First, I want to thanks everyone for all the comments and the emails. Again, while I might not respond to them all, I do read and appreciate them. I like hearing back from you guys :)
I got a couple questions about my break up with Jockguy. It wasn't really anything blog-worthy. No huge fight or movie scene break up. We both knew things weren't right and weren't heading in a positive direction. It was amicable and, honestly, boring. He came over, we talked for about 20 minutes, and he left. I'd say we parted on friendly terms. We don't hang out a lot but it's not too weird when we do. At the same time, we haven't been alone together since the break up. The few times we've hung out it's been in a group setting with friends as buffers. So, who knows how amicable we really are lol.
Since the break up, I've been slowly (for me lol) getting back out there. It's weird that even though I was in an open relationship, once it was over, I quit having sex all together. I needed a break from people and intimacy. After a month or so, I started getting back in the saddle. The first couple times it was making out with random people at parties. At one party, I made out with a really cute freshmen. He was around 5'8'', 140lbs with brown hair. We made out in a laundry room for about 30 minutes. It was pretty fun, in a high school kinda way :)
After a couple make out sessions with some guys (and 1 girl lol), I started hooking up. It was mostly with random guys and I mostly topped. None were particularly memorable. They'd come over or I'd go to them, we'd blow each other for a couple minutes, then I'd fuck them. I don't think I was quite ready for anything emotional. I just needed (or wanted) to get laid.
After about 5 of the random, no name fucks, I was craving something better. I missed being with someone and actually caring about whether they were having fun. So I decided to contact a couple guys I like enough to fuck and hang out with. Mike was the first on the list...
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Jockguy and I are no more.
After everything that happened, things changed. We both tried our best and hardest to work it out. But after about a month, we both realized that, at least for now, we need to be apart.
I'm sorry for the lack of updates but writing about it was the last thing I wanted to do!
I am back though! I got back in the dating/hook up game in the last 4 or 5 weeks. I'm not quite as slutty as I was when I started this blog but I'm definitely not celibate ;)
For those of you that still read/care, I'll be posting updates on some of the new trysts shortly.
In the mean time, I just wanted to thank everyone for the good thoughts after the last post. I appreciated the comments a lot. I don't know if I've mentioned this but I really enjoy reading comments and emails. I might not always be able to respond but I DO read them! So feel free to comment below or email :)