, I've been writing a paper for 6 hours." I laughed.

"Fair enough. Where do you want to 'get warm' at?", he said, raising his eyebrows.

"I don't know. You wanna walk around and find a spot?"

"Sure."

We started walking around the library, towards the back. Neither of us talked as we walked but it wasn't uncomfortable. We just seemed to be content with the silence. As we reached the back of the library, we saw a stairwell that went below ground level, down to the basement. He walked over, giving it a look.

"How about this?", he asked me.

I looked around. It was fairly dark, with no street lights or lamps in sight. All the surrounding buildings were window-less. It seemed to be a perfect spot for some late night/early morning fun.

"Looks good to me", I said.

Both of us walked to the stairs, descending them in a hurry. When we go to the bottom, we faced each other. He reached out and started to rub the bulge in my shorts. I returned the favor.

"What do you want to do?", I asked after a couple minutes of fondling each others bulges.

Without lifting his hand or eyes from my cock, he said, "I don't care. I'm up for whatever."

We continued to rub each others cock. After a couple minutes, he reached down, unbuttoned his jeans and pulled his cock out. Even though it was dark, I could tell he had an amazing cock. It was indeed the 8in he claimed it was. And it was thick. I quickly took it in my hand and started to stroke it. With his hands, he unbuckled my belt and took my cock out of my shorts and underwear and began stroking me. For 5 minutes, we stood there, with our pants to our knees, stroking each other's hard dicks. Just as I was about to ask if he wanted me to suck his dick, he got to his knees and started licking my shaft. With one hand rubbing my balls and the other stroking my cock, he started to suck me. After a while he was full on blowing me, taking my cock all the to the base. It felt amazing. Every time he would come off my cock, the cold air would hit it, sending chills down my back. Then, he would take it all the way in his mouth, sending a warming sensation all through my cock. He pulled off my cock just as I was getting close to shooting.

I pulled him into me and we started to kiss. He had soft lips and a nice tongue. I could taste my salty and sweet precum on his tongue. I dropped to my knees, taking his thick cock into my hands. I started licking and sucking his big, shaved nuts while I stroked his cock. I licked my way up his shaft before taking his cock in my mouth. I started on the head and slowly worked the whole massive dick into my mouth. He moaned in pleasure and slowly started face fucking me. He picked up steam and was soon using my face as his personal fuck toy. Soon he pulled out of my mouth.

"Can I fuck you?". While phrased as a question, it was said in the tone of a command. I had only ever been fucked one other time and it was by a cock that was nowhere NEAR as big as the one he was packing. But I was so horny and turned on by his cock and being outside on campus, I didn't even consider saying no.

"Of course", I said.

I hopped up and pulled my shorts and underwear to my knees. I thought about telling him I had a condom but decided to see what he said first. I turned around and spread my legs out and leaned towards the wall. I turned my head back just in time to see him spit in his hand and wipe it on his cock. Sweet! He was gonna fuck me bare. He then licked his fingers, spread my ass, and started rubbing my hole. I almost shot right then and there. It was maybe 45 degrees outside and his warm fingers on my hole send chills throughout my body. He started fingering my hole. He again spit in his hand and this time used it to lube my ass up.

"You ready?" he asked.

"Uh huh", was all I could say.

With one hand on my waist, he lined up his spit covered cock up with my spit covered hole and slowly pushed in. The head of his cock popped in, sending a stream of pain and pleasure throughout my body. He began to push in more and more. Feeling his thick cock stretch my near-virgin ass was amazing. Finally he bottomed out.

"God damn man, you are tight!"

"I've only been fucked once", I managed to reply.

"Really?!?!" he said, the excitement bursting from his voice.

"Yeah, so you might have to take it easy at first. But once I'm loosened a bit, you can go as hard as you want."

"Ok. Let me know if you want me to go softer," he said in an almost worried voice.

He started to fuck me. Pulling out slowly and thrusting in slowly, my ass soon loosened and accepted his cock with little Resistance. He must have sensed this because he soon started to pick up his pace. As he did, the sensations were taking over. The cold from outside, his warm hands on my waist, his big cock in my ass. Every one of them gave me an exhilarating sensation. Pretty soon, he was almost pounding me at full thrust. He started to rub his hands over my ass and over my hips to my cock and balls. The warmth of his hands on my cold skin was to much to take.

"I gonna cum," I whispered.

He picked up the thrusting, sending me over the edge and before I could reach down to stroke my cock, I started to cum. Feeling my ass clench he pounded even harder. I shot 4-5 massive loads on the wall.

"Fuck dude, I didn't even touch my cock!" I said, once I got my breath back.

"You think you can cum again? I can go for another 5 min or so." he said, much to my delight.

"Of course," I said, grabbing my still rock hard cock.

He pulled out of my ass, leaving it gaping in the cold air. He bent over and spit into my ass, fingering to lube it up inside. After lubing his cock up with more spit, he pressed his cock against my hole.

"You ready?" he asked in a cocky tone.

"Go for it," I replied.

He plunged his massive dick all the way into my used hole. I gasped from the pleasure and pain, and almost shot a load again. On his second thrust, he hit my prostate, sending a wave of electricity through my whole body.

"Right there!" I nearly yelled. "Fuck me RIGHT THERE!"

He did as I said and started pounding me in that exact spot. Too be honest, I was in such a trance and on such a high, I don't know how long he fucked me. It could have been 5 minutes or 5 hours. The pleasure he was giving me was unbelievable. Thrust after thrust, his cock would fill my ass up and send chills up my spine. I didn't want it to end. But I finally felt him slow up.

"Can I cum in you?" he panted.

"Yeah, fill me up."

He started back at full speed. I grabbed my cock and was soon ready to blow. As I reached climax, my whole body tensed.

"I'm... cumming." I managed to get out.

He pulled his cock almost all the way out and right as I began to shoot, shoved it all the way back in, balls deep. For the second time that night, I sprayed my college load on the wall of the stairwell. And just like before, I shot 4-6 massive loads. My balls ached as I painted the wall with my jizz. Just as I was shooting my last shot, I felt his cock swell in my ass.

"I'm cumming!" he moaned.

Grabbing my hips, he pulled me into his body, engulfing me in his arms. At the same time, he thrust his hips as hard as he had all night, sending his exploding cock deep inside me. His cock burst, sending his hot, creamy, college load into my ass. His cock spasmed, sending shot after shot of cum inside me. He was hugging me, his stomach on my back and his head on my shoulder. We sat there for a couple minutes, both of us trying to catch our breath. After a while, he stood straight up. He slowly began to take his still hard cock out of my well used ass. He slid out, leaving his huge load behind. I turned around, pulled my pants up and looked at him. He looked up to see me smiling at him. He leaned forward and kissed me, both hand cupping my face.

"That was awesome. We are gonna have to do this again," he said, in between kisses.

"Yeah, anytime you want."

We both got fully dressed and walked up the stairs. At the top we parted ways, exchanging phone numbers. With a full load in my ass, I went back to the library to finish my paper. It took me another 3 hours to write the paper but I was happy to sit there with my first load still inside me.

After I finished the paper, I went back to my place and took a shower. I decided to leave his load in me as long as I could. I managed to leave it in all day. Walking around campus with a huge load in my ass made not sleeping the night before totally worth it.

Giving My First Load

2010-07-21T00:01:00.000-07:00

Most of the stories I will write will be about current encounters. If I have sex with a hottie, I hope to have the story written and posted on here within 2 weeks. But seeing as this is a new blog, I thought it would be fitting to start off with the story of me giving my first raw load :)

Giving my first raw load:

It was a Tuesday night and I was bored out of my mind. I had homework that I needed to do but I wasn't in the mood. My friends were either at work or with their girlfriends. I was bored but a little horny, so I decided to checkout craigslist to see if there were any guys worth meeting up with. I saw a couple ads that sounded interesting and sent out some replies. Two answered my replies. One was a "straight" 21yo that wanted to suck and get sucked. We started emailing back and forth. He was 21, about 6ft tall, athletic, tan, 7in cut. The fact that he said he was straight made me even more horny. He seemed nervous and was a little abrupt in his answers, which made me want it more. After sending 15-20 emails back and forth, he told me to meet him at the intersection of the streets he lived by. This made me very horny. I was going to get to suck and get sucked by a straight guy!

I hopped in my car and went to the designated intersection. As I pulled up to park, I was rock hard. I hadn't hooked up in a couple days and was ready. I looked around and didn't see anyone, so I waited. And waited. 25 minutes after our set-time to meet, I gave up. I drove back to my place, angry and still hard. When I got back to my place, I decided to go to bed but I was SO horny I couldn't sleep. Around 3:30am, I got on my computer and went to craigslist, determined to find some action. As you can imagine, CL was dead. I went to adam4adam but it was dead as well. Manhunt was next and while it wasn't alive, there were some hot young guys on. I went for the hottest guy on there. He was a little shorter than I like at 5'6'' but I couldn't be picky. Other than being shorter, he was insanely hot. He was athletic, very tan, cute yet manly face, and a thick 7in uncut cock. I IM'd him and waited for his response:

Me: "Hey, how's it going?"

Him: "Good. How about you?"

Me: "It's been better. Can't sleep"

Him: "Haha, me either"
"I love how i can't sleep and automatically go to manhunt lol"

Me: "lol, yeah thats pretty funny. I logged on and went almost immediately here"

Him: "So..."

Me: "lol. So..."
"There are 2 different directions we could take this conversation. Why don't you pick :)"

Him: "How big is your cock :)"

Me: "Haha, thats the direction I was hoping you'd choose :)"

After talking for a while we decided to get together. There was one problem: I couldn't host and he had some friends spending the night. It was close to 5am but we were both so horny we couldn't go to sleep. He promised to have his friends out of his place around 8am. We talked some more, mainly about what we were going to do to one another once his place was friend free. He was mainly a bottom. He said he loved to makeout, suck, get sucked and fuck, all the things I loved myself. Finally, after hours and hours of tantalizing sex talk, 8am rolled around. He woke his friends and told me to come on over. To say I drove fast and reckless on the way over is an understatement. I remember running at least 2 red lights :)

I pulled into his place and text him that I had arrived. Shortly later, he opened his door, wearing a wife beater and athletic shorts. He was just as hot as his pics. He was very tan and had very nicely taken care of feet (which is VERY hot to me). We both looked each other over, and by the big smile on his face, he must have approved of me. He took me into the front room, where we sat of the couch. This is the part of hooking up I hate the most - the awkward small talk before/after the sex. Luckily, he decided we didn't need it and went right for my lips with his own. They were soft and full, sending a sensation down my spine when they first touched mine. We started out slowly, tasting the tips of each others tongues. Things started to heat up when I opened my mouth, inviting in his soft tongue. Our tongues met in each others mouths, twisting and turning around one another. My hands were running up and down his hot, toned body. After a couple of minutes, I kicked my shoes and pants off and laid him down on his back. I climbed on top and started to makeout furiously. I had been rock hard for almost 12 hours and was ready to blow by load.

"Damn, you are really fucking horny, aren't you?!?" he asked.

"You have NO idea", I replied, while kissing and licking his nipples.

"Mmmm, feels fucking great", he moaned.

I kissed my way down to his stomach and moved onto his package, which was bulging through his shorts. I started to softly bite and nibble the head of his cock through the shorts. He moaned with pleasure. After a minute or so of taunting him with my mouth, I pulled off his shorts. His thick, uncut cock popped out, smacking against his ripped stomach. Slowly, I started to jerk his dick while licking around the base of his cock and under his balls.

"Fuck man, that feels sooo good!"

"Just wait..." I said, a big grin splashed across my face.

I took the head of his cock and started flicking the tip with the tip of my tongue. He squirmed, moaned and giggled all at the same time. I decided to end his torment and popped his cock in my mouth. By this time, he was leaking a lot of precum. I could taste his sweet and salty juice as I started sucking his thick cock. Bobbing up and down on his cock with my mouth, I started fingering his ass with my free hand. He moaned and started bucking his hips. Pretty soon, he was face fucking me, while I finger fucked him. Then he stopped.

"Fuck dude, I'm gonna cum if you keep doing that. Your turn", he panted.

He pulled his dick out of my mouth and stood up, telling me to lie on my back. I did so. He unzipped my pants, slipping them off my legs. My 7" cut cock was leaking precum, ready to explode at any minute. He pulled my dick from my underwear and started sucking it. It only took him about 5 min before I was ready to blow.

"If you want me to fuck you, you need to stop! I'm about to blow", I told him.

Reluctantly, he pulled his mouth off of my hard cock.

"I want you to fuck me HARD", he told me in a very serious voice.

"Don't worry about that", I said, grinning at him.

He smiled. I rolled him onto his back and lifted his legs, exposing his tight, shaved hole. I dove into it tongue first. He moaned while I ate his nice ass. I stuck my tongue as far in his ass as I could, getting it nice and wet. There is nothing better than rimming a nice hole, so I was in heaven. When I came up for air, I positioned myself so our cocks were almost touching. He spit into his hand and lubed my dick up. Now, we hadn't discussed whether we were going to fuck with a condom or not. I made sure to tell him I was clean and I made sure he was clean but we never talked about fucking raw. I had a condom in my wallet like always. But I took his spit-as-lube action to mean he didn't care about a condom. I followed suit, spitting in my hand and lubing up his ass. After a little more spit on my dick, I positioned it to his hole and started pushing it in. The head popped in and he didn't say anything about a condom, so I thrust the whole thing in. He moaned with pleasure as his tight, warm hole engulfed my cock. I started slow but after a couple minutes was full on pounding him. He moaned and panted like no one I had ever heard. My cock was loosening his ass, making it possible to pound him harder. After about 10minutes of pounding him on his back, he told me he wanted to be on top. Without pulling out, I picked him up and rolled onto my back. Here, he started to bob up and down on my rock hard dick. After letting him do this for a couple minutes, I decided to take control again. I started thrusting my hips up every time he would lower himself down. The first time I did it, he moaned and looked at me with a huge smile. I started to thrust harder. Grabbing the sides of his stomach, I pulled him down as I thrust my hips and cock deep inside of him. His moaning reached a new level.

"FUUUCCCCKKKKK. You are SOOOOO deep!", he practically screamed.

This got me to thrust even harder and go even deeper.

"I'm... gonna... cum...", he moaned.

I grabbed him, pulling him down as I thrust as hard as I could. He moaned and shot his load all over my stomach. I started to furiously thrust and pound him. After a couple of minutes going as hard as I could, I was ready to cum.

"I'm gonna cum", I said.

He didn't respond, he just continued to moan.

"I'm gonna cum', I said louder.

Again, no response. I took this to mean he didn't care where I shot my load. As he moaned, I started thrusting up and down as hard as I could. I felt the juices starting to boil and rush up through my cock. I hugged him around the stomach, pulled him down and thrust up one last time, shooting my hot, creamy load inside of his well fucked ass. Shot after shot emptied from my cock inside of his hot ass. I collapsed onto my back and he fell onto me, both of us panting and sweaty. After a couple of minutes, he got up and pulled off of my cock. As he did, some of my load trickled out of his ass.

"Fuck dude, that was amazing. You were so fucking deep!".

"Your ass was so tight and nice, I couldn't get enough. I wanted to go deeper."

"Maybe next time", he said coyly.

Fact or Fiction?

2010-07-20T23:53:00.000-07:00

I have been a reader of blogs like this since I was about 15. Sometimes it is easy to tell the factual blogs from the fictional ones. Sometimes it isn't so easy. My stories are 100% true stories that have happened to ME. I may change the description of a time or place to keep some discretion for myself and the guys I write about. And any dialogue used in the stories will, obviously, not be taken word for word from actual conversations. But no major components to the encounters will be changed or fictionalized.

Me, Myself, and I

2010-07-20T23:25:00.000-07:00

The first thing you should know about me is that you won't get to "know" me. I will not post pictures of myself or the guys I hookup with. I am out to some, but being identified as the "gay sex blog writer" is not something I need, or want, in my life right now.

Seeing as you don't get to see a picture of me, I will do my best to describe myself (and eventually my hookups) to you. Lets start with me. I am in my early 20's and a junior at a major public university in the Pacific NW. I am 6'1'', brown hair, blue eyes, 7'' cut cock, size 13 shoes, slightly hairy stomach and chest, hairy legs. I weigh 200lbs and am a slightly bigger, muscular guy. I played football and basketball in high school, so I'm definitely athletic. My first sexual experience with a guy wasn't until my freshman year of college. My shyness always prevented me from meeting up with anyone. But once I was on my own at college, I became less and less shy about being with a guy. My freshman year I hooked up with 4 guys, doing nothing more than bj's. This last year school year, I became a little slutty and hooked up with 17 guys (since late September).

I am into college-aged guys, 18-25ish. I've hooked up with skinny guys, average guys, athletic guys, and muscular guys. I love legs and feet. When the sun comes out and the guys start walking around campus in shorts and flip flops, I get hard. Asses are great as well. Walking behind a hottie in jogging pants with a nice ass always makes my day. Tan guys are also a turn on. They also happen to be very rare at the school I go to! And it goes without saying that I love cocks. Cut, uncut, curved, straight, big, average... it doesn't matter. Cocks are awesome :)

As you'll read in the upcoming posts, I am fairly versatile. It all depends on the situation, the guy, and my mood. I love getting pounded and seeded... and I love pounding and seeding. Kissing is also a favorite of mine. Sometimes I get in a mood where I'd rather kiss than fuck :)

Hello, My Name Is...

2010-07-20T23:08:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm not going to tell you my real name but you can call me CollegeCumslut, or C.C. You can probably guess that the "College" in my name comes from the fact that I am in college. If you didn't guess that, you're an idiot ;)

The "Cumslut" comes from me loving cum. More specifically, taking loads in my ass and giving loads. Yes, I like... no, LOVE... bare sex. I use condoms when asked by a partner but for the most part, I fuck and get fucked raw.

Yes, I understand the risks. I have weighed the risks and thought long and hard about whether I should fuck this way. Please don't inundate my inbox with the obligatory "You're going to get AIDS and die!" emails. If you do not like the fact I write about bareback sex, please do not read this blog. Also, do not follow in my footsteps and have raw sex just because you read it here and it "sounded hot". It is very serious and deserves the utmost thought and contemplation. While the stories on here are 100% true, they are here as entertainment and not a "how-to" guide to bare sex.

And So We Commence...

2010-07-20T22:48:00.000-07:00

Summertime brings with it many things. Warm, sunfilled days. Long, lazy nights. Shirtless college guys glistening in the heat :) I am starting this blog for a couple reasons:

1. Well, to be honest, I'm bored as fuck. One thing summer brings for me is boredom. I have TOO MUCH time on my hands, which, I admit, is a great problem to have :) Writing about naked boys engaging in sweaty acts helps the time fly by.

2. I like writing. I never knew how much I liked writing until I started college and actually learned how to write.

3. I love sex with hot college guys. I love it so much I have to write about it. Sharing my experiences makes them that much hotter!

This blog will mainly focus on my sex life. I am a gay guy with straight tendencies, meaning 90% of the people I have sex with have penises. The focus will be almost exclusively on my gay hookups because, lets be honest, gay sex is hotter than straight sex :)

I may, from time to time, have an entry that deals with my life outside of the bedroom. My day to day life is not too exciting. I am a typical college student: Study and go to class during the week, party and hangout on weekends. Basically, when I'm fully clothed, my life is pretty standard. It's when I hop out of my clothes and into the arms of another college stud that my life becomes blog-worthy :)

With that, I start my life in the blogging world...